2010 - A Great Year for a Fangirl

Hello everyone! It's been a while huh? During the duration of the non-posting for over a month, I was studying for my finals and once I was finally on winter break I was still busy making my Christmas gifts for my family. It wasn't only till after Christmas that I was free and able to relax. So, I decided to get into the groove of blogging again with the last day of the year 2010 and just reminisce the highlights of the year as we enter the new year of 2011.

Honestly, where do I even start? 2010 could possibly be the most eventful year of my entire life. I've got closer to people, found amazing people who share the same mindset as me, and had things happen in my life that I would never have imagined to occur to me.

I believe that the friendships that I had got a bit stronger and tighter this year because of kpop. Every time I went out to eat, or go karaoke, or stalk kpeens...its always the same group of amazing gals. I know that I can spazz with them and we can chat for hours about our biases. Honestly, its always a blast whenever they are around. The group of girls being Sarah, Meggie, Judith and my cousin, Neenr. I swear, those nights of singing non-stop can be great blackmail material. Lol!

Then, there are my gals in twitter. You guys do not know how many amazing people I have met through twitter. I have gals who I can spazz with together on videos and pictures at the same time! The best part is, they share the same pervert mindset as I do! Like...I can talk as dirty as I want to and they'll join along! I truly feel like myself when I'm on twitter. I can only talk like that with a certain group of people outside of the internet...which is pretty much just my circle of fangirls. To be honest, I was someone who would have never thought that I would get into twitter. I remember that I just got one because my cousins just told me to make an account. I didn't really talk to anyone that much...but I started to get into it the beginning of this year when I started to talking to people. What surprised me was that I can find so many kpoppers on twitter from all over the world! I just wanna say to my gals, and you all know who you are....you have made being a fangirl and part of the kpop craze so much fun. You all have made an impact in my life. I just thought that I had to make that public so it's known. Twitter, thank you for allowing me to find these amazing people. If only I can meet all of you in real life and spazz together.

Now, I have to say what made this year like no other is all of the concerts that I went to and all of the kpeens I saw in person. I do not know what I did to deserve all the luck that I got the last half of this year. I got to watch my current favorite kpop idol group, B2ST perform live and have moments with them that can be considered something as close as a fan meet. I got my album signed by all of the members and a picture with half of them. I can't forget to mention getting back raped from DooJoon and the smile Hyunseung gave me. Then a month later I got to see 2PM for the second time at the Wonder Girls and 2PM concert. I got take a picture with all of them and got a chance to go up to Chansung and get his signature. Then 3 months later I got to go to SM Town and see my first kpop love perform live. SUPER JUNIOR!! To see Eunhyuk look at my sign and acknowledge me twice seriously made my year. And when I thought that was when my kpeen escapades were going to end, JYJ decided to come and perform here in LA and I got to see them live too! Lastly, this was just the cherry on top of my delicious kpeen year. I got to see Yoseob and DooJoon wear the shirts that I bought with my own money. For me, to be able to say that gives me so much joy.

Now, I know that this isn't much of a post...but I just wanted to talk about the highlights of this year. To be honest, I'm really going to miss 2010. I don't want it to end, but we all know that each year ends with a new one to come. I never thought that I would have been able to keep this blog going for this long. I'm the type of person who starts things and doesn't really end them. God knows how many journals and diaries I have with each one saying that this time I'm going to not abandon this diary. Even though I said from the beginning that this blog is just meant for me to spazz and rant my sexual urges to my kpeens....but I don't think I would have kept on blogging if it weren't for the awesome people that have came to my blog and took the time to actually leave a comment. I mean, I got the surprise of knowing that my blog was part of the Top 50 kpop blogs on this one survey! That wouldn't have happened without the people that have stumbled across my blog.

So, to all of you...thank you.

Thank you to my friends who have joined this kpop journey with me and experienced all these amazing kpop adventures together.

Thank you to all my twitter gals who have kept me company whenever we spazz about kpeens and I hope to one day I will be able to meet you all.

Thank you to the kpeens for performing here in LA and giving me moments in my life that I will forever treasure.

And thank you people who read my blog and make me smile every time I see an email saying someone commented.

2010...I'm going to miss you and it's going to be hard to beat this. So, 2011...you better up your game because it's going to take a lot for you to live up to 2010's standards.

Anyways, thanks everyone!

KxF

Why B2ST is my FANDOM

Yes, I know that I have given enough reasons as to why B2ST are the peens who have first dibs on my forbidden fruit. Well...Eunhyuk is an exception...but you don't need to know that for this blogpost. ANYWAYS, after watching this certain video that the awesome HAW from Prepix uploaded on his YouTube account...I was once again reminded as to why B2ST is my current fandom.

This is by far the BEST pratice video that HAW has every presented to us B2UTIES. You have to give the guy props for all the editing he did and the fact that he was the one recording them while they danced. The effects were really awesome because you got to see what the rest of the members were doing while the main person was singing. I agree with him that you don't get to see the WHOLE choreography on music shows because they usually just focus on the main person singer and only zoom out to see the full shot a couple of times. BUT...as much as I love the UNF that was shown throughout SOOM choreo...that is not why I am writing this blogpost. I am writing this blogpost because of the AMAZING gift that B2ST, HAW and Tiger Oppa gave us at the end of the video. Now, please go ahead and watch the full video if you have not done so. Or, you can just look at the gifs that I made below as I say my thoughts on each part.

[NOTE]: Because my player is so lame and nothing seems to work as I want it to be...the gifs that I created are laggy....so I apologize for that. If I'm able to find gifs of these where its the speed that I'm looking for, I shall post them up...which probably isn't going to happen because I'm too lazy to look for them. BUT! You never know...I might be up to it. So...sorry once again.

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So, let us start with the maknae, yea? He just makes me laugh. What more can I say? Sure he tried to trick me into thinking that he's going to do some cool popping and locking moves..but I know him too well. He then of course went into his 4D mode and did a move where it looked like he has an itch in his inner thigh. And you may think that I photoshopped it and added more clips to make it look like he kept on doing that move. Nope! He just kept doing it over and over and over again. I guess Dongwoon just wanted to show us how limber he is...and that he can do a variety of positions. Well...that's very promising Dongwoon. Thank you for letting me know this very important piece of information.

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Now...of course we cannot forget our truly 4D friend here, Jang Hyunseung. I believe we have no found out the reason why Hyunseung is the way he is. He is a head banger everyone...and you know what they say about head banging. You lose brain cells every time you do it. Which makes sense as to why Hyunseung seems a bit out of it at times. But you know Hyunseung that we love you the way you are, right? So keep on head banging as much as you want. Don't let anyone stop you!

Oh Yoseob...you should know that shaking your ass like that makes it so much harder for me to try to not break my laptop from me trying to jump your bones through the comp screen. And I see that look on your face and you tease me with your ass shaking left and right. You're giving me that sly look because you know that wiggling your butt is going to break through the only resolve I have and make me ravish you up against that wall. All I can say Yoseob is that you better know what you're getting into because I will molest you from the behind...and those hands of yours on the wall? Yea, they're going to be tied up behind your back. Get ready for it love because it's going to be one of the wildest moments of your life.

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There really is only one thing I can say about Kikwang here. "You slut." You took Yoseob's idea and upped it 10x with you slapping your own ass. Oh..and it's not just one hand but BOTH of your hands. You know your fucking fine Kikwang and you want us to know that is some quality ass that we're drooling over. Not just some random fangirl claiming that she loves you can grope that ass of yours. Nope. We have to be worthy of that glorious ass. Tell us what we have to do Kikwang to get a piece of that ass. Must we give you a strip tease? Blow you? Grind up against you to get Mr. Kikwang all hard and up? Just tell me Kikwang...I will do it to get some of your quality ass.

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Junhyung...oh Junhyung. You never fail to give me more reasons as to why I fucking love you so much. Every single time I see you out of your BAMF image I seriously go crazy because I don't see it enough. And look at you here. I'm not quite sure why, but you seem like you can't keep that tongue in that mouth of yours. I don't know if it's because you've got a thick tongue that it doesn't fit in that mouth of yours...but that tongue of yours is making me think of very dirty thoughts of where it can lick. Then there's those hips of yours. I have yet to see you gyrate your hips, let along thrust it like this! My brain is getting fried fantasizing about those hips snapping into me at full force that the head board is hitting the wall. This truly is one of the sexiest gifs I have ever seen of you...I don't know about you all...

As much as I love Yoseob and Junhyung, I have to say that DooJoon just stole my heart and AIR from laughing so hard in this vid. There were so many wins from this guy that I had a hard time choosing which gif to use for this because they truly were all epic. I honestly don't know if you had some alcohol before you took this video or took some drugs. Hell, you probably took nothing and this is really how you are behind that UNF image that you have. OR...maybe you did drugs and drink at the same time. BUT WHO CARES! I absolutely love this side of you YOON DOOJOON. Please continue on showing your spazztic self because it makes me happy all over.

Now...you would think that is all...but you all know that I can't pass up that opportunity to spazz about the pair part of the spazz ending...

KiSeung anyone? Even though not much is happening in here, I really dig this part. Seems like Hyunseung has persuaded the gullible Kikwang that head banging is fun and now he's doing it. Oh poor Kikwang...you already space out enough and now you're loosing brain cells. You don't even know that Hyunseung is showing his victory signs behind your back for tricking you. You truly are bad Hyunseung...but I guess you needed someone to be 4D like you and Kikwang was the chosen one. I guess it doesn't matter much if you're losing brain cells Kikwang because you still have that ass of yours.

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Oh you guys cannot comprehend how happy I was when I saw that it was JunSeob that was together here. To see my two biases being freaks with each other is like a wish come true. Everything about you Yoseob just screams DERP. I just...I don't even know what else to say. Just pure DERP. Then Junhyung! As much as I am laughing at you...you still manage to be sexy. I see you biting your lip and pouting it every so slightly. Your sexiness cannot hide from me...I can always spot it. Anyways, I just love me some JunSeob.

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For some strange odd reason, I'm not surprised to see the Leader and Maknae paired up here. There has been a good amount of Leader/Maknae moments happening lately. But what I don't know is who is luckier in this gif, DooJoon or Dongwoon? DooJoon gets to actually be on TOP and ride Dongwoon until the day the ends basically. As for Dongwoon, he basically has DooJoon's peen right behind his head. Also, that peen is rubbing all up against that head of is. So...now that I think about it, I believe Dongwoon is the luckier one out of the the of them. Don't you think? I would love to have DooJoon's peen rubbing all up on me and have it right behind my head. All I got to do is turn my head and BAM! Hello DooJoon's peen.

So, I hope by reading this you will all understand why B2ST is my fandom. Why I stay up late at night watching them on music shows, downloading every single performance and show they are on, and why I go crazy every time I see them. Now I'm going to let B2ST show my appreciation for those who read this spazz crazed blogpost.

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[SIDEBAR UPDATES]: Check out the I Wanna Do the Nasty with, My Most Proudest Moment, and Can't Stop Thinking About....I changed them.

Lastly, if you're interested to see the other gifs I made, ask me either by leaving a comment or on twitter. The gifs are kind of big and I'm too lazy to change the size because it's so time consuming. Also, it stretches out the page a bit so...that's why I'm not posting the rest up here. So, like I said. If you want to see the other gifs...just ask me.

KxF

A Common Factor

I came to a realization a while ago when I was pondering about each kpop guy I have interest in and noticed a similarity. Yes, it's a fact that there are A LOT of guys that have caught my eyes. But I'm talking about guys in groups that I'm REALLY into and groups that (please stop me....) I'm close to becoming big fans of. Now, I just want all of you to understand that this was not on purpose or anything. It just happened every single time I liked someone from a group. Of course...there are going to be some exceptions. An example would be that I'll have two favs in group and one of the two share that same trait. You'll see what I mean.

I'm going to list and say a couple of words about my fav in the group. Let's see if you can see the similarity...it's pretty obvious when you think about it. Well, here I go!

Name: Lee Hyukjae aka Eunhyuk

Group: Super Junior

Extra: Took the spot of my first kpop love, amazing dancer and never fails to put a smile on my face. A ridiculously funny guy. Love him.

Name: Ok Taecyeon/Ok Taekyeon

Group: 2pm

Extra: First guy to make me think and write dirty stuff on my blog. Oozes so much sex appeal on stage and so much dorkiness off stage. What else can I ask for?


Name: Yong Jun Hyung aka Jumyumie

Group: B2ST / BEAST

Extra: I love him. Love everything about him...his black nails and his so called 'scandanavian' body where his muscles pop out of nowhere. Love you Jumyumie.



Name: Choi Minho

Group: Shinee

Extra: He's tall and handsome. It also amazes me how low his voice is when he's only 18, but it's very sexy. He has a gaze that will immediately catch my attention and I'll find myself only looking at him.



Name: Bang Cheol Yong aka Mir

Group: MBLAQ

Extra: I knew I was done for with all of his dog collars and his nasty crazy ways. Another guy who never fails to amuse me and make my face hurt from smiling.

Name: Eli

Group: U-Kiss

Extra: He's slowly growing on me since I'm starting to get into U-Kiss. He's very handsome and has great facial structure. He has a manly feel onstage and has great arms.



So, here are a couple of the guys that I'm into. I was planning on doing all of them but there really is too many to put. These are six that I just seem to keep thinking about lately. Have you figured it out yet?

What do these guys have in common?

Well, if you haven't figured it out yet I'll just tell you. All of these kpop guys are all...*drumroll*...RAPPERS! Yup, it seems like I have a thing for rappers.

Whenever I end up picking a guy that I like in a group, it usually is the rapper. The exceptions to this is SS501 member Hyung Joon and F.T. Island member Jae Jin. Hyung Joon raps, but he sings as well. Jae Jin started off by rapping and when the company realized that he has a great voice, they allowed him to sing as well.

So, yes. Out of all the kpop guys that I like, only two of them are not rappers but a main vocal. I just think it's more than a coincidence that they all rap, but I don't know why they ended up becoming rappers. Not that I mind, rappers are sexy. But the only problem with them being rappers is that they don't get much screen time in music videos and perfs.

Anyways, I just had the urge to blog about this phenomenon. Crazy, huh?

Oh! One more thing. The credits of the photos belong to whoever posted it up. For all the colors and photoshopping, that's my doing. I cropped them all and made them look interesting...that's another reason why I didn't do all of the guys. I got lazy. Lol!!!

KxF

Music Monday: It's You by Super Junior

What is there for me to say about this song? I absolutely LOVE this song. Yes, you could say that I'm biased because Super Junior is the group that got me into Kpop. They're my first loves.

It's You, also known as Neorago, is from their 3rd Album Repackaged version. This is one of their songs that I can listen to and never get tired of. Every member got a good amount of parts in the song. Even Eunhyuk and Shindong sang when they usually just rap. Also, another reason why I love this is song is because of what neenr pointed out to me one day. In the first verse where Kyuhyun sings, he ends the "unh" in such a breathy manner...it's sexy. If you don't believe, listen to the song. It's at 0:30.

I also can't leave out the fact that this song is pretty easy to sing for non-korean speakers like myself. It's not fast so you can sing along and such. There's also 3 versions of the music video which is awesome and Eunhyuk being my first kpop love, I absolutely love this song because of his hard hitting chest pops.

Anyways, if by ANY chance you have NEVER heard of this song, listen to it below. It's the original music video...if you wanted to know.

And if somehow you do NOT have this song already in your music player, please download it here. Right NOW!!!

KxF

I Have Reached my Limit...

[NOTICE] THIS IS PURELY BASED ON MY OPINIONS AND THOUGHTS...IT'S ONLY A RANT.

Okay, I'm going to be honest here. I think people being anti's of girls just because they performed with a certain male celebrity is pretty trivial. Sure, I get annoyed and such sometimes and I say that I hate them. But I really don't hate them, I just say it. I guess you could say me not liking Baek Ji Young could be my first anti moment...but I was able to get over it. I actually like her now.

For me, not liking someone does not consider you an anti. You really really really really have to not like the person to be an anti in my opinion. I didn't think that I would become an anti, but everyone has their limit and someone pushed my limits TOO far. This is the girl that pushed the wrong buttons.

IU

It all started when Eunhyuk, my first ever love, mentioned that he's fond of you. At that time, I was just annoyed with you IU. I'm usually okay whenever Eunhyuk gets paired up with a girl or something. Sometimes I even find it cute. But for some strange odd reason, it bothered me when he mentioned you. Anyways, when he mentioned that at Kiss the Radio I just let it go in one ear and out the other. I simply ignored it and forgot about it.

Then, I find you doing the Digital Mobile Charts with my new love, Yo Seob from B2ST. You were once again on my bad side because not only are you of interest of the one and only Eunhyuk, but you just had to be paired up with my blonde boyfriend. And he even had his arm around you at one moment. Watching that video began to increase my dislike for you.

And when you were a guest on Super Junior's Miracle show....all my dislike started to pile up and reached the end of my limit. It was to the point where whenever you performed I muted the volume and whenever I heard you name, I get annoyed.

But today's Music Bank is what made me lose it and took me overboard. I was watching Music Bank because I knew that B2ST was going to perform Mystery. So, I waited and was able to watch my new obsession perform. Another good performance if you ask me. It's okay that Ki Kwang didn't do the flip because I tense up every time he does it. Anyways, I'm getting off topic. I would have gone to sleep after that, but I decided to wait up and watch 2pm's Tired of Waiting since I like that song and their preview of it on SBS Gayo Daejun made me want to see the whole thing.

So, I waited. I heard the beginning of IU's childish song Marshmallow and immediately muted the volume. I continued to watch youtube videos while I was waiting for the song to be over. When I glanced at the window that I had opened for the livestream, I saw a blonde guy dancing with IU. I realized it was Yo Seob and my jaw literally dropped open in disbelief at what I was watching. I swear...that just ruined my night. They were all cute with each other indicating that Yo Seob was IU's marshmallow.

That was the turning point. I really do not understand why a 15 year old girl angers me so much. I

can't help it! I REALLY do not like IU.

For your sake IU, I hope they don't pair you up with Eunhyuk and Yo Seobie anytime soon.

KxF

My New Eye Candy: Chung Lim

Yup. I have...once again, found myself attracted to another man. That man is rookie singer that debuted months ago...

Chung Lim

Because blogger is being lame...it made my huge pic this small....

Chung Lim. A solo artist that came out a couple of months ago that really didn't get noticed much. I mean, it is hard to make it big as a solo singer when k-pop girl/boy groups are so popular. So, here's the story on how I stumbled upon this hunk.

As I watched Dream Team, because Eunhyuk and Minho are in it, I saw this familiar face. I knew I've seen this guy before but I couldn't put my finger on it. So, I just pushed it aside and kept on watching the show. Then, when I saw the most recent Dream Team episode, this guy had a dance solo and at the moment I knew I just had to figure out who this guy was.

So, I scrolled down to look at the comments and found out that his name is Chung Lim. So, I YouTub-ed him and saw videos of live performances, star golden bell and music videos. Then, I watched a star golden bell cut video of him and I realized that was where I saw him. He was on the same star golden bell episode with Super Junior. I continued to watch cuts and his three music videos and realized that he's really good-looking and has a pretty good body.

Another thing I noticed was that he looks like Heechul is a couple of angles. Like...if Heechul were less feminine and had muscles he could be Chung Lim. I think it's his smile that makes me think of Heechul. See?

Do you guys see it? I don't know...but I do. If you just watch his music videos, you really can see the resemblance these two guys have. Another person that I think Chung Lim sort of looks like is Gi Kwang from B2ST. I don't have a comparison picture of the two, but I have a picture where he looks like him.

What do you guys think? Does he look like Gi Kwang here? I don't know...maybe not. Lol! He just reminded me of Gi Kwang.

Anyways, I just really thing he's good-looking. He's also an amazing dancer in my opinion. I could watch him dance for hours probably. Sure, he's probably not the best singer out there...but he's not bad. His voice is just low and such, but I don't mind listening to it. And like I said, he's just so damn hot.

Mmm...he has nice thick lips too...

I just hope he continues to show up on Dream Team from time to time because he really isn't that popular. It's sad to get into him and then rarely see him. Wish you luck Chung Lim.

KxF