2010 - A Great Year for a Fangirl

Hello everyone! It's been a while huh? During the duration of the non-posting for over a month, I was studying for my finals and once I was finally on winter break I was still busy making my Christmas gifts for my family. It wasn't only till after Christmas that I was free and able to relax. So, I decided to get into the groove of blogging again with the last day of the year 2010 and just reminisce the highlights of the year as we enter the new year of 2011.

Honestly, where do I even start? 2010 could possibly be the most eventful year of my entire life. I've got closer to people, found amazing people who share the same mindset as me, and had things happen in my life that I would never have imagined to occur to me.

I believe that the friendships that I had got a bit stronger and tighter this year because of kpop. Every time I went out to eat, or go karaoke, or stalk kpeens...its always the same group of amazing gals. I know that I can spazz with them and we can chat for hours about our biases. Honestly, its always a blast whenever they are around. The group of girls being Sarah, Meggie, Judith and my cousin, Neenr. I swear, those nights of singing non-stop can be great blackmail material. Lol!

Then, there are my gals in twitter. You guys do not know how many amazing people I have met through twitter. I have gals who I can spazz with together on videos and pictures at the same time! The best part is, they share the same pervert mindset as I do! Like...I can talk as dirty as I want to and they'll join along! I truly feel like myself when I'm on twitter. I can only talk like that with a certain group of people outside of the internet...which is pretty much just my circle of fangirls. To be honest, I was someone who would have never thought that I would get into twitter. I remember that I just got one because my cousins just told me to make an account. I didn't really talk to anyone that much...but I started to get into it the beginning of this year when I started to talking to people. What surprised me was that I can find so many kpoppers on twitter from all over the world! I just wanna say to my gals, and you all know who you are....you have made being a fangirl and part of the kpop craze so much fun. You all have made an impact in my life. I just thought that I had to make that public so it's known. Twitter, thank you for allowing me to find these amazing people. If only I can meet all of you in real life and spazz together.

Now, I have to say what made this year like no other is all of the concerts that I went to and all of the kpeens I saw in person. I do not know what I did to deserve all the luck that I got the last half of this year. I got to watch my current favorite kpop idol group, B2ST perform live and have moments with them that can be considered something as close as a fan meet. I got my album signed by all of the members and a picture with half of them. I can't forget to mention getting back raped from DooJoon and the smile Hyunseung gave me. Then a month later I got to see 2PM for the second time at the Wonder Girls and 2PM concert. I got take a picture with all of them and got a chance to go up to Chansung and get his signature. Then 3 months later I got to go to SM Town and see my first kpop love perform live. SUPER JUNIOR!! To see Eunhyuk look at my sign and acknowledge me twice seriously made my year. And when I thought that was when my kpeen escapades were going to end, JYJ decided to come and perform here in LA and I got to see them live too! Lastly, this was just the cherry on top of my delicious kpeen year. I got to see Yoseob and DooJoon wear the shirts that I bought with my own money. For me, to be able to say that gives me so much joy.

Now, I know that this isn't much of a post...but I just wanted to talk about the highlights of this year. To be honest, I'm really going to miss 2010. I don't want it to end, but we all know that each year ends with a new one to come. I never thought that I would have been able to keep this blog going for this long. I'm the type of person who starts things and doesn't really end them. God knows how many journals and diaries I have with each one saying that this time I'm going to not abandon this diary. Even though I said from the beginning that this blog is just meant for me to spazz and rant my sexual urges to my kpeens....but I don't think I would have kept on blogging if it weren't for the awesome people that have came to my blog and took the time to actually leave a comment. I mean, I got the surprise of knowing that my blog was part of the Top 50 kpop blogs on this one survey! That wouldn't have happened without the people that have stumbled across my blog.

So, to all of you...thank you.

Thank you to my friends who have joined this kpop journey with me and experienced all these amazing kpop adventures together.

Thank you to all my twitter gals who have kept me company whenever we spazz about kpeens and I hope to one day I will be able to meet you all.

Thank you to the kpeens for performing here in LA and giving me moments in my life that I will forever treasure.

And thank you people who read my blog and make me smile every time I see an email saying someone commented.

2010...I'm going to miss you and it's going to be hard to beat this. So, 2011...you better up your game because it's going to take a lot for you to live up to 2010's standards.

Anyways, thanks everyone!

KxF

Photo of the Day - Marie Claire Edition 3

....I see what you did there coordinators of the photo shoot. You probably read my blogpost that I wrote yesterday and got butthurt because I just gave you some constructive criticism. So to get back at me, you go and decide this concept. The leader that is Yoon DooJoon to get intimate with the model whose lips are pretty much touching. I don't care if it's only slightly touching...the bottom line is that they're touching! Honestly coordinators, you're just making it harder for DooJoon and the model. Do you not have eyes to see that this isn't really working? You can't see it? Well let me point it out to you.

The girl is obviously uncomfortable and dissatisfied because her eyes are WIDE OPEN, glancing off to the side. She is not interested. Want to know WHY she is not even REMOTELY enjoying the kiss from the mighty DooJoon? The reason is because DooJoon ONLY lusts for Yoseob or the other members in the group. He probably half-assed it to get it over with. If his peen ain't stirring around in his pants then any passion that may have occured is gone in a flash. I already explained in my last post that girls are just irrelevant to him....basically everyone knows this already. As he's closing his eyes, I'm pretty sure that he's imagining someone else while his lips are merely gracing hers. So, not only have you failed your model and DooJoon...you pretty much caused a disturbance among the DooJoon stans out there. Even though I'm not a DooJoon stan, I'm slightly unhappy with this picture because this isn't what I told you all! I guess I have to go and take your jobs coordinators. Better prepare for me....

KxF

Photo of the Day - Marie Claire Edition 2

First of all DooJoon, I do not get why you are clothed and have your pants soaking wet in the tub. To me, the right way to take a nice bubble bath is to be fully undressed and get rid of the clothing that is hindering the fantastic body that we all know you have. Sure, I thought that you were already in the process of taking your clothes off with your pants all unzipped. But of course, it was just my wishful thinking and my eyes playing tricks on me. It was just your damn white shirt peaking under. So....I continued to ponder as to why you aren't properly unclothed for what is meant to happen, until it hit me.

You're sad that the foot that is finding its way to your crotch isn't your dear Yoseobie huh DooJoon? I guess that's totally understandable. No one gets you hot and bothered than your favorite main vocalist. There's no point in showing your goods to the insignificant girl that is in the tub. YUNleadah wants to hear his Yoseob vocalize his desire as he pounds into him against the edge of the tub, water and bubbles splashing over the rim. That's how it's supposed to be done. It's that simple coordinators of the photo shoot. Please get it right next time, yea? I'm sure that we all would rather see a naked DooJoon in the tub with Yoseob than him all clothed with that irrelevant foot, ok? If not, then I'm going to go take your job photo shoot coordinator.

KxF

Photo of the Day - Marie Claire Edition

So...B2ST did another photo shoot with Marie Claire. Do you all remember the first time B2ST did a photo shoot with them? Yes, it was the shoot where they were all shirtless and mighty tasty. So of course, I had high hopes when I saw the spoiler photos they released of the shoot. As I saw ALL of the photos from the shoot....well, I have things to say for all of the pictures. So, I decided that I would do a Photo of the Day - Marie Claire Edition and feature pretty much all of the photos one by one and divulge my inner thoughts and possible sexual urges on the photos. To start this off...I decided to use the sort of group B2ST picture.

ALCOHOL + DESSERT + B2ST = A FUCKING DELICIOUS ORGY

I don't know about you guys but I seriously get this HIGH CLASS GIGOLO feel from this photo. You all know what I mean...they aren't the cheap man whores that you can get out of a phone book. Hell no. These are A-list men that belong to agencies where the price of one of these guys for one night is probably in the thousands. And let me tell you, with their selection of men to choose from one might be tempted to get multiple because it's so hard for a gal to just pick one. I bet that's what happened to the girl in this photo. She couldn't make up her mind on who she wanted to pay for the whole night and ended up getting all four of them. Now mind you, these are four specific guys who are different from one another.

You've got the young face, Son Dongwoon, whose good looks and celebrity aura draws you in. You're taken back knowing that he's so young and yet, the idea of being taken by someone at his age makes you quiver in anticipation. He'll be inexperienced and wild...totally unrestrained and no control. Pure raw sex. Then you've got the BAMF business man, Yong Junhyung. There's this sense of strictness and dominance that excites you. The thoughts of being overpowered by this top class man gives you a rush that no drug can compete with. You allow yourself to submit and let him have his way with you until he's fully satisfied...and who knows how long that'll take. The next one is the cocky ladies man, Yoon DooJoon. He knows for sure how women want and ache for what is in his pants. And guess what? He takes advantage of that and teases you in the bedroom. He'll make you voice out what you want and beg him to touch you because it's a great turn on for him. The man loves knowing how amazing he is and the bigger his ego is that bigger his...well, 'you know' will be. And of course, you can't leave out the sensitive one, Lee Kikwang. Unlike the other three, Kikwang is here to whisper sweet nothings into your ear and make you feel like you're the only gal in the world. He's someone who will make love to you with so much passion that you'll feel like your heart is going to burst from so much love and affection.

Now...to be able to do all four of them in one night is the question. But I'm sure that there is a way. I know I would because with the price that I paid for the four of them, I'm going to get my money's worth and use up all of the hours until times up. So gals and guys (you may never know)...you willing to take out loans and your savings account to spend a night with either of these guys?

KxF

JYJ in LA Showcase

Now, all the people that know me know that I was never really into DBSK. Believe me, I tried to get into them...but for some strange reason I just couldn't get myself to delve into the fandom. I understand that I finally acknowledged the UNF that is HoMin in my SM Town fanaccount...but OH MY GOD. JYJ are just down right fucking awesome. It's funny because my cousin, Neenr, knows that I don't have a bias and asked who I think I will be focusing on. I really don't have a bias so I couldn't give her an answer but I'm hoping that once I see them in person that it'll just hit me. Neenr made a prediction that I'm going to be stanning Yoochun after the concert. So...we'll see what happens. My friend Sarah guessed JaeJoong. You'll know the answer at the end of this.

I can honestly say that I shouldn't be surprised anymore when it comes to lining up for kpop concerts. It always gets messy and difficult. But of course, you get over it the minute the minute you get into the concert and see the kpeens. This wasn't any different. I have to say though that I didn't mind the spot that I got on the floor. I was pretty close up front. There were just bout one or two people that were in front of me. Meggie and I were pretty satisfied with our spots.

To all of you who have been reading my fanaccounts and such, I am so happy that I was able to share it with you and receive such great comments. That's why I'm kind of worried about writing this fanaccount because....well....I don't remember that much of it.

WHAT?! HUH?! HOW THE HELL CAN YOU NOT REMEMBER JYJ SHOWCASE?!?! WTF?!

May I try to explain myself before you all go crazy? Now, I thought that the showcase was going to be two hours long. Don't ask me why I thought that, but I assumed that it was going to be two hours long. I swear...the minute the showcase started and ended...it felt like it has only been 10mins long. It really felt like it was SO SHORT! I understand that it's not a concert and just a showcase...but seriously, it was like it was done in a blink of an eye. It went so fast that it didn't have time to even register in my mind to be long lasting memories! It just....flashed by me. But don't worry, I do remember a FEW things...so not all is lost. Sort of how my B2ST in LAX fanaccount I'm just going to write about my thoughts on each member of JYJ.

JUNSU - He is just so fckin ADORABLE! Oh my god! He just kept on smiling and smiling! During Ayy Girl and Found You he was the one that was on my side of the stage, the left side. In Found You, I was just blown away by his voice. I always knew that he was one of the main vocalists in DBSK but it didn't hit me until I heard him sing live. He truly is talented. Then in Ayy Girl...whew...he is quite sexy when he dances. It's kind of funny because if you watch the video, I kind of decided to try to focus the camera at the other members but when I realized that Junsu was dancing and quickly put my camera on him. If you noticed, right when I went back to Junsu the focus kind of ended up on his crotch. Haha! I'm sure Junsu stans out there wouldn't mind it one bit. It was towards the end of the Ayy Girl performance where I was amazed by Junsu's voice again. But seriously, he's just so cute.

JAEJOONG - There really isn't much I can say but.....HE IS FUCKIN GORGEOUS IN PERSON!!! HE IS A GODDESS!!! BEAUTIFUL!! Damn...it hit me like how Heechul's beauty hit me. JaeJoong is just FLAWLESS. It's unrealistic the looks this guy is. I was lucky enough to have him pretty much stay on my side of the stage during their last performance, Empty remix version. I was literally in AWE of his good looks that I wasn't paying attention to my camera but his face. That's why his head would get cut off sometimes in my video. Lol! Also....HIS ARMS! They are MASSIVE! To be held by those arms while he fills the EMPTY hole down below would be amazing...

YOOCHUN - .......WOW. FUCKING WOW! I remember two years ago when Sarah introduced me to DBSK and such, the person that I felt like I would get into was Yoochun. But it was just like...."Oh? Who I like in DBSK? Uh...Yoochun I guess." But trust me....if someone asks me that question now I can honestly say "IT'S PIMP YOOCHUN!" I swear, when I told Neenr at the end of the showcase that Yoochun is so amazing and I'm going to follow Yoochun now...I literally ran away because she was going to hit me and say "I KNEW IT!" I need to learn the ways of the PIMP that is YOOCHUN ASAP! Wanna know why I'm going crazy over him? It's because I got to see him with my OWN TWO EYES standing less that 10ft away from me! I was just taken back with his looks! I knew that Yoochun was a very handsome guy....but he is SO much more than that. When he walked over to my side during Be My Girl my eyes nearly fell out of its sockets. To me, Yoochun looked like someone who you yourself can only come up with in one's imagination. He, like JaeJoong, just seemed unreal. He is like....so cute and sexy at the same time! I don't know whether I want to walk the streets of Seoul together holding hands or roughing it up at the nearest hotel. Or what I want to do first.

Now, I'm sure after reading my spazz rants on each member you all can figure out who caught my attention throughout the video. So the person who guess right was.......NEENR!

So...the concert ended and that was that. I entered the showcase as a k-popper who wanted to go with her friends and left the showcase as a fangirl who wants to search and update herself with the kpeens known as JYJ. I know that Sarah and Neenr are probably rolling their eyes at how late I am to join the DBSK wagon...but hey! Better late than ever right?

I just want to quickly say to those that are a bit disappointed with this fanaccount and how it lacks the usual epicness like the other fanaccounts, I really am sorry. Even I'm a bit ashamed that I don't have much to say...maybe next time. Also, the rest of my videos from the showcase is on my YouTube channel if you all are interested.

KxF

BEAUTIFUL MA GIRL!

All of you do not know HOW LONG I had to wait to watch this AMAZING music video. I get a tweet from one of my awesome t-list saying that the BEAUTIFUL MV came out already! I was of course in class when this happened so I had to wait 5HRS to watch it. Anyways, the long wait was totally worth it.

I am being totally honest here...it took me roughly 20mins to watch this 7min music video. It was only 2mins into the music video and it took me 5mins to keep going because I kept on stopping the video and replaying certain scenes. I really didn't know what to expect from this music video. When I watched the teaser I already had a feeling that it was going to be a music video drama because no teaser is 1:47 long. Anyways, I'm just going to rant about the epicness that is this mv. Come and join me.

Let's start off with all the dancing, yes? I was a BIT bummed that you only saw Hyun seung in the beginning...but the fact that he had a dance number that showcased his talent in dancing, it made up for it. He looked SO COOL because he was in his element. I can totally imagine Hyun seung going to dance offs like that in the video. He made the floor work seem so effortless even though I know that they must have been challenging for the AVERAGE person...but we all know that Hyun seung is FAR BEYOND average. I mean, just look at him! I can watch this guy dance like this all night long. Hyunseung never fails to amaze me. Keep doing what you're doing love. I can't wait to see more of you amazing dancing talent.

Then this happened! WTF?! I know that B2ST are great dancers and such...but this! I don't know much about dancing techniques and such...but even I KNOW that this doesn't seem like an easy task to do. Junhyung, Yoseob, and Dongwoon make it look like its such an effortless move to do. Now, not that I don't think they're great dancers but if Hyunseung or Kikwang did this I wouldn't have been that surprised or anything. Since it was these three...INCLUDING DONGWOON...I am very impressed by it. They look so fly doing this move. I can't stop staring at them get up from the floor. Lol!

But as much as that made my eyes open wide in surprise, this made my jaw drop. YOSEOB...DOING A BBOY MOVE?! SAY WHAT?! When the FUCK did he know how to do a move like this? You guys honestly do not know how turned on I was when I saw this. It takes strength to do a move like this...which means Yoseob is strong! Ok, I know what a few of you are thinking. "Yoseob is hella skinny so it shouldn't be that hard." Well....you all got a point there. I just think that any guy that can do bboy moves like this are so hot. Then the fact that it's my BIAS YOSEOB...where the thought of him going bboy on me NEVER ONCE CROSSED MY MIND...it got me a bit essited. As a Yoseob stan, I can't help myself.

And being a Junhyung stan as welll, this got me essited in my pants too. I already knew that Junhyung can do bboy moves since he's shown it a couple times. Once on Sukira with Seungho where he epically failed and on PD Shinhwa show in the BTS where he was actually successful. I just really liked him being all bboy here because I got to see skin. LOL! I mean, is there any other reason why I liked this part of the mv? Sure...I'm impressed with his legs spinning in the air. That just proves to me that despite the fact that he looks like a twig at times...he's got some strength in him. But let me be honest, I'm just staring at his flat stomach that is exposed as the shirt falls down...and believe me, that is a part of him that we B2UTIES RARELY get the chance to see. I'm sure all of the Junhyung stans out there agree with me and know what I'm talking about, right? Yeah.

One thing that I want to point out is that I think that whoever was in charge of designating the roles for each member did a perfect job. I don't know if the roles worked so well because the roles were for them to be themselves, but it just fit really well.

I truly believe that Kikwang's character was PERFECT! I can so imagine Kikwang being this nerdy and cheerful student. He'll have those black rimmed glasses and that dorky smile that you can't help but notice, despite the fact that he's a nerd. A cute nerd mind you......kind of has that student council president feel to him. Or the class representative and such. Yeah...I don't know what I'm saying now. Lol! I think I've been reading too much online yaoi that my thoughts are going straight there. A model student who is kind and only studies....but oh there's more to him. During the day Kikwang is the nice and nerdy guy while at night....he is a whole different story. At night....he comes out like this.

Nerd Kikwang? He ain't here at the moment. The Kikwang that's here is the sexy dancer that does body rolling as much as he breathes. At night he loses the glasses and straightens his hair. This whole entire dance number was UNFTASTIC! I know that I don't spazz much when it comes to Kikwang. It may be because I do enough spazzing with Junhyung and Yoseob with Hyunseung and DooJoon on the side. I just simply don't have enough for Kikwang. But after this video...I don't know now. I'm going to try to HAVE some spazz and JIZZ left for Kikwang. Maybe it's just because I'm a sucker for sexy guys that krump and Kikwang DID JUST THAT in this music video. Then he wears a white wife beater under the jacket and I don't know about you all...but I find it quite sexy when the tank crease and folds like that when a kpeen moves. Is that odd? Do you all feel the same? I seem to be a sucker for that as well. Oh Kikwang...the day when I go crazy for you and getting closer and closer...

I honestly believe that Junhyung had NO PROBLEM with the character that he had to portray since he was probably just being himself. He's that student that doesn't really care much for school and the cool guy that you want to be friends with. This was probably one of my favorite parts of the mv because Junhyung's facial expression is PRICELESS! He gets woken up because Kikwang was introducing himself and I swear...you can read the annoyance on his face. Junhyung had that face that read, "What the fuck? I don't give a shit bout a new transfer student...ruining my nap..." I can SO SEE him actually doing that! On another note, he was so hot during the whole entire music video. Everything he does is damn jizztastic. All his sighs were sextastic and even his HEARTBROKEN look was sexy. Move on Junhyung, okay? Let Kikwang get the girl ya? I'm so much better. XD

Yang Yo Seob...YOU ARE A TOTAL DORK AND I LOVE YOU! I just...I don't even know. The minute you were shown on the screen I started laughing like crazy and had to pause the video. To me...the thought of you being in a dance group and bboying is funny! You're the class clown who is hyper and full of life...which is basically how you are! I mean, the part with him and the monster mask...WTF?! It's so random...but it's SO YOU! I smiled every time he was on screen and did something goofy. I got to say that you were possibly what made me love the music video so much. I wouldn't mind having a fun guy like you around me at all times.

Dongwoon was really cute in this mv. Sure...he only had one line which was at the end...but that's okay. I thought that it was interesting that he had his blonde hair in the beginning and then dark brown hair towards the end. It kind of makes me wonder what color his hair is going to be for Part 2. Lol! I also thought that DJ DooJoon was a great choice also. Seeing DooJoon with his beats on and working the turn tables is just plain sexy. I want him to be my DJ at my party.....then becomes my stripper. Didn't I say it's my 21st birthday?

ANYWAYS....overall I really loved the music video. Sure, I really see how the music video related to the song a bit. I thought that the song is about how the guy likes the girl and no matter what he'll always want her and think of her. Now, if that's the case...why did the girl get pissed at Junhyung and break it off? I don't know...I guess they needed a reason to have another music video. Lol!! Not that I mind of course. I was just curious....just like who's going to get the girl? Is there going to be another dance battle? Are we going to see Hyunseung in the drama part of the mv again? Is there going to be a krump dance battle that includes Junhyung and Yoseob krumping??? That's what I want to know. Sighs...I guess I just have to wait for Part 2 of the music video drama. I shall end this post with this epic gif.

KxF

SM TOWN EXPERIENCE

I know...I know. It has already been more than a month since the SM Town concert. I get that! I have been postponing it and postponing it...but I have decided to finally do it. So to anyone that is still REMOTELY INTERESTED in knowing how my Sm Town experience was like...keep on reading.

[DISCLAIMER]: THIS BLOGPOST CONTAINS RAMBLINGS OF AN UNSTABLE FANGIRL AND WILL BE HELLA FCKING LONG.

Instead of going by the order of the performances, I'm going to go by artists...the main reason being I do not remember the order at all....

BoA. The famous and possibly legendary BoA herself. Even though I can't call myself a fan of her, I do like her. You can seriously feel the professionalism radiating from her. I'm not quite sure how long she's been in the business...but I know it's been a while. She is very talented and I respect her for being in the kpop industry that long. I'm not too sure on which song this happened, but as the song began BoA actually stopped dancing and kept saying something. I didn't know what was going on until I was told from my friend that what she was saying was "I can't hear myself," pointing at what I'm going to assume is her ear piece. So...there was something wrong with her ear piece I guess and she wanted to stop and get it fixed. I don't know, I thought it was cute. Lol! Her engrish accent while saying it was what I found cute. The last thing I want to say is that after watching and hearing BoA perform Hurricane Venus live I now like that song. When it first came out I didn't find it catchy at all...but I guess I just had to see it live for it to kick in. Literally a day after SM Town I downloaded the song and put it in my cell. Lol!

KANGTA. I just wanted to talk bout him for a bit. I know that he was part of an older boy group and the name escapes me. H.O.T? Shinhwa? I really don't know. To all of the HOT fans and Shinhwa fans, I am sorry about my lack of information on them. But moving on! He is a really handsome guy for sure with a very nice voice. He did a performance with an actress and the whole set up had a really sweet feel to it. There were benches and a coat rack and there would be several mics coming out of no where. There would be a mic under the bench of Kangta, then under the bench of the actress, and when Kangta put on the coat on the rack there was a mic in the pocket. Now, I don't know about you all but that's pretty clever if you ask me. Then was so random was Onew came on stage as a delivery guy with a package, which of course had a mic in it. It was funny because once Onew entered the stage a roar of fangirl screaming could be heard.

F(X). Yay! They are one of the few girl groups that I actually look up and updated myself on. It would have been AWESOME if Amber magically appeared at the concert since she's been living here in LA for whoever knows HOW LONG. But...no Amber. Boo. That's okay though because I got to see Minho get on stage. Woot! Minho filled in for Amber and did her rap for Chu. One of the cutest things EVER! And once again, they are amazing live as well. I mean, I don't expect anything less than that when it comes to SM Artists. Amazing singers really do come out of that company. Now, talking about amazing singers...Luna is one of them. That girl has got PIPES! A really, really talented girl. If I had to nit pick ONE THING...it would be the fact that they BARELY showed Victoria on the big screen. You really didn't see much of her which kind of sucked. I didn't even get a good look at her at the airport either...

SNSD. There really is only one thing I can say about them. THEY ARE SO DAMN PRETTY! And there is a reason why a lot of people envy their legs....because they have GREAT LEGS! Like...DAMN! Even if you're not interested in girl groups, you can't help but be drawn by how beautiful they are. I mean, I didn't even know I would be taking PICTURES of them!! I was only going to take pics of the kpeens of course...but before I knew it just kept on clicking and clicking as they performed. That's probably why my camera died like...half way through the concert. Lol! I didn't take in the consideration that I COULD OF taken pics of the girl groups. One fun thing about seeing SNSD perform is the reaction of all of the fanboys. All the boys were going crazy and you could SERIOUSLY hear the guys chanting in their low voices. I'm sure all the fanchants went down an octave when SNSD came.

So there was one performance when SNSD was singing and apparently Taeyeon's mic wasn't working. She would be singing but you didn't hear her. Now, I gotta say that this was really cool. Of course, as an artist you get annoyed and a bit bummed that something went wrong and such. The audience would sing Taeyeon's lines along with her to show that it's okay. That way of cheering her up is perfect if you ask me. Also, this fanboy that was behind me kept on screaming "I LOVE YOU TAEYEON" whenever it was her part. It's really sweet that the fans were supporting her like that. Now let me talk about my favorite SNSD member, HYOYEON!! Yes, it is known that she is one of the more underrated members...which makes no sense to me. BUT! That's not what I wanted to talk about. SHE IS SO PRETTY AND NICE!! Hyoyeon was literally shaking hands with the fanboys in the crowd and she even PAUSED to WAVE at a girl that was recording her on her camera. Tell me how amazing she is for doing that! I knew I picked the right girl. She was really great to the fans. Last thing I want to say about SNSD is that I think Tiffany is pretty as well. And hearing her speak english was really cool.

TRAX. WHERE THE FCK HAVE YOU BEEN IN MY LIFE TRAX?!!? If you guys have never heard of Trax or HAVE HEARD of Trax but haven't looked them up...LOOK THEM UP! I was one of the people that have heard of Trax before because of their guitarist, Jungmo did a show with Sungmin that I decided to watch. I know that they were the rock group that SM tried to experiment with and I heard that it was a sort of flop in Korea but they did well in Japan. No surprise there. But...they are SUPER TALENTED and SUPER FCKIN GORGEOUS! I took thise picture from my friend Meggie since she took some. Even though you can't fully see a clear pic of their faces, I'm sure you can sense the hotness that oozes out of them. I the guy with the red pants is the main vocal Jay and the blonde is Jungmo. When they came on stage and started to sing their first song, I was SO SURPRISED to know that I KNEW the song that they were singing!! Now, YOU ALL NEED to hear Jay's voice. His voice is just PURE ECSTASY to my ears. I know that hearing them live is MUCH BETTER than hearing it on YouTube and such, but it's still amazing! And you can't forget the fact that he is SMOKIN HOT and can SPEAK ENGLISH!! Say what?! That surprised me for sure. And it's Jungmo's turn now. I already knew that this guy is CRAZY on the guitar...but hearing him and SEEING him play the guitar is a whole different experience. Knowing that his fingers that can move that fast along the different frets just tells me that his fingers can work magic on my body. Jungmo is just SEX with a guitar. End of story. I gotta say though, the fact that they are a rock group really enhanced their more hard rock-ish songs, Paradox. I was screaming and jumping up and down. A crazy sight...

SHINEE. I'm so GLAD that I got to see them perform live. I actually had the chance to see them perform at the KMF '09 but I ended up not going because it was the same day as Prom. Honestly...I would have chosen KMF over Prom but...my family and friends wouldn't let me. Anyways, back to Shinee. I thin f(x) just finished performing their song when it got all dark and before you know it, SHINEE came out from different parts of the stage. The first song that they sang was Stand By Me from the drama Boys Over Flowers. They actually performed a lot of songs...old and new. It was awesome to hear their older songs. The songs were Stand By me, Replay, Juliette, Ring Ding Dong, Up & Down, Lucifer, Quasimado, and Get Down. It was SO NOSTALGIC to see Shinee perform Replay at the concert. It really showed you how much they have grown since they debuted. I have to say that I was really surprised when they came out and sang Get Down. They didn't really promote that song much on the music stages, but I was glad that they decided to for the concert. The song is just PURE SWAG and UNF....filled with Key and Minho rapping. It's a great song that just gets you pumped up. I kept on yelling "GET DOWN" the whole time. Lol! I'm going to go quickly talk about Onew. You seriously got to love the guy. Whenever they performed a sexy song like Ring Ding Dong, Get Down, and etc. he was just UNF! Then when they sang Juliette, Replay and Stand By Me he was TOO CUTE! I'm telling you...his smile is so melt worthy. Even though I wasn't that close to the stage, that smile of his was just shining brightly. After that small Onew spazzing, I was also surprised that they did a ballad song too, Quasimodo. Okay....listening to Shinee perform a ballad is really an amazing moment. They truly are great singers. I mean, you got to see them showcase their vocals. It was nothing more than them standing there and singing their hearts out. So beautiful.

Now, it was already towards the end of the concert and I was like, "I HAVEN'T HEARD SHINEE SING LUCIFER YET! WTF?!" Then of course, after I say that...Shinee comes on stage and starts to perform Lucifer! This song is totally epic when performed live. The unf factor literally went 10 notches higher. To witness them dance right there was amazing....also hearing Jonghyun and Onew sing their high notes was seriously bone chilling. It was that good.

The Legendary Yunho and Changmin. I am one of the fangirls that never jumped on the DBSK bandwagon. While all the people around me where Cassie's I was the only ELF. But don't get me wrong, I like DBSK and their music. They produce great songs. After watching this concert and seeing HoMin live...I have a WHOLE NEW ASPECT on these two guys.
Now seriously, how can you NOT have a new found interest for these two when they are being lifted up in the air by a harness? Now if you look at the first photo in the slide show...that is Changmin. Oh my fcking god...whoever created harnesses are amazing. Can you SEE the package that is EMPHASIZED with that harness literally tight around it. Then again, it makes SENSE since Changmin is fcking tall. It would only be natural that his package is huge too. The picture after that one is Yunho that literally looks like a MALE GOD with the lighting...and if don't pay attention to the strings he seriously looks like he's just floating in the air. You seriously could not get your eyes off of him. Now, it's true that I found it so DRAMATIC with the music being played and them being lifted into the air. But you know what? They're FCKIN HOMIN! It's only the most OBVIOUS thing to do...give them and EPIC opening.
So I'm going to talk about Yunho in this paragraph. I...yeah. Everything Yunho did was UNF. He did this one dance performance where he jumped into the air and GRABBED HIS CROTCH. Yeah, you read right. He just went and GRABBED it. Fck. Then when you think that this man cannot get even sexier than he already is, he did this. He did this other performance where he had back up dancers and all. Yunho placed his hands on these guy dancers heads and pushed them down while saying the lyrics...."Put your head down." How fckin sexy. I just...WOW. The way he said it had so much command and fierceness to it and EVEN THOUGH I was FAR AWAY...I could still SENSE the LUST and SEX radiating off of that moment. Oh, shove my head head Yunho and I will stay down there. Do whatever the fck you want.
Now, let's go to Changmin shall we? Changmin...oh Changmin. To be honeset, I didn't really find you THAT overly attractive. I acknowledge the fact that you have a good face..but it just didn't do anything to my ovaries. As of now? I WANT YOUR BIG PEEN TO BANG ME INTO OBLIVION!! WTF?!! This maknae is just SEX! He is a BEAST! The man got a buff chest that I just wanna touch all night. I want to say more...I really do. But all I'm going to do is say the same shirt over and over again. I WANT HIS PEEN! IN ME! FAST! ROUGH! ....and I really think that you all wouldn't want to read all that right?
I truly have new eyes for the guys that make up HoMin. Yunho and Changmin and jizztastic. I am SO SORRY for only noticing now. I'm sure all my Cassie friends and Cassies out there wanna smack my head for being so late in the craze.

SUPER JUNIOR. Before I even start my spazzing, I have to say this. You all do not know how amazing it was to see Super Junior perform live. They were my first kpop group and without them I would not have continued to be in this fandom. I thought that I lost all hope in seeing them perform live when I couldn't go to the Philippines to watch the Super Show 2. Of course there was no way I could have gone, I was still depressed. Then...news came saying that SM is going to have a SM TOWN here in LA. I was ECSTATIC! My first loves...performing on stage...and I'm there. One of my strongest wishes came true...
They really command the stage so easily. You really can't help but be drawn by them. The songs that they performed were A Man in Love, Super Girl, Bonamana, Dancing Out, U, Sorry Sorry, Don't Don, and No Other. They by far sang that MOST amount of songs of all the artists there....which made this ELF very excited. The first song that they sang was Super Girl. Super Girl was originally a SJ-M song...so I don't know if they did this because Hankyung isn't there anymore, but all of Super Junior performed Super Girl with Henry and Zhoumi. I thought it was really cool and sweet when I saw all of them perform the song. When they sang A Man in Love, I was really surprised because...well...I didn't expect it. I really love this song. If you don't know this song, then go look it up. SuJu did moves where they're on their knees...hitting the floor....and Eunhyuk was just SEX in this performance. LOVE IT! Now I knew that they were going to sing Bonamana, Sorry Sorry, No Other since those were their more recent songs. I think they did a remix of Sorry Sorry...I don't remember now...damn. *slaps self* The two songs that I was happy and wasn't expecting was Dancing Out and U. During all these songs, I kept on singing along, dancing, and shaking my glowstick. I was in Super Junior heaven the whole entire time.
Leeteuk was all smiles during the concert. He just looked so cool and what I want to talk about is during Bonamana he lowered and shoved the jacket off of his shoulder and KISSED IT! KYAA! OMG! How FUNNY and SEXY is that?! You truly are a character Leeteuk. Oh Heechul. Really, what can I say about this goddess? Whenever he's on stage you can't help but keep your eyes on wherever he is on stage. Even if he isn't your bias your eyes just go straight to him. And you all know that UNF action he does where he sticks his tongue out and run it across his bottom lip? Yea...seeing it live is SO MUCH BETTER! I'm not even going to TRY to describe it with words because no matter what I'm not going to do it justice. You just have to witness it yourself...pure jizzism. Yesung...I don't know what you did before you got on stage...but when the FCK did you get this UNF?! I never used the word UNF to describe you...this is the first time. I just...I was baffled by it. I was not ready for it...then you go and wear shades that makes me find you SO SEXY! It's weird guys...it's weird. Thank goodness he lessened my shock and confusion with his cute 'I Love You' in his dorky manner. THAT'S the Yesung that I'm used to. Sungmin also made an impression on me because he was very UNF too...I just don't remember which song. I just know that he did a small 'feel myself' with my hand touching my chest move that made my eys bug out a bit. Kyuhyun also looked very suave when he sang a duet with SNSD's Seohyun. Oh Siwon...you were quite memorable during this concert. Seeing your surprised expression when Leeteuk told you to speak English was funny!
Siwon: "How is every body? You having fun? Like the show? Thank you. Love you guys. God Bless."
He truly is sexier on stage performing....he was sexy when I saw him at the airport...but this is a different sexy. You all know what I'm getting at. Another thing I absolutely loved was that he always kept standing on the stage that was right in my line of vision! I saw so much of Siwon being all cool directing the mic to us...telling us to sing with him as he purses his lips to look cool. I love you Siwon. Of course you didn't let me down either when you unbuttoned your shirt during A Man in Love. I was waiting for him to show some skin and he did not disappoint ONE BIT. You surely live up to your standards Siwon. Donghae was pretty hot too...showing those massive arms of his with those sleeveless tops. OH! There was also an EUNHAE MOMENT during DANCING OUT!! You guys do not know how much I FREAKED when I saw that moment. I'm a HUGE EunHae fan and to WITNESS an EUNHAE moment that I only SEE on FANCAMS LIVE is truly ANOTHER WISH COME TRUE! They were all close together and it seemed like they were gonna kiss but one of them shied away. But still! IT's an EUNHAE moment that I will FOREVER TREASURE!

Alright. So those were all the artist performances that happened. Now, I'm going to talk about some of the collaboration performances that happened during the concert. Yeah, I'm not done yet.

BoA and Key did a song together. I don't remember the song that the both of them sang, but that doesn't matter. The song is irrelevant. What IS relevant is Key in this performance. I never saw Key in a pervy way at all. He's just a diva and he's pretty. All of that was NON EXISTENT in this performance. I don't know what the fck happened but Key diva was no where to be found. Key was all up on BoA and I gotta admit, it was sexy. After their song ended, all I know was that I wanted to tap that after the show.

There is always a rock song that Heechul does in each concert and this wasn't any different. The song was like...Sonata something but it had Heechul, Henry on his violin and Jay came in for a little bit. Basically, there are only three things you need to know.

1. Henry is fckin hot with his smirk and cockiness with his violin.
2. Heechul...is just Heechul. UNF alone.
3. Heechul and Henry fanservice. It's all up to you whether or not you wanna say that the two KISSED or not. All I'm going to say that no matter what, it's one of the most fcking UNF things I have ever seen.

Rap collab with Minho, Key, Shindong and Eunhyuk. This was the first collab that they did. It totally threw us off because they came out from the side of the crowd...so they got to shake hands and such. Shindong and Eunhyuk were on MY SIDE of the crowd but of course...they came out the row NEXT to mine so I didn't get to touch Eunhyuk's hand...sighs. Anyways! I think they sang some american rap song or something. It was all hyped up. Great.

Then there was the Dance Battle that was AMAZING! There was Eunhyuk, Taemin, Yuri, Hyoyeon, Luna, and Minho. Eunhyuk and Taemin danced together...I don't know if it was a dance battle...but it was AMAZING! My lover Eunhyuk with Taemin, who I believe to be one of the best dancers out of SM. Seriously, it was crazy seeing them two dance together. Now, I know that I like to try to minimize my spazzings and pervy ways with Taemin, but I can't help myself here. Taemin looked fckin hot dancing the way he was...with his sharp popping and shit. I want him to pop me....GASP! Yea, I said it. I'm going to kpop hell anyways...got my room all ready. Luna surely impressed me though. I had no idea that Luna was considered the dancer of f(x). That was a great surprise and woot! Hyoyeon! I got Hyoyeon to see Hyoyeon showcase her dance skill! I'm not really into SNSD but if I had to pick a favorite member it would be her. She isn't the prettiest member in the group but she has a great personality, hilarious, and a TALENTED DANCER! And of course, save the best for last....EUNHYUK! There is only one thing I want to say about Eunhyuk's dance solo.

FCK EUNHYUK AND HIS FCKIN HIP THRUSTS...IT WAS FCKIN UNF...WITH HIS FCKIN CROTCH GRAB!!

Yea. That ends the dance collab.

It is now time to discuss what I think to be the BEST PERFORMANCE of the night. It was UNFTASTIC AND JIZZTASTIC. I mentioned earlier that Super Junior sang Don't Don. I didn't talk bout it there because it was a collab performance. So...the loud familiar hardcore beat was filling the concert hall and I knew IMMEDIATELY what the song was. SuJu came out in their all black outfits with their UNF face on and ready. They were dancing on the main stage and I noticed that they were setting up the drum set in the middle of the stage that came out. At first I thought..."Omg. Siwon is going to play the drums." I noticed that Heechul was missing when they came out and I thought that was really odd. But I pushed that aside and continue to pay attention to the amazing-ness that is Super Junior. After that they began to walk out and reach the end of the stage...they passed the drum sets. I had all these questions running through my mind and it all got answered a couple seconds later. The song suddenly changed into something familiar and lo behold....HEECHUL, CHANGMIN, and TRAX came out with hot rocker outfits. Heechul on the drums, Jungmo on the guitar, and Changmin and Jay doing screamo. I totally forgot that Heechul knew how to play the drums. The ending of the performance literally blew your mind at how EPIC and UNF it was. You had SuJu back at the middle circling around the others head bashing. Jungmo on his guitar just killing those guitar riffs like no other...and then Changmin wore this shredded top that basically covered NOTHING and showed all of his chest goodness. I swear, his top looked like I met him backstage and was in the middle of ravishing him and didn't finish. To all of you that know Changmin, he is like...the master when it comes to screaming those loud long notes. That was all Changmin was doing...screaming...along with Rock Sex God Jay. While listening to Jay and Changmin's long screams are what I want to hear when the both of them are screwing me in bed....

Then...it was the last song. All of the artists came out and walked towards the end of the stage. It was great to see all of them together. Kyuhyun and Onew were walking together with Kyuhyun's arm over him. Then you had Eunhyuk and Minho talking together and such. Then I think Henry got a towel from someone that bought the sj-world.net that was sold at the meet up and gave it to Leeteuk. Leeteuk looked at it and held it up with a smile on his face. Then, he wanted to throw it to the fans in the crowd and....he failed. LOL! It didn't even reach the fans...it fell to the floor a couple of feet away from him. Then he laughed at his fail and kind of leaned into Siwon that shook his head a bit. When the song was nearing towards the end, these paper hearts started to fall down from the top...it was really beautiful. Both Onew and Leeteuk picked one up and blew it to watch it fall. I thought Leeteuk's expression was really nice. While everyone was jumping up and down and having fun, Leeteuk was just looking out in the crowd with this expression on his face. The expression seemed to convey like...raw appreciation. Leeteuk seemed to be truthfully thankful that they were receiving all this attention and love from all these fans. To me, it just seemed very real. So they bowed at the stage and walked back to the main stage where they bowed for the second time and waved good bye as they left the stage.

So the concert ended and I got plenty of memorable moments. It was great seeing all of these artists that I only see on my laptop screen actually in front of my eyes. But the person that made my SM Town experience one of the best days of my life is.....EUNHYUK. Let me briefly tell you why Eunhyuk from Super Junior made Sm Town one of the best days of my life.

Do you see this sign right here? I made this sign while my friend Meggie was driving the car. Yes...I was cutting and pasting in a moving vehicle. That shows my dedication on this kpeen. I am glad that I made this sign because this sign made me one happy fan in the crowd. Do you remember the rap collab that I wrote about earlier on? Eunhyuk, Shindong, Minho, and Key came on to the stage. The minute I saw Eunhyuk I held this sign up and starting shaking it. Eunhyuk came on the side of the stage that was closer to me. I kept on watching him and he looked over in my general direction and he smiled and pointed. Now, when I saw that it didn't really register until my friend Sarah, who was next to me, started looking at the floor. She asked me this.

Sarah: "Where's your Eunhyuk sign?"

Me: "I'm already holding it."

Sarah: "You were holding it this whole entire time?"

Me: "Yeah! I was shaking and going crazy."

Sarah: "Oh my god...I think Eunhyuk saw your sign! And that point was for you!!"

I absolutely FLIPPED! I had a feeling that Eunhyuk's smile and point was for ME! He SAW my SIGN and POINTED AT ME!! OH MY GOD!! Seriously, I was jumping up and down and giggling like crazy! I could not contain myself...and I didn't give a fck if I looked ridiculous because EUNHYUK saw my SIGN!! I was already on this high and telling myself that I KNEW I picked the right person in Super Junior to be my bias. And when you think Eunhyuk couldn't be even MORE amazing, he did it again. At the finale song, he was kind of in the middle of the stage so he wasn't THAT close to my side. Once again, my eyes were fixed on Eunhyuk most of the time. He turned his head to look in my direction again and I saw him POINT AND GIVE A THUMBS UP to ME!! AGAIN!! There was a fancam where it caught Eunhyuk point and give a thumbs up...of course I wasn't in the fancam but you saw the gesture. What sucks is that the person who uploaded the video got suspended before I even had the chance to download it...TT____TT. But it's okay! Sarah witnessed BOTH AMAZING MOMENTS and was freaking out with me. The second time I saw him notice my sign...I acted the same way. I was jumping up and down, squealing, and going crazy screaming "EUNHYUK!" Sighs...Eunhyuk is so amazing. Besides the fact that he made THIS fan feel like she was floating on air, as the artists were leaving the stage him and Shindong continued to stay on stage and bow to all sides. Shindong and Eunhyuk would go to each side, wave and bow. Tell me how great and kind those two are. They were seriously the last ones to leave the stage.

That was my treasured moment. Seeing Eunhyuk look over and see my sign twice and letting me know that he saw the sign made my SM Town experience one of the best days of my life. All the artists were amazing, but Eunhyuk just amplified it. So I want to say, thank you Eunhyuk for being your kind hearted self. I will never forgot how happy you made me that day. The slideshow below are the goodies that I got from the concert and the extra photos that I took.

I truly hope that they decide on having another SM Town next year or something. I would love to see them again and perform here in the US. This is the end of my fanaccount. I have to admit that this is probably one of my least well thought out fanaccounts...due to the fact that I wrote it over a month it happened. So I'm sorry if this fanaccount is sub par...To those who read this, I hope it was entertaining and you got to get a sense of how the concert was like through my words.

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