A Fling? Maybe...

So...its a pretty well known fact that I love Yoseob and Junhyung. Hence my sidebar with wanting Junhyung to BANG ME and giving Yoseob a shirt that HE WORE. But...in what I believe happens to every one...it seems like I may be doing something that falls under the category of having 'wandering eyes.'

Now, I have to say that this happened quite unknowingly to me. Also, with the person causing all this took me by surprise as well. Let's just say that I never thought it would be him. It started with some comments here and there saying things along the lines of "He's so gorgeous.." "UNF!" "I wanna lick the sweat of his neck.." "I wanna experience his flexibility in bed firsthand.." Yup, something like that. Then, I began to actually look at pictures of him and save them...and I don't usually right click and save pictures of him. I thought that it was a natural thing because it was starting to happen with the other members too. But it wasn't until a couple of pictures and a certain video where I put the facts together and noticed that maybe...JUST MAYBE...it isnt as innocent as I think it is.

Are you all wondering who I'm talking about? Well...here he is.

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B2ST's amazing dancer JANG HYUNSEUNG!!!

Yup. I don't know about you all but this totally came as a shock to me. I honestly..absolutely didn't see the day that I would be lusting over Hyunseung. Sure, I'll acknowledge that when their teaser music video for 'Beast is the B2ST' I did think that Hyunseung had the potential to look good if he changed his hair. But for it to even reach to this extent wasn't an outcome that I foresaw. I think this all started when I had that encounter with him at the Sheraton hotel and gave him my gift. To see him in person and look into those beautiful eyes with eyeliner was just mesmerizing. Then having him smile at me and say 'Thank you' in his cute english just did it for me. So that's began what we have right here.

Now...just TRY to convince me that this guy doesn't pull on your ovaries? He is just so sexy and the picture on the right? Don't even get me excited about this pic...oh! Too late. Hyunseung is just pure ORGASMIC in that picture with the way his head is all tilted back like that. I can imagine him doing that with those half lidded eyes and adam's apple bobbing up and down trying to gulp back air into his lungs after the mind blowing blow job I just gave him. (yea...i typed that...)


Yeah...you know what I'm trying to show with this picture. THAT is what I had to work with...another reason why I can't help but to look in his direction. Out of all of the members in B2ST, you see the mighty bulge most with Hyunseung and Dongwoon. But I would say Hyunseung a bit more...especially in their 'Special' outfits like you see here.

Other than that, he was the member that I think didn't have a lot of air time and exposure. I know that Dongwoon is kind of in the same boat as him but I honestly think that it's getting better for the maknae. Anyways, I think I can say that I'm seeing a lot of Hyunseung now....and I'm talking about this.


Hyunseung...WILLINGLY SHOWING ME HIS SEXY PINK UNDERWEAR! What a fuckin TEASE?! Like, he was holding this in the whole entire time! You can see his hand lifting the shirt so high...if only he could lift it even higher! It's so bold and I'm loving every second of it. Sure, it's pink. I don't give a shit. What I care about is that black line you see because right behind that general area is something that I shouldn't desire...but have been for a couple of weeks now. And for the gif...do I really need to talk about that? Even though this wasn't voluntary...thank you camera person for catching this win. Your next job camera person is to catch him in the showers...naked...

And of course, the video that I'm referring to is the one that Prepix tweeted. I already blogged about that so if you're curious just scroll down. It's right below the FT Island post.

So...it is finally out. I have finally acknowledged something that I seemed to ignore. This doesn't mean that you've been pushed down on my list Yoseob and Junhyung. It's nothing like that. You two still have a FIRM grip on my heart. I'm just....being friendly with Hyunseung.


Oh...don't worry Hyunseung. I'll keep it a secret...only we'll know...*goes into the broom closet with Hyunseung*...

KxF

FT Island...You Have Grown + Sidebar Update

So FT Island made their comeback last Friday with their new song "Love, Love." Honestly, I am so happy that they are back performing in Korea now. I'm glad that they were trying to break through the Japanese scene but I really wanted my rock band to come back and perform. CN Blue was a good filler but nothing beats my first, which is FT Island. What I noticed when I saw them perform was that they have matured and grown within one year.




As you can see above, these are past and present pics of how FT Island looks like now. The top picture is how they look like now while the picture below is how they look like roughly a year ago. I have to say that when I saw the top photo the first thought that came to me was "FT Island came back as men." Yeah...the comment is corny or lame, but don't you think it's true? Look at the bottom pic. What you see are a bunch of guys with boyish charms. I feel a young and childish aura around them. Now glance over to the top picture and try telling me that you don't feel something has changed from who they were a year ago.

Sure, I guess the theme of the photo shoot plays a key role in it...but I watched the making of that top photo shoot and they seem more mature to me. They still are playful but I don't know...something just feels different. I know that I sound like that I'm contradicting myself...but that's how I feel. The member that I felt it the most from was the maknae, Minhwan. I remember in the beginning Minhwan was this hyper kid who always did aegyo...in other words act cute. I mean, so cute that your hands and feet are curling at how childish he is. Now look at him! He lost his baby fat and now he has a very defined face...no longer the little boy. He truly came back as a man and it really took me by surprise. If you're not too familiar with FT Island or you can't seem to know who Minhwan is in both pictures....in the TOP picture he is in the MIDDLE and in the BOTTOM picture he is the one on the LEFT.

Other than the fact that they have changed appearance wide, I read an article that I found quite interesting. Along with their comeback FT Island decided to not call themselves an 'IDOL' group anymore so they can become a real band. Honestly, this is bittersweet for me. The thing about idol groups is that you get to see them on variety shows and such other than performances. But they stated themselves that they're focusing on becoming a real band and are lessening the chances of being on variety on shows. Now I know that Hongki has been on a couple but I think it might just be him going on shows since he's got the most experience. But that's just the bitter part. Trust me, there is more SWEET than bitter. I always knew from the beginning that FT Island wanted to be known more than just an 'Flower Group.' They are musicians and want to be known as great musicians who have gotten together to form a band. I know that shift is a very courageous move and I applaud them for being brave enough to go through it. I understand that they may have lost a good amount of their fanbase...but the numbers that are gone do not matter. It's the number of fans who have decided to stick with them because they weren't fans on a superficial level. Those fans, including me, fell in love with the music that they play with all their hearts. FT Island deserves to be known for more than their looks and I'm willing to do my part by continuing to support them.

Anyways, I cannot wait to see FT Island promote their album. I hope that they'll still be on the music stages when B2ST makes their comeback.

[Sidebar Update] - Can't Stop Thinking About: WTF SUNGMIN?!

KxF

Hyunseung...It's All About You

Today is my last day of summer vacation before my classes start. I'm sad because that means that I'm really gonna have to focus on my studies more than what I call my other life, kpop. As I was sulking because I have no more luxury, I saw a tweet from Prepix's Haw that had a video in it. That suddenly reminded me that Haw was going to upload a video for us B2UTIES on Monday. What I didn't realize was the TIME DIFFERENCE!! So I TOTALLY freaked out and run up the stairs to watch it on my laptop since my iPhone was being a bitch. Everyone was thinking that maybe it would be a mv teaser of maybe a sneak peak of the choreography for their title song. And guess what...we were all WRONG! But guess what? IT'S JUST AS GOOD! Here is what Prepix's Haw tweeted!!!

IT'S HYUNSEUNG PEOPLE! HYUNSEUNG SHOWING HIS TALENTED SELF DANCING!!!!

You guys cannot comprehend how HAPPY I was when I found out that it was Hyunseung dancing. Because in my opinion, I feel like Hyunseung is that underrated member that doesn't really get much attention or air time on shows. For me, I believe....no...I KNOW that Hyunseung is the best dancer in the group. But I read some articles and such stating that Kikwang is the main dancer while Hyunseung is the a dancer and vocalist. Now, don't get me wrong. I think Kikwang is a great and talented dancer. It has a lot of hip hop feel to it...but all I'm seeing lately when it comes to Kikwang is him thrusting his hips. I mean, I LOVE the thrusting of the hips...I would jump his bones any second. I just think that I would like to see MORE than just that.

THANK YOU PREPIX for revealing how AMAZING and AWESOME and TALENTED Hyunseung is when it comes to dancing. He can pop it and lock it...be smooth and wave. It's just CRAZY how it seems like he is a PRO doing all those techniques like it's NOTHING! WATCH HIM! How can you not be captivated by him? The music looks like its literally flowing through his body. Hyunseung has amazing musicality when it comes to dancing to the beat. I have watched this video at least 10 times already. When you watch this video he is so HOT and yet every time he smiles I just melt inside. Throughout the whole video I couldn't keep the smile off on my face.

SO...EVERYONE! If you have not YET seen this video...please go ahead and WATCH IT! That is why I provided a VIDEO for you all to be in awe of Hyunseung's dancing skills.

KxF

This is SO COOL!!!

Okay...this post isn't really kpop related. Or I guess it is if you wanna look at it that way. So, I checked my email yesterday and I got something that intrigued me. If you scroll down and look over at my sidebar...I added something. Can you figure it out?

TOP KPOP BLOG 2010

Yup! I'm as shocked as you all are. I clicked on the link in the email and apparently, I'm one of the Top 50 kpop blogs out there? Yeah...weird huh? I looked at the list and there are a good amount of sites that I know of. Allkpop is there and so it thekpopaddict...which didn't surprised me at all. Other than the fact that I'M on the list too...I couldn't believe that I beat this one DBSK site along with a Super Junior site that I used to go to a lot. I'm #41 on the list! Go check it out here and look for my blog!

Honestly, this was a great surprise to me and it really made me happy. I'm honored that someone even suggested my blog and for those who did, thank you. I know that I don't post frequently and my posts might be boring...and yet there are a few people that take the time to actually comment on them. So really, thanks to all of you who look through my blog and read my blurbs about the world of kpop. I will try to continue to write interesting and fun worthy blogposts about the hot kpeens of the kpop world.

Thanks again to you all!!!

KxF

Music Monday: Easy - B2ST

I know..it's been FOREVER since I've done a Music Monday. But it seems like I've been blogging a bit more frequently than I usually do so I thought...Music Monday would be perfect. The song is...


EASY by B2ST. This is the last song on their second mini album "Shock of the New Era." So far, there isn't ONE B2ST song that I don't like. I pretty much like every song that they have. Sure, you might say that's because they're my bias group and my judgment is clouded by my lust for them. But honestly speaking, I think even if they weren't my favorite group I would like their songs. What's great about them is that in their albums they have a variety of styles of songs. They have the danceable one, power ballads, rocktronic, etc. I know that they made a Sincere Ver. of this song. I like that one too, but this is the original.

I hope you like the song! I only have the Easy (Sincere ver.) so if you want it, go download it here.

KxF

B2ST's Current Look

So, it looks like our guys from B2ST have changed their hair for a possible upcoming album some time this month. Overall, I'm ok with all of the changes. Let's start with the oldest, our one and only leader DooJoon.


For DooJoon's hair, I like it! The length is pretty much like the hair that he debuted with of October of last year. Other than the length of the hair, I think the other difference is the color of it. It looks like a mix between mahogany and chocolate...which is a good combination as you can see. So with DooJoon, I give his new look a thumbs up!


So...yeah. There isn't a change with Hyunseung's look. I'm a bit sad about that because I thought I wouldn't see the curls....but whatever. I have learned to deal with the curls and they straighten it from time to time so no reason for me to dislike it. And he's cute in this pic. Lol! I just want to give those lips a kiss.


Again...there is no change with Dongwoon with his hair. Even though there is no reason to post this...I just love this picture of him. He has great bone structure...and that's why I think he HAS to be half something. There is no way he can be pure korean...but maknae is looking REAL good lately...


I absolutely LOVE Kikwang's new hair. I'm not sure if the length changed or he got it cut, but the known change is the color of the hair. I really really LIKE IT! It's like a chesnut brown and it totally suits him. To be honest I don't really look at Kikwang. Yeah, I acknowledge that he's sexy, has abs and is cute too! But for some reason, it doesn't seem like I'm drawn to him....and the hair that he has now? I think I'm going to be looking in his direction more often than before. Hell, I even saved a couple of Kikwang pics today and I rarely save Kikwang pics.


Yoseob is a BRUNETTE!! WOOHOO!!! A SEXY brunette mind you! He was hot with the dirty blonde hair...but I'm really liking the dark brown hair. It just brings out a different kind of SEXINESS. I can't describe it. I've already seen a good amount of UNF pics with him in this hair color. I also think that they cut it shorter as well. I'm TOTALLY LOVING this new look.

Alright, so those are B2ST's new looks. I guess that's-OH! It seems like a forgot someone. I guess I'm just not totally ON BOARD with this certain members new hair. Let's take a look.


MY BAMF RAPPER JUNHYUNG IS BLONDE!!!! GAH!!! Okay, when I first heard and saw that Junhyung now has blonde hair it REALLY shocked me. Honestly speaking I was NOT for the blonde hair. I mean, LOOK AT IT! It does not flatter him at all! I began to think those thoughts when these pictures were surfacing from the outside concert they did. But after I began to see a lot more pics from this event...I began to think that maybe it isn't the hair color I dislike but the way it's styled. If you look at the pic, his hair looks REALLY thinned out. It's like he doesn't have much hair left in the front. So that's when I started to think that the problem is the style and maybe I'll like the blonde if his hair was done a different way...and I WAS RIGHT!!


SEE!!! THE BLONDE HAIR IS FUCKIN HOT HERE!!! THE "UP HAIR DOOJOON DO" WORKS WITH THE BLONDE! IT NEEDS TO BE STYLED LIKE THIS! NOT LIKE IN THE PICTURE ABOVE! I WANT THIS BLONDE BAMF RAPPER TO BANG ME SO HARD I CAN'T WALK AND THINK COHERENTLY THE NEXT MORNING! I APPROVE OF THE BLONDE WHEN IT'S STYLED LIKE THIS! GET IT RIGHT STYLIST NOONAS!!

Yup! Well, these are current photos of how the B2ST members look like at the moment. I'm really curious as to see what concept they're going to go for next. I'm also curious to see if the choreography/concept that Prepix's Haw mentioned in his tweet where he's not sure if the company will be ok with what he thought of with is going to be used. I so hope it's some time this month...

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I Saw It....AGAIN!!

Alright...I know that a made a post filled with annoyance and anger. Actually, I think that's the second time I wrote something like that on my blog. The first time was about a certain singer that I don't want to mention. If you're really curious just look through my posts. Lol!

Anyways, I pretty much over it already and I still like B2ST. Yay! Ok...I can see that there is no direction in this blogpost. Sorry bout that! I'll get right to it.

As I was watching Idol Maid ep 3 with Hyunseung's face on the screen talking, my eye suddenly saw something. I gasped and was about to pause the screen but then the scene changed. I went back and played it again. When I took a look at what caught my eye it made me smile like an idiot when a certain thing happened bout a month and a half ago. LOOK!


YUP!!! IT IS THE GREEN SHIRT THAT I GAVE TO YOSEOB! YOU CAN SEE IT ONCE AGAIN...ON TV! Honestly...I love how much exposure my shirt has gotten. Actually, I had a feeling that I saw my shirt on the 2nd ep of Idol Maid. I saw three shirts hanging on their laundry thing. A green shirt between two white shirts. I wasn't for sure if it was mine because I didn't see enough to say that it was mine. I just thought that if it was mine, I just think that it's so cool that the shirt is just hanging there. Also, it made me think that maybe Yoseob wore it again recently or they are JUST doing the laundry.

Anyways, when I saw this it made me so happy! Sure, it would have been nice if they folded it like they were doing earlier...but still! I'm just glad that it's there and besides, they're guys! They put their clothes anywhere. So I didn't get butt hurt once that thought came into my mind. Here's another screencap where you can see more of the shirt.


Seriously, I was like a hawk every time I saw something green on the screen. But these are the two times where you get a real good look at the shirt.

Now, I'm lucky that I was able to see YOSEOB actually WEAR the shirt when I saw it on the last episode of B2ST Almighty. I would NEVER have expected to see it AGAIN on ANOTHER tv show...being Idol Maid. I truly consider myself a lucky girl.

So JUNHYUNG...hurry up! There is a good chance that Hyunseung has already worn our beanie and I've already seen my green shirt TWICE! You're the only one left...

KxF

NOT Cool BEAST

[UPDATE] - After getting a good night's sleep....I have gotten over it. I was thinking about deleting this blogpost since I'm not so angry anymore...but decided to keep it. Of course whenever someone is angry their judgment is clouded and I am guilty for doing just that. So to those who have read this my apologies if it rubbed you the wrong way. And to the person who commented, you're right. It probably was scripted to make the show more interesting...but I don't know how favoring someone is fun...ANYWAYS! Thanks for commenting and putting some sense into me....Lol!

Ok. Before I start this sudden kpop rant, I want you all to know that this is MY personal OPINION. I do not care if you think that what I'm about to rant about is stupid because it's part of the show. Honestly, I don't give a shit because this is what I believe. Another thing, I'm always honest when it comes to my kpop guys. If I don't like something, I say it. If I'm angry at someone, I say it. So, please think about that before any of you want to bash me and such.

I downloaded Idol Maid ep 3 earlier today and I just finished watching it about an hour ago. Because of that show...this rant happened. There are two maids that clean up B2ST's dorm. Those two maids are Bongsun and Gaeun. If you see the two maids it is obvious which is prettier and seems nicer...even if the prettier one is older by 7 years. Anyways, it's the ending that got me all riled up.


One of the MAJOR things that tick me off the most is when someone gets treated better because they are PRETTIER or more GOOD LOOKING than some one else. And even if you are B2ST, my BIAS group, you guys are no exception.

Now, maybe my anger would have lessened if I knew what they were saying...but sometimes actions speak LOUDER than words. Also, because there are no subs I am just making assumptions of what is going on. Sure, I might look like an ass and feel like shit after it gets subbed and see that it wasn't what I thought I was. But this is what I think. I also know that they're boys and they can't help it...but that's just a LAME ASS EXCUSE. Anyways, here I go.

WHAT THE FUCK BEAST?! It is TOTALLY OBVIOUS that you guys are favoring Gaeun because of her looks. I mean, I don't know if you guys were just doing this for the show to make it more entertaining or if you doing that just for fun and tease Bongsun. But guess what. IT'S NOT AMUSING! IT'S NOT FUNNY! People's feelings can get hurt by that and it is UNFAIR. I began to see that it was slowly affecting Bongsun at around 1:14. What I'm seeing is that Bongsun feels left out because all of YOU GUYS are hovering around Gaeun being all friendly to her while you order Bongsun around! THEN! Bongsun goes over to the kitchen and sees the food and such that needs to be cleaned. Of course, it is a MAID's job to clean up. That IS Gaeun's job and you Hyunseung goes and stops her from doing it which makes Bongsun end up doing it!

Yoseob...Junhyung...you guys know that I love you right? You're my biases for goodness sake and I spent over $20 for the gifts that I bought you. But I have to say that I was VERY disappointed in what I saw. Yoseob...you sure let me down. I know I should have seen it coming since you seem like a puppy doing everything to look good in Gaeun's eyes...but seeing you leave the kitchen where Bongsun is to go fold the laundry with Gaeun was NOT NICE! And Junhyung...I knew it was coming. It really didn't come to a suprise to me when you added another order of things to do which I can only assume to something as clean something that REALLY smells. Nice job Junhyung...but it wasn't until THIS PART that made me want to blog about it.

YOU GUYS FUCKING LET GAEUN REST ON YOUR BEDS WHILE BONGSUN IS ACTUALLY DOING MAID WORK LIKE SHE'S SUPPOSED TO DO!!! GAEUN....REST?!!?! WHAT THE FUCK?!!!! THAT IS UNFAIR ON SOOOO MANY LEVELS. AND YOU THREE...YOSEOB-JUNHYUNG-HYUNSEUNG TOTALLY CONDONE IT AND HELP HER DO IT!!!!!!

That literally made me so angry towards those three. I almost decided to stop watching the episode because I don't want to dislike ANY member. But I absolutely love Dongwoon in those episode. Now, I don't care if you all want to say that he only stayed with Bongsun because she got him a signed Narsha album. I perfectly know that may be the only reason why. But guess what? He could have left her at any moment because Bongsun is caring and I assumed that she told Dongwoon that she was okay and he didn't have to help her with the dishes. But Dongwoon said he wanted to help noona and continued to be by her side. Also, he even told Junhyung to help Bongsun out since he knew that all the work was going to her...and of course, Junhyung just dismissed it.

This is where I actually wanted to cry. Yeah, call me pathetic and shit...but I did. Bongsun goes into the room with Dongwoon and she knew that it looked like Gaeun was laying and resting on Junhyung's bed. Of course, B2ST kept on making excuses saying that wasn't true and it seemed like Hyunseung tried to make it seem like Bongsun is the one that's wrong. Then the thing that I KNEW was gonna happen happened. You three crossed the limit and made Bongsun leave your dorm. Even if she is a gag woman and you three MAY think that she should get used to it now, you're wrong. Even if you do hear it a lot, it still bothers you! I know personally that you would think that it would lessen every time something negative comes along, but it still hurts at one point. And that was her limit B2ST. The looks on your faces made me laugh. You three honestly didn't believe that what you guys were doing would actually backfire and hit you in the face? Hyunseung...you had that typical face where one would laugh like you couldn't believe what just happened. Then a couple seconds later you have like an 'oh shit' face...yeah, oh shit is right. Then Junhyung...yeah, something troublesome happened. I can't even describe how it was like...just bothered me. I don't know about this but I'm pretty sure that the voice that said "Noona where are you going" is Yoseob's. Even if you said it all cutesy doesn't matter Yoseob...that doesn't make up for what you three did.

Now, I can't say this in Bongsun's behalf but this is what I would have reacted. I would have walked out if I was in her position and to be honest, I might have gotten teary eyed. You can see later on in the video that it looks like the three of them did gifts or prepared something for Bongsun. You would think that would make me feel better but actually, it doesn't. To me it looks like they are just DOING that just in spite of what just happened...like, to fix the situation. For me it's like, "Oh NOW you realized that you guys made me feel like shit? You're trying to show me how sorry you are?" Maybe I'm just a mean person but that doesn't do it for me. Sure, Hyunseung and Yoseob tried to show how sorry they were by massaging Bongsun' shoulders but that doesn't do shit. I would have ignored it or shake it off. I don't know...I guess I am mean. It just needs to feel like it's sincere.

So B2ST...I saw the preview of next week's episode. I saw that you guys were serenading Bongsun in the bus. It's the LEAST you can do for what you did. You guys BETTER make it up to Bongsun because she did your laundry AND cooked you food...even if it was on the 'eh' side.

....that is the end of my rant. I hope that I won't be seeing ANY more FAVORITISM in the episodes after the fourth one. Please don't get me to dislike any of you...especially my biases. All I can say is that Bongsun sure did let them off easily...it wouldn't be as easy if it was me.

Bongsun unnie...fighting!!

KxF