SM TOWN EXPERIENCE

I know...I know. It has already been more than a month since the SM Town concert. I get that! I have been postponing it and postponing it...but I have decided to finally do it. So to anyone that is still REMOTELY INTERESTED in knowing how my Sm Town experience was like...keep on reading.

[DISCLAIMER]: THIS BLOGPOST CONTAINS RAMBLINGS OF AN UNSTABLE FANGIRL AND WILL BE HELLA FCKING LONG.

Instead of going by the order of the performances, I'm going to go by artists...the main reason being I do not remember the order at all....

BoA. The famous and possibly legendary BoA herself. Even though I can't call myself a fan of her, I do like her. You can seriously feel the professionalism radiating from her. I'm not quite sure how long she's been in the business...but I know it's been a while. She is very talented and I respect her for being in the kpop industry that long. I'm not too sure on which song this happened, but as the song began BoA actually stopped dancing and kept saying something. I didn't know what was going on until I was told from my friend that what she was saying was "I can't hear myself," pointing at what I'm going to assume is her ear piece. So...there was something wrong with her ear piece I guess and she wanted to stop and get it fixed. I don't know, I thought it was cute. Lol! Her engrish accent while saying it was what I found cute. The last thing I want to say is that after watching and hearing BoA perform Hurricane Venus live I now like that song. When it first came out I didn't find it catchy at all...but I guess I just had to see it live for it to kick in. Literally a day after SM Town I downloaded the song and put it in my cell. Lol!

KANGTA. I just wanted to talk bout him for a bit. I know that he was part of an older boy group and the name escapes me. H.O.T? Shinhwa? I really don't know. To all of the HOT fans and Shinhwa fans, I am sorry about my lack of information on them. But moving on! He is a really handsome guy for sure with a very nice voice. He did a performance with an actress and the whole set up had a really sweet feel to it. There were benches and a coat rack and there would be several mics coming out of no where. There would be a mic under the bench of Kangta, then under the bench of the actress, and when Kangta put on the coat on the rack there was a mic in the pocket. Now, I don't know about you all but that's pretty clever if you ask me. Then was so random was Onew came on stage as a delivery guy with a package, which of course had a mic in it. It was funny because once Onew entered the stage a roar of fangirl screaming could be heard.

F(X). Yay! They are one of the few girl groups that I actually look up and updated myself on. It would have been AWESOME if Amber magically appeared at the concert since she's been living here in LA for whoever knows HOW LONG. But...no Amber. Boo. That's okay though because I got to see Minho get on stage. Woot! Minho filled in for Amber and did her rap for Chu. One of the cutest things EVER! And once again, they are amazing live as well. I mean, I don't expect anything less than that when it comes to SM Artists. Amazing singers really do come out of that company. Now, talking about amazing singers...Luna is one of them. That girl has got PIPES! A really, really talented girl. If I had to nit pick ONE THING...it would be the fact that they BARELY showed Victoria on the big screen. You really didn't see much of her which kind of sucked. I didn't even get a good look at her at the airport either...

SNSD. There really is only one thing I can say about them. THEY ARE SO DAMN PRETTY! And there is a reason why a lot of people envy their legs....because they have GREAT LEGS! Like...DAMN! Even if you're not interested in girl groups, you can't help but be drawn by how beautiful they are. I mean, I didn't even know I would be taking PICTURES of them!! I was only going to take pics of the kpeens of course...but before I knew it just kept on clicking and clicking as they performed. That's probably why my camera died like...half way through the concert. Lol! I didn't take in the consideration that I COULD OF taken pics of the girl groups. One fun thing about seeing SNSD perform is the reaction of all of the fanboys. All the boys were going crazy and you could SERIOUSLY hear the guys chanting in their low voices. I'm sure all the fanchants went down an octave when SNSD came.

So there was one performance when SNSD was singing and apparently Taeyeon's mic wasn't working. She would be singing but you didn't hear her. Now, I gotta say that this was really cool. Of course, as an artist you get annoyed and a bit bummed that something went wrong and such. The audience would sing Taeyeon's lines along with her to show that it's okay. That way of cheering her up is perfect if you ask me. Also, this fanboy that was behind me kept on screaming "I LOVE YOU TAEYEON" whenever it was her part. It's really sweet that the fans were supporting her like that. Now let me talk about my favorite SNSD member, HYOYEON!! Yes, it is known that she is one of the more underrated members...which makes no sense to me. BUT! That's not what I wanted to talk about. SHE IS SO PRETTY AND NICE!! Hyoyeon was literally shaking hands with the fanboys in the crowd and she even PAUSED to WAVE at a girl that was recording her on her camera. Tell me how amazing she is for doing that! I knew I picked the right girl. She was really great to the fans. Last thing I want to say about SNSD is that I think Tiffany is pretty as well. And hearing her speak english was really cool.

TRAX. WHERE THE FCK HAVE YOU BEEN IN MY LIFE TRAX?!!? If you guys have never heard of Trax or HAVE HEARD of Trax but haven't looked them up...LOOK THEM UP! I was one of the people that have heard of Trax before because of their guitarist, Jungmo did a show with Sungmin that I decided to watch. I know that they were the rock group that SM tried to experiment with and I heard that it was a sort of flop in Korea but they did well in Japan. No surprise there. But...they are SUPER TALENTED and SUPER FCKIN GORGEOUS! I took thise picture from my friend Meggie since she took some. Even though you can't fully see a clear pic of their faces, I'm sure you can sense the hotness that oozes out of them. I the guy with the red pants is the main vocal Jay and the blonde is Jungmo. When they came on stage and started to sing their first song, I was SO SURPRISED to know that I KNEW the song that they were singing!! Now, YOU ALL NEED to hear Jay's voice. His voice is just PURE ECSTASY to my ears. I know that hearing them live is MUCH BETTER than hearing it on YouTube and such, but it's still amazing! And you can't forget the fact that he is SMOKIN HOT and can SPEAK ENGLISH!! Say what?! That surprised me for sure. And it's Jungmo's turn now. I already knew that this guy is CRAZY on the guitar...but hearing him and SEEING him play the guitar is a whole different experience. Knowing that his fingers that can move that fast along the different frets just tells me that his fingers can work magic on my body. Jungmo is just SEX with a guitar. End of story. I gotta say though, the fact that they are a rock group really enhanced their more hard rock-ish songs, Paradox. I was screaming and jumping up and down. A crazy sight...

SHINEE. I'm so GLAD that I got to see them perform live. I actually had the chance to see them perform at the KMF '09 but I ended up not going because it was the same day as Prom. Honestly...I would have chosen KMF over Prom but...my family and friends wouldn't let me. Anyways, back to Shinee. I thin f(x) just finished performing their song when it got all dark and before you know it, SHINEE came out from different parts of the stage. The first song that they sang was Stand By Me from the drama Boys Over Flowers. They actually performed a lot of songs...old and new. It was awesome to hear their older songs. The songs were Stand By me, Replay, Juliette, Ring Ding Dong, Up & Down, Lucifer, Quasimado, and Get Down. It was SO NOSTALGIC to see Shinee perform Replay at the concert. It really showed you how much they have grown since they debuted. I have to say that I was really surprised when they came out and sang Get Down. They didn't really promote that song much on the music stages, but I was glad that they decided to for the concert. The song is just PURE SWAG and UNF....filled with Key and Minho rapping. It's a great song that just gets you pumped up. I kept on yelling "GET DOWN" the whole time. Lol! I'm going to go quickly talk about Onew. You seriously got to love the guy. Whenever they performed a sexy song like Ring Ding Dong, Get Down, and etc. he was just UNF! Then when they sang Juliette, Replay and Stand By Me he was TOO CUTE! I'm telling you...his smile is so melt worthy. Even though I wasn't that close to the stage, that smile of his was just shining brightly. After that small Onew spazzing, I was also surprised that they did a ballad song too, Quasimodo. Okay....listening to Shinee perform a ballad is really an amazing moment. They truly are great singers. I mean, you got to see them showcase their vocals. It was nothing more than them standing there and singing their hearts out. So beautiful.

Now, it was already towards the end of the concert and I was like, "I HAVEN'T HEARD SHINEE SING LUCIFER YET! WTF?!" Then of course, after I say that...Shinee comes on stage and starts to perform Lucifer! This song is totally epic when performed live. The unf factor literally went 10 notches higher. To witness them dance right there was amazing....also hearing Jonghyun and Onew sing their high notes was seriously bone chilling. It was that good.

The Legendary Yunho and Changmin. I am one of the fangirls that never jumped on the DBSK bandwagon. While all the people around me where Cassie's I was the only ELF. But don't get me wrong, I like DBSK and their music. They produce great songs. After watching this concert and seeing HoMin live...I have a WHOLE NEW ASPECT on these two guys.
Now seriously, how can you NOT have a new found interest for these two when they are being lifted up in the air by a harness? Now if you look at the first photo in the slide show...that is Changmin. Oh my fcking god...whoever created harnesses are amazing. Can you SEE the package that is EMPHASIZED with that harness literally tight around it. Then again, it makes SENSE since Changmin is fcking tall. It would only be natural that his package is huge too. The picture after that one is Yunho that literally looks like a MALE GOD with the lighting...and if don't pay attention to the strings he seriously looks like he's just floating in the air. You seriously could not get your eyes off of him. Now, it's true that I found it so DRAMATIC with the music being played and them being lifted into the air. But you know what? They're FCKIN HOMIN! It's only the most OBVIOUS thing to do...give them and EPIC opening.
So I'm going to talk about Yunho in this paragraph. I...yeah. Everything Yunho did was UNF. He did this one dance performance where he jumped into the air and GRABBED HIS CROTCH. Yeah, you read right. He just went and GRABBED it. Fck. Then when you think that this man cannot get even sexier than he already is, he did this. He did this other performance where he had back up dancers and all. Yunho placed his hands on these guy dancers heads and pushed them down while saying the lyrics...."Put your head down." How fckin sexy. I just...WOW. The way he said it had so much command and fierceness to it and EVEN THOUGH I was FAR AWAY...I could still SENSE the LUST and SEX radiating off of that moment. Oh, shove my head head Yunho and I will stay down there. Do whatever the fck you want.
Now, let's go to Changmin shall we? Changmin...oh Changmin. To be honeset, I didn't really find you THAT overly attractive. I acknowledge the fact that you have a good face..but it just didn't do anything to my ovaries. As of now? I WANT YOUR BIG PEEN TO BANG ME INTO OBLIVION!! WTF?!! This maknae is just SEX! He is a BEAST! The man got a buff chest that I just wanna touch all night. I want to say more...I really do. But all I'm going to do is say the same shirt over and over again. I WANT HIS PEEN! IN ME! FAST! ROUGH! ....and I really think that you all wouldn't want to read all that right?
I truly have new eyes for the guys that make up HoMin. Yunho and Changmin and jizztastic. I am SO SORRY for only noticing now. I'm sure all my Cassie friends and Cassies out there wanna smack my head for being so late in the craze.

SUPER JUNIOR. Before I even start my spazzing, I have to say this. You all do not know how amazing it was to see Super Junior perform live. They were my first kpop group and without them I would not have continued to be in this fandom. I thought that I lost all hope in seeing them perform live when I couldn't go to the Philippines to watch the Super Show 2. Of course there was no way I could have gone, I was still depressed. Then...news came saying that SM is going to have a SM TOWN here in LA. I was ECSTATIC! My first loves...performing on stage...and I'm there. One of my strongest wishes came true...
They really command the stage so easily. You really can't help but be drawn by them. The songs that they performed were A Man in Love, Super Girl, Bonamana, Dancing Out, U, Sorry Sorry, Don't Don, and No Other. They by far sang that MOST amount of songs of all the artists there....which made this ELF very excited. The first song that they sang was Super Girl. Super Girl was originally a SJ-M song...so I don't know if they did this because Hankyung isn't there anymore, but all of Super Junior performed Super Girl with Henry and Zhoumi. I thought it was really cool and sweet when I saw all of them perform the song. When they sang A Man in Love, I was really surprised because...well...I didn't expect it. I really love this song. If you don't know this song, then go look it up. SuJu did moves where they're on their knees...hitting the floor....and Eunhyuk was just SEX in this performance. LOVE IT! Now I knew that they were going to sing Bonamana, Sorry Sorry, No Other since those were their more recent songs. I think they did a remix of Sorry Sorry...I don't remember now...damn. *slaps self* The two songs that I was happy and wasn't expecting was Dancing Out and U. During all these songs, I kept on singing along, dancing, and shaking my glowstick. I was in Super Junior heaven the whole entire time.
Leeteuk was all smiles during the concert. He just looked so cool and what I want to talk about is during Bonamana he lowered and shoved the jacket off of his shoulder and KISSED IT! KYAA! OMG! How FUNNY and SEXY is that?! You truly are a character Leeteuk. Oh Heechul. Really, what can I say about this goddess? Whenever he's on stage you can't help but keep your eyes on wherever he is on stage. Even if he isn't your bias your eyes just go straight to him. And you all know that UNF action he does where he sticks his tongue out and run it across his bottom lip? Yea...seeing it live is SO MUCH BETTER! I'm not even going to TRY to describe it with words because no matter what I'm not going to do it justice. You just have to witness it yourself...pure jizzism. Yesung...I don't know what you did before you got on stage...but when the FCK did you get this UNF?! I never used the word UNF to describe you...this is the first time. I just...I was baffled by it. I was not ready for it...then you go and wear shades that makes me find you SO SEXY! It's weird guys...it's weird. Thank goodness he lessened my shock and confusion with his cute 'I Love You' in his dorky manner. THAT'S the Yesung that I'm used to. Sungmin also made an impression on me because he was very UNF too...I just don't remember which song. I just know that he did a small 'feel myself' with my hand touching my chest move that made my eys bug out a bit. Kyuhyun also looked very suave when he sang a duet with SNSD's Seohyun. Oh Siwon...you were quite memorable during this concert. Seeing your surprised expression when Leeteuk told you to speak English was funny!
Siwon: "How is every body? You having fun? Like the show? Thank you. Love you guys. God Bless."
He truly is sexier on stage performing....he was sexy when I saw him at the airport...but this is a different sexy. You all know what I'm getting at. Another thing I absolutely loved was that he always kept standing on the stage that was right in my line of vision! I saw so much of Siwon being all cool directing the mic to us...telling us to sing with him as he purses his lips to look cool. I love you Siwon. Of course you didn't let me down either when you unbuttoned your shirt during A Man in Love. I was waiting for him to show some skin and he did not disappoint ONE BIT. You surely live up to your standards Siwon. Donghae was pretty hot too...showing those massive arms of his with those sleeveless tops. OH! There was also an EUNHAE MOMENT during DANCING OUT!! You guys do not know how much I FREAKED when I saw that moment. I'm a HUGE EunHae fan and to WITNESS an EUNHAE moment that I only SEE on FANCAMS LIVE is truly ANOTHER WISH COME TRUE! They were all close together and it seemed like they were gonna kiss but one of them shied away. But still! IT's an EUNHAE moment that I will FOREVER TREASURE!

Alright. So those were all the artist performances that happened. Now, I'm going to talk about some of the collaboration performances that happened during the concert. Yeah, I'm not done yet.

BoA and Key did a song together. I don't remember the song that the both of them sang, but that doesn't matter. The song is irrelevant. What IS relevant is Key in this performance. I never saw Key in a pervy way at all. He's just a diva and he's pretty. All of that was NON EXISTENT in this performance. I don't know what the fck happened but Key diva was no where to be found. Key was all up on BoA and I gotta admit, it was sexy. After their song ended, all I know was that I wanted to tap that after the show.

There is always a rock song that Heechul does in each concert and this wasn't any different. The song was like...Sonata something but it had Heechul, Henry on his violin and Jay came in for a little bit. Basically, there are only three things you need to know.

1. Henry is fckin hot with his smirk and cockiness with his violin.
2. Heechul...is just Heechul. UNF alone.
3. Heechul and Henry fanservice. It's all up to you whether or not you wanna say that the two KISSED or not. All I'm going to say that no matter what, it's one of the most fcking UNF things I have ever seen.

Rap collab with Minho, Key, Shindong and Eunhyuk. This was the first collab that they did. It totally threw us off because they came out from the side of the crowd...so they got to shake hands and such. Shindong and Eunhyuk were on MY SIDE of the crowd but of course...they came out the row NEXT to mine so I didn't get to touch Eunhyuk's hand...sighs. Anyways! I think they sang some american rap song or something. It was all hyped up. Great.

Then there was the Dance Battle that was AMAZING! There was Eunhyuk, Taemin, Yuri, Hyoyeon, Luna, and Minho. Eunhyuk and Taemin danced together...I don't know if it was a dance battle...but it was AMAZING! My lover Eunhyuk with Taemin, who I believe to be one of the best dancers out of SM. Seriously, it was crazy seeing them two dance together. Now, I know that I like to try to minimize my spazzings and pervy ways with Taemin, but I can't help myself here. Taemin looked fckin hot dancing the way he was...with his sharp popping and shit. I want him to pop me....GASP! Yea, I said it. I'm going to kpop hell anyways...got my room all ready. Luna surely impressed me though. I had no idea that Luna was considered the dancer of f(x). That was a great surprise and woot! Hyoyeon! I got Hyoyeon to see Hyoyeon showcase her dance skill! I'm not really into SNSD but if I had to pick a favorite member it would be her. She isn't the prettiest member in the group but she has a great personality, hilarious, and a TALENTED DANCER! And of course, save the best for last....EUNHYUK! There is only one thing I want to say about Eunhyuk's dance solo.

FCK EUNHYUK AND HIS FCKIN HIP THRUSTS...IT WAS FCKIN UNF...WITH HIS FCKIN CROTCH GRAB!!

Yea. That ends the dance collab.

It is now time to discuss what I think to be the BEST PERFORMANCE of the night. It was UNFTASTIC AND JIZZTASTIC. I mentioned earlier that Super Junior sang Don't Don. I didn't talk bout it there because it was a collab performance. So...the loud familiar hardcore beat was filling the concert hall and I knew IMMEDIATELY what the song was. SuJu came out in their all black outfits with their UNF face on and ready. They were dancing on the main stage and I noticed that they were setting up the drum set in the middle of the stage that came out. At first I thought..."Omg. Siwon is going to play the drums." I noticed that Heechul was missing when they came out and I thought that was really odd. But I pushed that aside and continue to pay attention to the amazing-ness that is Super Junior. After that they began to walk out and reach the end of the stage...they passed the drum sets. I had all these questions running through my mind and it all got answered a couple seconds later. The song suddenly changed into something familiar and lo behold....HEECHUL, CHANGMIN, and TRAX came out with hot rocker outfits. Heechul on the drums, Jungmo on the guitar, and Changmin and Jay doing screamo. I totally forgot that Heechul knew how to play the drums. The ending of the performance literally blew your mind at how EPIC and UNF it was. You had SuJu back at the middle circling around the others head bashing. Jungmo on his guitar just killing those guitar riffs like no other...and then Changmin wore this shredded top that basically covered NOTHING and showed all of his chest goodness. I swear, his top looked like I met him backstage and was in the middle of ravishing him and didn't finish. To all of you that know Changmin, he is like...the master when it comes to screaming those loud long notes. That was all Changmin was doing...screaming...along with Rock Sex God Jay. While listening to Jay and Changmin's long screams are what I want to hear when the both of them are screwing me in bed....

Then...it was the last song. All of the artists came out and walked towards the end of the stage. It was great to see all of them together. Kyuhyun and Onew were walking together with Kyuhyun's arm over him. Then you had Eunhyuk and Minho talking together and such. Then I think Henry got a towel from someone that bought the sj-world.net that was sold at the meet up and gave it to Leeteuk. Leeteuk looked at it and held it up with a smile on his face. Then, he wanted to throw it to the fans in the crowd and....he failed. LOL! It didn't even reach the fans...it fell to the floor a couple of feet away from him. Then he laughed at his fail and kind of leaned into Siwon that shook his head a bit. When the song was nearing towards the end, these paper hearts started to fall down from the top...it was really beautiful. Both Onew and Leeteuk picked one up and blew it to watch it fall. I thought Leeteuk's expression was really nice. While everyone was jumping up and down and having fun, Leeteuk was just looking out in the crowd with this expression on his face. The expression seemed to convey like...raw appreciation. Leeteuk seemed to be truthfully thankful that they were receiving all this attention and love from all these fans. To me, it just seemed very real. So they bowed at the stage and walked back to the main stage where they bowed for the second time and waved good bye as they left the stage.

So the concert ended and I got plenty of memorable moments. It was great seeing all of these artists that I only see on my laptop screen actually in front of my eyes. But the person that made my SM Town experience one of the best days of my life is.....EUNHYUK. Let me briefly tell you why Eunhyuk from Super Junior made Sm Town one of the best days of my life.

Do you see this sign right here? I made this sign while my friend Meggie was driving the car. Yes...I was cutting and pasting in a moving vehicle. That shows my dedication on this kpeen. I am glad that I made this sign because this sign made me one happy fan in the crowd. Do you remember the rap collab that I wrote about earlier on? Eunhyuk, Shindong, Minho, and Key came on to the stage. The minute I saw Eunhyuk I held this sign up and starting shaking it. Eunhyuk came on the side of the stage that was closer to me. I kept on watching him and he looked over in my general direction and he smiled and pointed. Now, when I saw that it didn't really register until my friend Sarah, who was next to me, started looking at the floor. She asked me this.

Sarah: "Where's your Eunhyuk sign?"

Me: "I'm already holding it."

Sarah: "You were holding it this whole entire time?"

Me: "Yeah! I was shaking and going crazy."

Sarah: "Oh my god...I think Eunhyuk saw your sign! And that point was for you!!"

I absolutely FLIPPED! I had a feeling that Eunhyuk's smile and point was for ME! He SAW my SIGN and POINTED AT ME!! OH MY GOD!! Seriously, I was jumping up and down and giggling like crazy! I could not contain myself...and I didn't give a fck if I looked ridiculous because EUNHYUK saw my SIGN!! I was already on this high and telling myself that I KNEW I picked the right person in Super Junior to be my bias. And when you think Eunhyuk couldn't be even MORE amazing, he did it again. At the finale song, he was kind of in the middle of the stage so he wasn't THAT close to my side. Once again, my eyes were fixed on Eunhyuk most of the time. He turned his head to look in my direction again and I saw him POINT AND GIVE A THUMBS UP to ME!! AGAIN!! There was a fancam where it caught Eunhyuk point and give a thumbs up...of course I wasn't in the fancam but you saw the gesture. What sucks is that the person who uploaded the video got suspended before I even had the chance to download it...TT____TT. But it's okay! Sarah witnessed BOTH AMAZING MOMENTS and was freaking out with me. The second time I saw him notice my sign...I acted the same way. I was jumping up and down, squealing, and going crazy screaming "EUNHYUK!" Sighs...Eunhyuk is so amazing. Besides the fact that he made THIS fan feel like she was floating on air, as the artists were leaving the stage him and Shindong continued to stay on stage and bow to all sides. Shindong and Eunhyuk would go to each side, wave and bow. Tell me how great and kind those two are. They were seriously the last ones to leave the stage.

That was my treasured moment. Seeing Eunhyuk look over and see my sign twice and letting me know that he saw the sign made my SM Town experience one of the best days of my life. All the artists were amazing, but Eunhyuk just amplified it. So I want to say, thank you Eunhyuk for being your kind hearted self. I will never forgot how happy you made me that day. The slideshow below are the goodies that I got from the concert and the extra photos that I took.

I truly hope that they decide on having another SM Town next year or something. I would love to see them again and perform here in the US. This is the end of my fanaccount. I have to admit that this is probably one of my least well thought out fanaccounts...due to the fact that I wrote it over a month it happened. So I'm sorry if this fanaccount is sub par...To those who read this, I hope it was entertaining and you got to get a sense of how the concert was like through my words.

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B2ST 1 Year Anniversary

It's been year. The rookie boy group by the name of B2ST or BEAST have reached the one year mark. It seriously feels like it was only yesterday that I read an allkpop article mentioning three new idol boy groups were going to debut; B2ST, MBLAQ, and Z:EA. Among those three, it was the group B2ST that caught my attention. I never imagined that it was going to evolve into something so much more.

I want to honestly say that I thought that I would forever love Super Junior and they would always by my current fandom. But there is a reason why it is called a first love. Super Junior will always be my first love and have a special place in my heart. Hell...without Super Junior I wouldn't have gotten into kpop. Of course...the inevitable happened and another group entered my life, and it is this group right here...B2ST.

This was your beginning B2ST. All of you have been dreaming of the day where you were no longer trainees but singers. You debuted with the song BAD GIRL and displayed a cute and playful performance. The passion that all of you exuded is different from the other idols out there. The six of you have tasted failure and know that is something that you guys do not want to experience again. This drives you guys to work harder to show a better and more improved side of yourselves to the media, your sunbae, and your fans.

I also want to say that B2ST has yet to disappoint us B2UTIES whenever they have a comeback or do their follow up song. They continue to get better and better with each song that they sing and rap. The song that got them on the charts was MYSTERY. After that song, they worked their way to reach the top. You got songs like SHOCK, Say No, Easy, Oasis, etc.

Now, what I want to do just write my thoughts about each member on how they've grown and how my outlook on them has changed as well. Sure, it might make this blogpost long but it's an important day. So I'm sure you all can understand, yea?

YOON DOO JOON. An 89-er and the leader of this awesome and talented group. I just want to point out that there is always a great responsibility when you are given the role as a leader. You DooJoon have been doing a great job as a leader. I'm not just talking about how you care for the other members, but how great you are with the fans as well. When you were here in LA, you made sure to acknowledge the fans with your smile and waves. I really truly believe that you are a nice guy. But putting aside your personality, you have the whole package. You have the voice, dance skills, MC skills, and have the gag instinct flowing through you. From when I got to try know each of the members, you have grown on me. I don't know if it's because I saw you help poverish people, being the spazz that you are, or the fact that you wore a shirt that was actually meant for Yoseob. All I know is that I can't imagine anyone else being B2ST leader and please know DooJoon that you are doing a great job. This was not given to you at randomly. You DooJoon were chosen because you have traits of a leader. Your members believe in you, I believe in you...and I'm sure all of the B2UTIES all over world believe in you.

JANG HYUN SEUNG. An 89-er who I personally believe is B2ST's best dancer. Now this guy...I am so glad that he was able to join CUBE Entertainment and be a part of B2ST. After what happened with the whole being cut from Big Bang took a toll on him and it seemed as if he lost his way. So I can say that I'm thankful that he decided to give the whole idol thing another chance. As goofy and 4D as he is, he is among one of the members that is a perfectionist. Whenever it comes to his dancing, he monitors himself and gets affected by a little mistake...so he stays up late at night dancing the same moves over and over again. When it comes to commitment Hyun seung is right up there. Truthfully speaking...I am ashamed to say this...but you Hyun Seung were the last member for me to warm up to. I blame the hair..not that I'm making any excuses. But now...man. I absolutely love you. You are one hilarious guy that can make me laugh for hours...whether I'm laughing with you or at you whenever you pull one of your odd weird moments. But that is what makes you YOU Hyun Seung. You were one of the members that flew under the radar and I am happy to see that you are getting a lot more recognition now because it's your time to shine.

YONG JUN HYUNG. An 89-er and one of the sickest rappers I have ever heard. Oh Junhyung...where do I start? With my track record, I always tend to go for the rappers. So I should have seen this coming. But months later it was more than because you were a rapper. You are one talented guy Junhyung. I still remember the day when I got my "B2ST is the Best" album and say your name next to the 'Rap by' I was amazed. This guy has written basically every rap that in all of the songs and they're not just simple raps. Nope. Read the translation and it makes you wonder how they can be so deep and passionate. It just makes me imagine that you've got a lot of experience Junhyung for you write these kind of raps. Now, even though he wasn't under that radar as much as Hyun Seung was...he had this BAMF image where he had to be serious and such. I guess it had to take a year because these last months I have been witnessing spazztic Junhyung who is going crazy and showing me his eye smile more often. I can only assume Junhyung that you are letting this side of you be known to us B2UTIES which makes me happy because I see it as getting closer to your fans. By allowing yourself to act this way for your fans to see is a privilege that I'm sure we will not disregard. Well...I at least know that I won't. So please Junhyung, continue to open yourself up more and write more of your amazing rap lyrics.

YANG YO SEOB. A 90-er and the main vocalist of the group. He is possibly the reason why I wanted to get to know B2ST more. I clearly remember when I was randomly watching their MTV B2ST show that showed them preparing for their showcase...and it was RAW mind you. There was no subs...I just watched it. One quick short scene of a guy playing around with a pen in his mouth..who pouted after getting a tap on the head for putting the pen in his mouth. Once I saw that pout, I was pretty much a goner. Also, dark hair or blonde hair...he is still the same goofy and hyper Yoseob that never fails to brighten my day. He just seems to be full of life and I would love to have that kind of energy around me. I hope you never change. Then there is the fact that he has an AMAZING voice. He can basically sing most genres which is a plus in the industry. His soothing voice makes me melt inside while his rough and tough voice like in SHOCK just drives me crazy. But one thing I know about this guy is that he has one of the worst immune systems that I have ever seen. When is Yoseob NOT sick?! So please Yoseob, drink orange juice or take vitamin C. I think I can say on the behalf of all the B2UTIES out there that we want you to be healthy and strong.

LEE KI KWANG. A 90-er and in charge dancing along with the upper body. Even though Kikwang didn't really make it as AJ, there was a reason that it did not go as planned. By putting him in B2ST and being part of a group I believe worked out better for him. This is another guy that I think has it all. He has a great body, good voice, talented dancer, MC skills, gagman instinct, and has the ability to turn on the SEXY and switch to CUTE in only a matter of seconds. Now, he really didn't make much on an impact on me. I really don't know why...but better late than never right? His laughter is so contagious that you can't help but join along...even if you don't know what the hell he's laughing at. One thing that I have to acknowledge about Kikwang here is how much of a hard worker he is. While he's doing music performance he also has to do taping for Hot Brothers and Win Win. I can't imagine when he even has time to sleep and relax. Then you see him on screen and you don't even see an ounce of tiredness or fatigue from him. I have much respect him.

SON DONG WOON. A 91-er and the MAKNAE of the group. Now I have to give this guy the MOST IMPROVED award. He was the last one to be added into B2ST and in my opinion, he still needed to work on a couple of things. Dongwoon is someone who has raw talent that just needs to be honed and polished. Comeback after comeback they gave him more lines to sing and his vocal abilities have gotten much better. You guys seriously cannot comprehend how happy I was to see this amazing development! It didn't hit me how much he has gotten better until I recently watched them on Narsha's radio show and Dongwoon sang live. I was really surprised and blown away at how AMAZING his sounded. Oh! Another development is that Dongwoon isn't under the radar anymore! Like Hyunseung, he did not have a lot of air time and you rarely saw much of him. Now he's branching out and we're getting to see him personality a lot more now! Yay! He has this awkward humor about him that you just have to love. Dongwoon, continue to grow and get better...reach that potential that I know that you have. I want to keep getting blown away by your talent. I know you won't let me down Dongwoon. Besides, we're both in the 91 line. Yea chingu?

Now a year has passed and this is how you guys look now. I sense professionalism and maturity as I look at his picture. They all have endured hardships and persevered. They have reached their goal of becoming a singer and now new goals have been created for them to achieve. B2ST, you guys have really helped me out in various moments in my life. You guys literally bring joy in my life and I have no idea how I can pay you all back for everything. I feel as if just merely cheering for you all here in the US isn't enough. Then when I go and decided to buy gifts for some of you, you go and wear them making me feel like one of the luckiest B2UTIES out there.

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSAY BEAST!

Thank you so much for existing and being who you are.

KxF

Why B2ST is my FANDOM

Yes, I know that I have given enough reasons as to why B2ST are the peens who have first dibs on my forbidden fruit. Well...Eunhyuk is an exception...but you don't need to know that for this blogpost. ANYWAYS, after watching this certain video that the awesome HAW from Prepix uploaded on his YouTube account...I was once again reminded as to why B2ST is my current fandom.

This is by far the BEST pratice video that HAW has every presented to us B2UTIES. You have to give the guy props for all the editing he did and the fact that he was the one recording them while they danced. The effects were really awesome because you got to see what the rest of the members were doing while the main person was singing. I agree with him that you don't get to see the WHOLE choreography on music shows because they usually just focus on the main person singer and only zoom out to see the full shot a couple of times. BUT...as much as I love the UNF that was shown throughout SOOM choreo...that is not why I am writing this blogpost. I am writing this blogpost because of the AMAZING gift that B2ST, HAW and Tiger Oppa gave us at the end of the video. Now, please go ahead and watch the full video if you have not done so. Or, you can just look at the gifs that I made below as I say my thoughts on each part.

[NOTE]: Because my player is so lame and nothing seems to work as I want it to be...the gifs that I created are laggy....so I apologize for that. If I'm able to find gifs of these where its the speed that I'm looking for, I shall post them up...which probably isn't going to happen because I'm too lazy to look for them. BUT! You never know...I might be up to it. So...sorry once again.

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So, let us start with the maknae, yea? He just makes me laugh. What more can I say? Sure he tried to trick me into thinking that he's going to do some cool popping and locking moves..but I know him too well. He then of course went into his 4D mode and did a move where it looked like he has an itch in his inner thigh. And you may think that I photoshopped it and added more clips to make it look like he kept on doing that move. Nope! He just kept doing it over and over and over again. I guess Dongwoon just wanted to show us how limber he is...and that he can do a variety of positions. Well...that's very promising Dongwoon. Thank you for letting me know this very important piece of information.

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Now...of course we cannot forget our truly 4D friend here, Jang Hyunseung. I believe we have no found out the reason why Hyunseung is the way he is. He is a head banger everyone...and you know what they say about head banging. You lose brain cells every time you do it. Which makes sense as to why Hyunseung seems a bit out of it at times. But you know Hyunseung that we love you the way you are, right? So keep on head banging as much as you want. Don't let anyone stop you!

Oh Yoseob...you should know that shaking your ass like that makes it so much harder for me to try to not break my laptop from me trying to jump your bones through the comp screen. And I see that look on your face and you tease me with your ass shaking left and right. You're giving me that sly look because you know that wiggling your butt is going to break through the only resolve I have and make me ravish you up against that wall. All I can say Yoseob is that you better know what you're getting into because I will molest you from the behind...and those hands of yours on the wall? Yea, they're going to be tied up behind your back. Get ready for it love because it's going to be one of the wildest moments of your life.

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There really is only one thing I can say about Kikwang here. "You slut." You took Yoseob's idea and upped it 10x with you slapping your own ass. Oh..and it's not just one hand but BOTH of your hands. You know your fucking fine Kikwang and you want us to know that is some quality ass that we're drooling over. Not just some random fangirl claiming that she loves you can grope that ass of yours. Nope. We have to be worthy of that glorious ass. Tell us what we have to do Kikwang to get a piece of that ass. Must we give you a strip tease? Blow you? Grind up against you to get Mr. Kikwang all hard and up? Just tell me Kikwang...I will do it to get some of your quality ass.

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Junhyung...oh Junhyung. You never fail to give me more reasons as to why I fucking love you so much. Every single time I see you out of your BAMF image I seriously go crazy because I don't see it enough. And look at you here. I'm not quite sure why, but you seem like you can't keep that tongue in that mouth of yours. I don't know if it's because you've got a thick tongue that it doesn't fit in that mouth of yours...but that tongue of yours is making me think of very dirty thoughts of where it can lick. Then there's those hips of yours. I have yet to see you gyrate your hips, let along thrust it like this! My brain is getting fried fantasizing about those hips snapping into me at full force that the head board is hitting the wall. This truly is one of the sexiest gifs I have ever seen of you...I don't know about you all...

As much as I love Yoseob and Junhyung, I have to say that DooJoon just stole my heart and AIR from laughing so hard in this vid. There were so many wins from this guy that I had a hard time choosing which gif to use for this because they truly were all epic. I honestly don't know if you had some alcohol before you took this video or took some drugs. Hell, you probably took nothing and this is really how you are behind that UNF image that you have. OR...maybe you did drugs and drink at the same time. BUT WHO CARES! I absolutely love this side of you YOON DOOJOON. Please continue on showing your spazztic self because it makes me happy all over.

Now...you would think that is all...but you all know that I can't pass up that opportunity to spazz about the pair part of the spazz ending...

KiSeung anyone? Even though not much is happening in here, I really dig this part. Seems like Hyunseung has persuaded the gullible Kikwang that head banging is fun and now he's doing it. Oh poor Kikwang...you already space out enough and now you're loosing brain cells. You don't even know that Hyunseung is showing his victory signs behind your back for tricking you. You truly are bad Hyunseung...but I guess you needed someone to be 4D like you and Kikwang was the chosen one. I guess it doesn't matter much if you're losing brain cells Kikwang because you still have that ass of yours.

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Oh you guys cannot comprehend how happy I was when I saw that it was JunSeob that was together here. To see my two biases being freaks with each other is like a wish come true. Everything about you Yoseob just screams DERP. I just...I don't even know what else to say. Just pure DERP. Then Junhyung! As much as I am laughing at you...you still manage to be sexy. I see you biting your lip and pouting it every so slightly. Your sexiness cannot hide from me...I can always spot it. Anyways, I just love me some JunSeob.

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For some strange odd reason, I'm not surprised to see the Leader and Maknae paired up here. There has been a good amount of Leader/Maknae moments happening lately. But what I don't know is who is luckier in this gif, DooJoon or Dongwoon? DooJoon gets to actually be on TOP and ride Dongwoon until the day the ends basically. As for Dongwoon, he basically has DooJoon's peen right behind his head. Also, that peen is rubbing all up against that head of is. So...now that I think about it, I believe Dongwoon is the luckier one out of the the of them. Don't you think? I would love to have DooJoon's peen rubbing all up on me and have it right behind my head. All I got to do is turn my head and BAM! Hello DooJoon's peen.

So, I hope by reading this you will all understand why B2ST is my fandom. Why I stay up late at night watching them on music shows, downloading every single performance and show they are on, and why I go crazy every time I see them. Now I'm going to let B2ST show my appreciation for those who read this spazz crazed blogpost.

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[SIDEBAR UPDATES]: Check out the I Wanna Do the Nasty with, My Most Proudest Moment, and Can't Stop Thinking About....I changed them.

Lastly, if you're interested to see the other gifs I made, ask me either by leaving a comment or on twitter. The gifs are kind of big and I'm too lazy to change the size because it's so time consuming. Also, it stretches out the page a bit so...that's why I'm not posting the rest up here. So, like I said. If you want to see the other gifs...just ask me.

KxF

I Truly Am One Lucky B2UTY

Now, I honestly don't even know how to start all this. I guess you could say that I'm still on a high or in disbelief that it happened. But I'm going to try my best to be coherent while writing this blogpost.

Yesterday, I had a very crappy morning. Let's just say that it had to do with waking up fucking early to watch a certain favorite group of mine performing their comeback to only see that my laptop being lame with a white blank screen. Then I couldn't print out the study guide that I made earlier that day for the quiz later on because my laptop wasn't working. As a way for me to try to forgot about the horrible morning I decided to ask out my friend if she wanted to go and hang out the rest of the day. As I was getting ready to pick my friend up, I get a text from another friend of mine saying that the B2ST albums that we ordered already arrived at the store that we go to. I was of course, HELLA EXCITED! I quickly got ready and dragged the friend I was supposed to pick up to get my album and poster.

Anyways, I'm going to fast forward and get to the point of this blogpost.

So I came home to rest a bit before I went out again with another group of friends. I wasn't able to do my usual routine that I do with my cellphone; which is checking YouTube, email and Twitter. I checked my email and I got a notification that someone on B2STRISING, probably the most popular international forum for B2UTIES, sent me a personal message. I went to the forum to check the message. Here. You can read it yourself.


The first thing I saw was "Doojoon wearing your t-shirt!" The first thing I thought was, "I didn't give DooJoon a t-shirt." I was very curious on what this could be about. Sure, I'm going to be honest and say that I had an IDEA of what she meant but I didn't want to get my hopes up JUST YET. So then I finally read this message. Now, I KNEW that I bought 2 SHIRTS for YOSEOB. So I went back to my blog and looked at the blogpost way in April on when I saw B2ST in LA to remind myself the two shirts that I bought......even though I'm POSITIVE on how the shirts look like. In case you all do not remember or do not want to go back to that blogpost, here is a reminder of the two shirts.


Most of you who follow my blog or visited it a couple of times know that I have already seen Yoseob wear the green shirt on the left. To those who are reading this and this is the first time you are hearing this then...just look at my sidebar. It's right there. Lol! So, I wondered which of the two shirts DooJoon apparently wore. Then after clicking on the link that was given to me in the message, it linked to me a video. This is the video that I saw.


Now, my spazzing starts.

DO YOU GUYS FUCKING SEE WHAT I SEE?!

DOOJOON IS WEARING ONE OF THE TWO SHIRTS THAT I GAVE YOSEOB!!!

Oh my fucking GOD! I cannot believe that my other shirt is being worn! I literally stood up from my couch and started jumping up and down. Then I knelt down and layed down, spazzing out the words "OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!" for the nth time. Sure...TECHNICALLY the shirt was for Yoseob. But I don't give a crap! DooJoon, that shirt is totally yours now. I don't know about you guys...but do you know what this means?! This means that the members probably wear each other clothes! Imagining who ELSE has worn the shirts that I bought is making me feel REAL HOT! I mean, I'm sure that they have a drawer or a pile of clothes that is designated for each person and such....but HOW COOL IS THIS!

DooJoon probably saw the shirt and liked it and wanted to borrow it and wear it! To even think that another member likes the shirt that I bought for Yoseob is amazing! Or maybe Yoseob liked the green shirt more and DooJoon liked the other shirt and asked Yoseob if he can have it. Honestly, I don't care what happened! All I know is that, DOOJOON IS WEARING THE T-SHIRT! And once again, this isn't a fancam or a fan taken photo. This is a video that was uploaded on LETZDANCE cyworld for people to see. You can also tell that the video is maybe a promo video since B2ST used their facilities. The thought that another member would be wearing one of the gifts that I gave NEVER came across my mind. So I really wasn't expecting something like THIS to ever happen...I was really caught off guard.

Oh! One more thing. The t-shirt fits him PERFECTLY don't you think? Since he's not as skinny as Yoseob, it doesn't look THAT huge on him. Also, I don't know about you guys but it doesn't seem like DooJoon is wearing a tank under the shirt like Yoseob was. Which means...his chest and probably existent abs are TOUCHING the fabric of the SHIRT that I BOUGHT! I want to point out as well that you can SO see DooJoon's BUFF arms in this video. The sleeve seems to ride up a bit which is quite eye catching, yeah?

This is why I consider to be one lucky B2UTY. I have seen 2, or possibly 3, of the gift that I have bought for three of the B2ST members. Also, like I said earlier you saw them on televised shows and on someone's cyworld. Seriously, I would buy those shirts again so I can ask them to send me their used one. I wonder if DooJoon practiced in that shirt....which means that his sweat and scent that is purely his is on that shirt.

All I can say now is that I'm going to be looking in DooJoon's direction a lot more than before now. I also want to say that I have no more hope in seeing the hat that I gave Junhyung on him or on another member. But really, it doesn't matter because I've got YUNleadah WEARING THE SHIRT! KYAA! This whole ordeal seriously made that crappy day one of the best days of my life...alongside the day where I saw Yoseob wear the other shirt.

Oh B2ST.....I LOVE YOU GUYS SO FUCKING MUCH!

KxF