Shinee's LUCIFER mv + Sidebar Updates

Yup! I understand that I'm pretty much a week or so late blogging about Shinee's comeback with Lucifer. But I'm in a blogging mood today and I was thinking about what else I can blog about today. Then I thought, "Well I've been watching Shinee's Lucifer mv at least once a day so why not that?" So let's go watch the Lucifer mv!


As a whole I really liked this music video and Shinee's new looks. Sure, I was totally confused as to what they were going for when they released the concept videos. I thought SM totally screwed them over when the pics came out, but then this music video was released and that was when I realized that SM just likes to fuck with us. This music video was really cool with all of the misty light things and such. But what really caught my attention while watching this mv is how much Shinee has GROWN UP! Like....holy fuck they're not boys anymore. Well...everyone but Taemin. I don't think he'll ever grow up...but lets hear my thoughts on each member now, shall we?


What happened to the fail Onew? Where's the Onew who has that cute smile and funny demeanor? That side of Onew is NONEXISTENT in this music video. All I see is a cocky guy who understands my desire for his peen. I'm going to IGNORE the atrocious hair that those STUPID STYLISTS did and focus on the SEXY rock-a-billy hair that he's sporting here. And I know all of you know which bad hairstyle I'm referring to. I don't know what the stylists were thinking but parting the hair in the middle for a guy is NOT SEXY!! Hear my words stylists. IT IS NOT SEXY!!!!! Ok...I went on a tangent there. Let's go back to Onew. He is truly looking sexy and hot now. I mean, I knew he was cute and adorable. A guy that you would want to have fun and play games with. Now, I've always loved his voice and considering this new sexy look of his...an AMAZING package. But...have you noticed the ARMS?! Where is the world did THOSE come from? Shinee isn't supposed to have muscles...they're little boys who are twigs!


Now, I know I spazzing about Onew's arms...but those arms can't compare to THESE!! What the HELL JONGHYUN! I really do not understand what is going on here. True, I knew that this guy here is very good-looking. Hell...he was the one that I noticed first in the first music video they did, but that was it. I just acknowledged him for his good looks, but he did NOT have this before. I have to say that this boy worked out REAL HARD for arms like those. I'm guessing that he's been working out with MBLAQ's Lee Joon. Now we all know that Joon has an amazing body and such and I bet he brought out the SEX that is in Jonghyun while they were together. Just look at the vein jutting out of his arm! The two of them probably did special training to work on those arms...possibly push-ups? Jonghyun doing push-ups off of Joon's rock hard thighs...getting a long treat every time he goes down. Up and down....up and down...up and down...I'm sure that worked on Jonghyun's jaw muscles as well...


Even with half of his hair gone, Key can still work his bitch face. No matter what Key will always be a diva and he'll let it be known. I knew that if there was going to be a member who would go through a drastic change it would be Key since he's got a unique sense of style. And in all honesty, I actually think his hair isn't that bad. I like how it's different and they bleached the buzz cut part. But what I want real bad is his eye make up. Why is it that lately I've been wanting to copy these kpeens? It's natural for me, a girl, to want something off of a girl idol. But NOPE! Here I am wanting to be like this kpeen. Wow.


There's really isn't much I can say about you Minho. You only got much sexier and UNF-er with this comeback. One thing's for sure...I am SO HAPPY that they cut your hair. I was getting really tired with that long mane of yours. Sure, I do believe that your hair is a TAD too short for my liking, but I'm just glad that they decided to do SOMETHING to your hair. For Juliette and Ring Ding Dong they basically didn't do anything to you hair and just let it grow. It was getting boring if you ask me. But I'm really digging this short hair of yours when its up like this. Lastly, you can't really see it here because of what he's wearing...but this sexy man has ABS! Yes! It's true! Minho has abs and it makes me very happy all over. I'm sure Dream Team played a part in this transformation so, thank you Dream Team. Thank you very much.


EVIL!!! This BOY is plain EVIL!!!! Why? Why Taemin? WHY THE FUCK DO YOU DO THIS TO ME!! You are supposed to be this little young boy and I want to coo over because you're so cute. A little boy that I want take care of or anything. I also NEVER look in your direction because Minho's UNF keeps pulling me in. But then you look like THIS! I wanted to keep telling myself that the only reason why I was looking at you most of the time in the mv is because I really want that hair of yours. The minute my hair grows a bit longer I'm going to go to my hair salon and tell my hairdresser that I want your hair. But I soon realized that I was in denial and used your hair as an excuse to what I feared would have happened. YOU Taemin...because of YOU I seem to be part of the PEDO NOONA group now! I was being a good girl and only eyeing on guys that were either my age or older than me...then you come along and ruin EVERYTHING! Now I'm going to KPOP HELL because of you Taemin...thoughts are being formed in my head that are only for hot kpeens like JUNHYUNG..DOOJOON...YOSEOB...and OTHERS! NOT YOU! Damn you Taemin....DAMN YOU!

Ok...I think I have calmed down from my Taemin rant...

SO! Before I end this post, I have added and changed two things on my sidebar.

I Wanna Do The Nasty With - It's still the same guy but decided a new gif was necessary.

Can't Stop Thinking About - .....yeah. Just take a look.

My Most Proudest Moment (newly added) - Yoseob wearing the shirt I bought. ^__^

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Day 3 - Your Favorite Cover of Theirs

Hmm...a favorite cover of theirs...it took me a while to actually pick just one. I also wasn't sure if the question referred to the whole group or a cover that one or two members did together. Also, they really haven't done much covers if you think about it. But I decided to go with a cover that all of the members did together. So, here it is.


As you can see from how they look like, this was during Bad Girls so this is a pretty old video of them singing...but I absolutely loved them singing this song. The song is called "Despite Holding On" by Noel. There are a couple of reasons why I opted on picking this one.

• Junhyung actually sang! Yes...he didn't rap, he SANG the first 2-4 lines of the song. This was when I realized and KNEW that Junhyung can ALSO sing and not just RAP. Sure, compared to the others it doesn't hold up. But Junhyung has this raw and low voice that I'm sure if he continues to get trained he will sound great. I also think this is the first time that I heard him sing live.
  
• All of them sang absolutely well. I mean, even Dongwoon sounded really great! Now, all you Dongwoon fans...don't start sharpening your pitchforks and charging after me. I'm not saying that Dongwoon is a bad singer. I'm just eluding to the fact that Dongwoon has been practicing a lot and this is the outcome. I actually think that his voice matches very well with Yoseob's when they were singing the chorus and you can hear Dongwoon's voice in the background. I'm just so happy and proud seeing the improvements coming out of our maknae.
  
• Lastly, you can truly see the passion and emotion that they put into this song. I can truly feel the song and I applaud them for this great cover. It's a great ballad and made me glad to say that not only are these guys good-looking and amazing dancers, but they've got amazing voices.

Now, they may be some of you who are thinking, "Why didn't she post up the M!NET performance of this song?" Oh! You mean this performance?


Okay, let me tell you why I didn't choose this perf and decided with the radio performance. It's not that I didn't like how they sounded here. This is another great and solid performance. But I just felt like they sounded too controlled here and the arrangement is different. So, it's pretty simple enough to say that I just preferred the radio version much better. I just thought that in their radio performance their voices sounded to unrestricted and they just went for it. Now, I agree with the face that the performance here in M!NET is much more polished and refined...and if that's why you prefer then listen to this one. But I hope that you guys can sort of understand what I'm talking about if you decide to listen to BOTH videos.

So....that's that! My favorite covers of theirs....Despite Holding On by Noel.

KxF

Day 2 - Your Favorite Song of Theirs

Now it is Day 2 of the B2ST Day challenge. Here is my favorite song of theirs.


This song is titled, "Take Care of my Girlfriend (Say No)" from their second mini album, Shock of the New Era. Despite the fact that the music video looks like it was rushed or this was really their concept, I absolutely love the lyrics to this song. The main reason why is probably because the lyrics are so true and typical when it comes to relationships. I purposely chose this specific youtube video because it comes along with the english translation. Read the lyrics as you watch the music video.

Or, I can just give you the gist of what the song is about.

The song is mainly centered around how a guy is being asked from his friend if he can date his ex-girlfriend. Even though the guy is still in love and hurting, he acts cool and tells his friend that he can go ahead and date his ex-girlfriend since they have nothing left anyways. But in reality, he wants the girl to "say no" because he's still hoping that the girl's heart is still waiting for him.

Whenever I listen to a B2ST song, I always forget that all of the raps were written by Junhyung. It's interesting that most of his lyrics that he creates are mostly about love and relationships. Now, even though the thought that the only reason why he has so much inspiration to write those lyrics is because he's been with a couple of girls already bothers me....they are truly good.

These are the two raps that he wrote for this song.

That that that that that’s ok
Get get get get away
“It’s okay I guess since there’s not much left from our relationship
Stop apologizing, I’m not that hurt anyways
Just please be a better boyfriend to her”

“She can’t drink much, hates the fume of cigarettes,
She hates being alone, so be with her always
And make sure you always…always remember her birthday”
Not even sure why I had told him all this

Okay, who hurt you Junhyung? Like...seriously. I would think that if this was truly from experience, I would think that Junhyung would stand up and get the girl again realizing that he wants to be with her again. But I guess that's not the case. Referring to the first verse, that is such a typical situation. I know that if I was in that situation I wouldn't speak up and continue to hurt by myself. The same goes for the second rap. It looks like you love the girl so much that you find yourself giving advice about the girl you still love to a man who's going to take her away. But trust me, read all of the lyrics.

So, this is my favorite B2ST song so far. It's a bittersweet song with meaningful lyrics. I totally recommend this song to anyone...well, to people who listen to kpop. Enjoy it!

[NOTE] - Okay. I had to change the youtube vid since the one I used before got removed. So this vid does not have translations like the other did. I just wanted to put that out there.

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B2ST 20 Day Challenge - Day 1

Oh...I know. I know that it's been forever since I have blogged and typed anything here. To be honest, I have plenty of things that I want to blog about. The only problem is that the minute I go and start to write my blogpost...I get lazy and put it off while I go on twitter and just play games. So, I decided to do this challenge to give me a reason to blog so the 'people' that even look at my blog frequently won't wonder or wait till my next blogpost.

...haha! Look at me, acting like people read my blog and actually anticipate my next blogpost...eh! Whatever, I told myself when I first started this blog was that it was just a way for me to spazz about my kpeens and only for me...and if people happen to read it then great. Anyways, let me start off the challenge!!

DAY 1 - YOUR BIAS AND WHY

Now to those that know me and my love for B2ST know that I have two biases in B2ST and you cannot make me just pick one. I understand that for a while one was higher than the other because of what he did...but that only lasted for maybe and week. They are both my biases and will forever be my biases. Let me introduce you all to them.

YANG YOSEOB

There are so many reasons as to why Yoseob is my bias. What first drew me into him was his personality. He is just filled with hyper and laughter. There is never a dull moment when he's around and I find myself looking in his direction. Another reason why I like him is that it doesn't seem like he cares about how he seems like to the public. The idea of keeping his idol image does not seem to phase him at all! He acts goofy and if he has skin blemishes? IT DOES NOT BOTHER HIM! When I went to ask him to have a picture with him, he totally accepted and didn't care if he didn't have any make up and you can see his acne scar.


Also, I can't leave out the fact that he can be cute, sexy, hot and UNF! Sure, everyone only sees Yoseob as this cute and adorable guy that you want to hug and cuddel with. Now, don't get me wrong. There is nothing wrong with that! I want to do that too! But people, you've got to realize that he is MUCH MORE than CUTE! What makes him so sexy is the look on his face when he is passionately singing...then he has this lustful gaze that makes him VERY UNF!

Lastly, I'm just in love with his voice. That is what truly locked it in for me. Listen to his voice.

Doesn't his voice just make you melt? I do every time I hear him sing. Now...it is time for my other bias.

YONG JUNHYUNG

Now if Yoseob caught my attention because of his personality and cute image, Junhyung here was the total opposite. I noticed the raw sex appeal and UNF that came out of this man every time he came on stage. I saw it every time he has that angry gaze filled with sexual frustration that is aching to be released. This guy is seriously my one and only BAMF rapper at the moment. Sorry Taecyeon...but you gotta up your game.


But see...that was a totally superficial and based on looks. That can always change and such...but what secured his place was when I found out that he wrote all of the lyrics for like, the MAJORITY if not ALL of the songs in their albums. This man here is so talented in every way possible. He writes lyrics, is an amazing dancer and brings so much appeal to the groups with the way he raps.

There is also one thing that makes me really love Junhyung as well. This serious mean looking guy is GOOFY as well! Sure, he doesn't show it like every minute like Yoseob does but when he does its so special. Main reason why is because I know that he can be a lot of fun and be wacky too. It's just that he doesn't show it much because I think he's supposed to have this image where he's supposed to be cool and manly. So whenever I see things like this, I cherish it very much.

So, there! These two are my biases in B2ST. I know...everyone keeps telling me that I have to choose one of them. But guess what? I just can't. I really do love them both equally. Sure, it may seem like I'm spazzing a lot more towards Junhyung one day and the other day its Yoseob. But in the end, it's still the both of them.

My two boyfriends...

KxF

2 out of 4 gifts worn...maybe?

So...um, I wasn't sure whether or not I should blog about this because I'm not 100% sure that I'm right about this. But I decided that there would be no harm if I did write about this possible happening so here I am on my laptop typing up this blogpost.

To those who actually look through my blog and to my friends that I spazz to know that I gave out exactly four gifts; two shirts for Yoseob, a hat for Junhyung and a beanie for Hyunseung.I have already freaked out and document my amazing experience with Yoseob wearing the green shirt that I bought for him. I guess you can say that's one down. To tell you the truth, I didn't really expect to see Hyunseung and Junhyung wear the gifts I gave them because not everyone wears a hat every day and a shirt is always worn. You guys can see the hat that I got Junhyung if you go and look at my B2ST in LA blogpost. For Hyunseung, it was a seriously last minute decision to get him a gift so my friend Meggie and I didn't even think about taking a pic of our gift. We got him a ring pop, Hershey's chocolate bar and a gray beanie that has a short visor.

Now, that was just some background information for what I'm about to write next. This will also explain why there is a 'maybe' in my blog title.

The reason why I decided to give Hyunseung a beanie is because I always see him wear a beanies, not a hat. But the thing is...I have only seen Hyunseung wear a black beanie with those longs strings and recently another black beanie with strings with white designs on it.


I usually see the pure black beanie the most and I actually forgot that he wore the one on the bottom. But what I'm trying to say is that it's always black whenever I see him wear a beanie. Now, because Hyunseung wasn't my bias in the beginning and didn't pay much attention to him, I don't know if he has worn any other colored beanie before. I tried asking people around but I'm not really getting any responses....which makes me kind of sad.

Anyways, a couple days ago I decided to check out the B2STrising site since I haven't been there for a while. I've been going to another B2ST centered forum instead...so like I was saying, I went on B2STrising. I went to the Eye Candy section to see if there were any new photos. I clicked on a link and the first photo that I saw got me thinking.


So...I noticed that Hyunseung is wearing a gray beanie. I controlled myself and didn't spazz out like the Yoseob incident because I do not see the small visor that my beanie had. I tried to look at the rest of the photos to see if they have more photos of Hyunseung since he could have worn it backwards with the visor on the back. As I looked I saw two more photos of the gray beanie and lets just say that it just kept me wondering.


As I saw the profile photo I sort of felt a bit down because I didn't see the small visor on the back. But then I started to stare at the photo and began to think of certain ideas that it could be ours. Sure, people can say that I'm just making up theories that will fit into what I want it to be. But I'm also thinking logically about this. So here are my thoughts on these photos.

Profile pic: Okay. If this is the beanie that I bought with the visor, there is a chance that he decided to fold it or something. Now, the visor part wasn't even that long. It was short if you ask me. Also, I'm not too sure bout this but do people really fold their beanies that like? I mean...if they were going to fold it wouldn't they fold it all around? With a visor, you could fold it but if you were to fold it all the way the lengths wouldn't be the same. I don't know, whenever I see a person wearing a beanie I haven't seen them fold it like this. I just think its a possibility that he could have folded the visor.

Back view pic: I only have one thing to say about this. Now...beanies are supposed to be sung on a person's head. If one were to fold their beanie that didn't have a visor, I would still think that it would some what be snug still. But if you look at the photo, the sides of the beanie are pointing out and you can see a gap. For me, I would think that if there was a visor or a firm material of some sort that was connected to something soft be folded, because of the firm material its going to point out. Okay, I understand that what I just typed may not make sense but just try to think about it. The corners or sides will stick out because of the difference between the firm and soft material causing it too look something like the photo.

Well...those are my thoughts. Honestly, I just wish that if Hyunseung wears the beanie I got for him that he would wear it PROPERLY...with the VISOR! If not, at least make it obvious that there's a visor because all this guess work is driving me crazy.

[NEW INFO]: Okay...I wrote this blogpost like...a couple of days ago. If you asked me then how sure I was that this was the beanie I bought him, I would have told you that I was 85% sure that it was ours. But after seeing a photo and thinking more about it...I'm not as confident anymore. Hell...I'm beginning to believe that it's not my beanie at all. Sighs...I guess I just have to wait and see Hyunseung wear a gray beanie again...WITH the VISOR!

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Wonder Girls and 2pm Concert

Yes, I have finally stopped being lazy and decided to type up my experience at the Wonder Girls and 2PM concert at the House of Blues in Anaheim. I would have done this the day after the concert but I was so tired and sore that I ended up not doing it. So, I was like, "Okay. I'll do it the next day." I was uploading my videos on YouTube and picking out the pics that I found decent enough to put on the blog. Once I finished the photos and watermarking it, I saw that whenever you upload a YouTube video it takes HELLA long for it to fckin load so I ended up doing the rest of the videos today since yesterday I was out the whole entire day with my friends. So, here we are and I'm going to start writing the experience right now.

I woke up around 8:20am and it was so hard to do that because I usually wake up around 10am. Yes, that's bad but that doesn't concern us right now in this post. Anyways, I got all ready and even made an effort with how I looked like. I even straightened my hair! When it comes to kpeen I have to go all out and make myself presentable at least. The original plan was that we would leave around noon and get there around 1PM but after my friend Sarah mentioned that some fans arrived at the LA show at 9AM we decided to make it earlier. So we left around 10AM and I was sort of nervous and excited because this would be the first time I'm driving people on the freeway other than Neenr. I don't really drive the freeway that often so it was an exciting moment for sure. So I picked everyone up and we arrived at the House of Blues in Downtown Disney.


This is how the House of Blues looked like and trust me, this whole place was filled with lines of fans much later in the day. We walked around for a bit like getting drinks at Jamba Juice and looking at stuff at a store called Sephora which had make up things like eyeliners, blush, mascara, etc. We all bought food from Wetzel Pretzel and went back to the House of Blues and sat down to what we thought was the line. It was confusing because there were two lines and we didn't know which one was the right one. The main reason why was that we had VIP tickets so we weren't sure if there was a different line for us or something. So to pass the time I just took some random photos of my friends.


So yes, we were just waiting in line and I had some korean pocky with me which as you can see, my friends wanted to eat. Just some fun pics that I wanted to post. Now, the excitement and the moments begin.

I was just standing and we were situated on the right side of the House of Blues. I was looking up at the balcony, the second level of the place and I saw someone come out of it. The guy was wearing a red cap and a gray shirt and I just knew that it was none other than 2PM's maknae, CHANSUNG!!! But then when I averted my eyes down to my level I saw someone else walk out from somewhere and headed towards the stairs of the House of Blues and I saw that it was also a 2PM member, WOOYOUNG!!! Wooyoung was wearing a plain white shirt and if I remember correctly he was wearing black rimmed glasses as well. Anyways, it looked like the two of them switched. Chansung walked down the stairs and decided to walk around Downtown Disney with a noona and someone else while Wooyoung walked up the stairs. Honestly, I was just watching Chansung walk right by in front of us while my friends were recording and taking pics of it. I mean, you would think that seeing him already back in May for KMF I wouldn't spazz as much. Oh how wrong I was...I was still as stunned as I was before. When he finally was out of eye sight Sarah immediately told my cousin, Neenr, that now would be the best time for her to go up to him and get her Men's Health magazine with HIM ON IT signed. Neenr wasn't sure but we pushed her and she ended up going with Mary and Jenny and followed Chansung. So that just left Sarah, Meggie and I at our spot in the supposed line. At least 2omins went by and the three never came back and we were really hoping that Neenr got her magazine signed. Right after we were talking about that, we overheard a girl that was bout 3 people down from us ask out loud of the girl that was going to pass us was a Wonder Girl's member. We looked in that direction and it was...YOOBIN! Honestly, she is SO BEAUTIFUL in person and SO SKINNY! I didn't think she was THAT skinny but in real life...she really is. A girl went up to her and asked for a picture and she complied! That was so nice of her. There was a guy with Yoobin and he was the one that took the picture. The guy that was with her is someone we are familiar with because we saw a good amount of him at the Sherton hotel during the KMF weekend. Hell, we were even in the elevator with him. So we guessed that he was their stylist or something. Anyways, back to what I was saying. After that one girl that took a picture with Yoobin, the stylist sort of hinted no more and they were on their merry way.

Now it was Sarah's turn. She didn't know if she should go after her and get a signature. She kept on hesitating until Meggie pushed her and the two of them went after her. So...that just left me alone. Keeping our spot..while the others were stalking kpop idols. There I was, holding onto my bag with my hands on top of it. I would check my phone from time to time just to see what time it was. I went on twitter and read tweets and tweeted things. Yup...it was great. Go ahead. I'll give you guys a couple of seconds to feel bad for me or sad that I was left alone. *waits a couple of seconds* Ok, that's enough. It may not have been that long but it seemed like a while so I started to text my friends and such if they succeeded in meeting them and getting signatures. While I was texting one of them I got a call from Meggie. I answered it and she told me this.

Meggie: Hey, come to the World of Disney right now. Quickly.
Me: What? Where is that?
Meggie: The place that Sarah wanted to go in earlier. Just come here!
Me: (already left line) I still don't know where you want me to come. Is it far?
Meggie: Sort of. Just run over here! Quickly!
Me: Fine! Alright, whatever.

Honestly...I was a little bit 'grr' because I really didn't know where I was going. I almost just got over it and not even bother with trying to get there quickly but just walk. I reached the store and got in. I walked around a bit but I still didn't know where everyone else is and took my cell out and called Meggie. The minute I called Meggie and started to walk around someone walked right by me with their hood up. I looked at the person and it was..SUNYE from Wonder Girls. We made eye contact and once we passed each other I didn't even hear Meggie on the other line because I could not believe that I just passed by a Wonder Girl's member. I ended up hanging up the phone because I actually saw her right after that quick encounter. I started to freak out a bit because I told them that I just passed by and saw Sunye. Then Meggie told me that Chansung is here and I turned around and there he was! Apparently all of them got Chansung's signature and Meggie told me to go to Chansung and ask him for one too. He kept on walking and THANK YOU ot one of the woman that they were with because she picked up an outfit or something and showed them, including Chansung, which made them stop walking and laugh. You know how in some stores the have like an aisle of merchandise in the middle of a hallway? Well that was where they were. On the right side there were fan girls who were taking pictures and everything until one of the guys told them to please stop. He wasn't mean about it which was cool. I had my album out and already opened to his page but I didn't know how to approach him till Meggie told me to go on the other side. I was so nervous so it was a good thing that Meggie pushed me to do this. So...this is what happened.

I walked over the left side and there was no one on that side. I felt nervous because he was around the noonas and stylists. There weren't fans on that side. I found myself like an inch behind him and I wasn't sure on how to get his attention. I know that kpop idols don't like to be touched and such so I sort of hesitated thinking of what to do. What I ended up doing was slowly tapping him on his left shoulder and he turned around to look at me. I swear, I'm SO GLAD that I didn't go blank when I made eye contact with him and acted like an idiot. My voice was a bit timid but I showed him my album and asked "Can you sign?" Now, I really thought that he was going to say no and reject me because what he said sounded like, "Ah...um, nn-ok." I honestly think that if I didn't have my album already opened to his picture he would have said no but because it was already there and I had the pen ready, might as well do it. So, THANK GOODNESS I opted to opening it to his page already. And did I forget to mention that he is FCKIN TALL?! Like...damn! I was just a bit above his shoulders but I had to look up..and I don't look up that often. Anyways, he took my album and the silver sharpie. Now for some strange reason, the thought of getting it personalized never comes across my mind. I was just waiting for him to sign it and then give it back to me. But then he looked at me and asked with his cute engrish, "What ur name?" Again, I am SO GLAD that my brain was STILL FUNCTIONING! Not only is this gorgeous UNF kpeen literally close enough for me to jump his bones, we made EYE CONTACT and spoke to me in his sexy ENGRISH! Damn...well, I'm also happy that he asked me what my name is because it is now VERY personal. Chansung had already written the 'To' part when I said, "Jessica." I thought this was the CUTEST thing ever. He had the sharpie ready to write my name and when I said 'Jessica' I literally saw his hand freeze right next to the 'To.' I heard him sort of mumble my name slowly and I got the hint. I opened my mouth and said, "J...E...S...S...ICA." I had to spell out my name for him! Maybe I'm just being ridiculous but I thought that was really cute...haha! I didn't really pause in between the last three letters which made him stop and ask me again. It was after I said 'I' that he asked, "Uh...C..A?" I nodded and replied with a "Yea" and he finally finished writing my name. So I watched him sign my name and looked at his face a couple of times...pictures really do not do this man justice. He is so good-looking and cute...anyways, I don't know if it takes a while for him to do his signature but it felt like it took at least 2mins for him to finish it. Not that I mind of course, gave me a longer time to be close to Chansung. He was done with his signature and he handed me back my album and I bent my body forward a bit and said "Kamsahamnida" to him where he did the same thing back. I turned around and looked for Meggie but she was actually right behind me during the whole thing! We walked around the display stuff and I saw everyone else and I was spazzing with them. I GOT CHANSUNG'S SIGNATURE!!! OMG!! I can still replay in my mind the whole entire moment this happened and it's so surreal to me!


sighs...it's amazing isn't it? Honestly, I'm not sure on how this comes out to be Chansung...but I don't care! He signed it and his hands TOUCHED my album. Just imagine where those hands could have gone.

So, after that my group of friend and I headed back to the House of Blues to see if we were able to get our spots back. It was a good thing that we talked a bit to the girls that were next to us because they kept our spots for us. The next small thing that happened was that we heard girls starting to scream. We were wondering on why they were screaming and assumed that someone came out to the balcony on the second floor. The rest of us decided to go and look and it was WOOYOUNG. Again, I didn't take pics of this. I just watched. Lol! It was cute because he looked at us, the fans, and he was all smiling and waved to us. It was nice of him to come out and do that. He may have done a peace sign if I remember correctly and once he was done he waved goodbye and went back inside the House of Blues. Now, this whole entire day I had no sense of what time it was. So I don't know how long it was after Wooyoung went back in that I saw CHANSUNG again. I guess he was done with his walking around Downtown Disney and jogged back to the House of Blues, running up the stairs. Girls were screaming, including us, things like "Whoo! Chansung!" or "Run Chansung Run!" or "I love 2pm! Whoo!" I had my eyes on him the whole entire time and once he reached the top the stairs to go the second floor he had this big grin on his face. I knew what that face meant. It was a totally 'Oh yeah...all these girls love me.' And you know what Chansung, yes we do!

After that happened, that's when all the waiting happened and let me say....it was horrible. The organization of the whole ordeal was just crazy. We didn't know where to go and there was no VIP line yet. Then this one guard guy was giving out wristbands and we had no idea what they were for. So finally when they told us the details and we were put in our lines. It literally felt like forever that whole time. Only two things happened during our wait for the Wonder Girls and 2PM photo opportunity.

1) When I first saw Wooyoung earlier that day, there was a guy holding a camera that was recording. That same guy was walking around and taking vids of the people in the lines. There was like...roughly 3 or 4 lines that were created. Once he went to our line we just said that typical things such as 'I love 2PM and Wonder Girls' and such. Jenny had a poster so she unfolded it and showed it to the camera. After that he went off to the other lines. While he was off to the other lines, I suddenly thought of something. I told Neenr that she should go and catch his attention again and show him her Men's Health magazine that has Chansung on it. The rest of us agreed and I honestly thought that if she did that she would probably not be edited out for whatever that video is for. Because really...she was, or IS the only girl that had that magazine. He was already almost done with the line that he was recording and Neenr was hesitating. I kept telling her to do it but she was stalling. So I told her that I would do it with her so she held onto my shirt and I walked over towards him. We got his attention and Neenr lifted her magazine. I saw the cameraman smile a bit and I was pointing at the magazine saying 'Men's Health' and then a couple of seconds later we walked away with me saying '2PM yeah!'

2) Okay. I understand that yelling and screaming are a VERY common reaction when you see a kpeen. For people in the US who aren't able to see these kpeens live like the fangirls in Korea, it is only normal for us to spazz when we see them. But come on, BE REASONABLE! While I was standing with my friends in line, I glanced at the second floor of the House of Blues and I saw someone in a red plaid shirt standing near a pillar like thing. I guess he decided to come out and see how many fans were outside. The minute he came out...some FANGIRL started to scream. Oh no...not just any ordinary scream. It sounded like she was DYING or something. I call it the BANSHEE scream. It was just horrible and the girl WOULD NOT STOP! And because of that ear piercing scream, the guy immediately turned around and walked back inside with his drink in hand. So, he basically just walked out for a couple of seconds and went back. The kpeen that came out was...JUNSU. Thanks a lot banshee girl. Junsu could have stayed outside longer.

The worst part was really the waiting. We heard that we would be going in and taking the photos at around 5PM. It was already passed 5PM and it was close to becoming 6PM. Of course during all that waiting one's mind begins to start thinking. We all knew that the supposed 'Meet and Greet' isn't really a meet and greet. It was said that it's pretty much a go in and go out type procedure. The majority of us began to think that we paid too much for something like that. You couldn't even hand give them the gifts that you have for them. You had to place them on a table that will then be gathered and given to them. I don't know...we paid $100 more for this meet and greet and to us we thought that it wasn't that worth it. But let me say this...the minute it was time for us to take the pictures with the Wonder Girls and 2PM...it was TOTALLY WORTH IT! Lol!

So it was time for the pictures. We had to get our cameras ready with flash because the place was dark inside. I got in and the first group that I was going to take a pic with was Wonder Girls.


I walked over to them and they are REALLY beautiful. Like...wow. I stood where I was directed to stand and then I was totally surprised when Sunye just put her hands on my shoulder and arm. They were all smiles and welcoming. I only remember the members Yenny, Sunye and Sohee. I think I only glanced at Yoobin and Hae Lim. What I noticed while looking at this photo is that...well, the Wonder Girls are short. I'm already their height and I wasn't wearing any heels. I love Yoobin's hair. If I was allowed to dye my hair again, I would want her red hair color. Once it was over I got my camera and looked over at them and thanked them. They returned the greeting with waves and thanks you's as well. So I walked around and waited in line to take a pic with 2PM. Then...it was my turn.


*stares at the pic*....oh! Sorry, I couldn't help but keep on staring at this pic. Anyways, my experience. So I went in and gave the woman my camera and turned around to look at 2PM for the first time. Well, not really the first time since I saw them during my KMF experience..but you get what I mean. Anyways, when I turned around I sort of hesitated a bit not knowing where I'm supposed to stand. I believe that Khun and Junho got the hint because they both moved and gestured with their hands for me to stand in between them. Khun said, "Here" while Junho said, "Come! Come! Here." Now, the woman was ready to take the picture and I saw her push the button..but nothing happened. Another lame thing about the new camera is that you have to push hard or kind of get the timing right for it to take the shot. So as nothing happened and we were waiting, I still had the smile on my face but I quietly did the 'You've-got-to-be-kidding-me' laugh because I could not believe that my camera wasn't working at this very moment. But then I heard someone say "Pressuh button." I'm like...90% sure that it was WOOYOUNG who said it. His engrish is so cute and he's the member that rarely speaks english. Now I know how good-looking Khun is, but I just couldn't stop spazzing about Junho. He was SO NICE and welcoming. When I situated myself in between the two of him I felt Junho was telling me to get closer. Which, of course I did and I love how Junho bent down because it felt like he wanted to get closer. But that wasn't the best part! As we were all posing for the picture and waiting for the woman to take it, I felt a hand on my back...and it was JUNHO's HAND! ALSO! I could feel him hovering over me and his CHEST was against MY BACK! Just imagining his body against mine doesn't closely match up to how it actually felt. After staring at the pic for a long time...I realized how close Khun's and Junho's PEEN was to me. Also, you can see some Woo bulge...I love it. I like how the majority of them were smiling and Wooyoung is even showing teeth! At first I didn't like Junsu's pose but now I think he looks really cute leaning on Chansung like that. As you can see from the photo, Taecyeon is the only one who isn't smiling. To be honesty, I don't remember seeing Taecyeon or Junsu. The people that I remember seeing are Khun and Junho while I only got a glance at Chansung and Wooyoung. I know, how can I NOT see Taeceyon? Hell, he's my bias for 2PM! It's because that he was on the end and when I entered my eyes were at the woman who was gonna take the photo. Then when I turned to look at them, I don't know why but Khun and Junho just seemed to look brighter than everyone else...like there was a glow or something. Lol! I know...how weird. The photo was taken and I got my camera and looked back at 2PM and said thank you while they said the same thing back along with 'Enjoy the show' type comments.

I was going to go and write about how I felt about how a bit scary it was to be shoved by a mass of people trying to go down the stairs, or how it felt a sauna being in the crowd being so close to people that you were pretty much getting intimate with total strangers. But that's just too much to write so I'm going to post the videos and pics that I took of the concert. So lets start with the only decent pics that I took.

So these are all of the photos that turned out decent during the concert. Even though I'm angry that my camera isn't as good as I thought it was, I did get some good shots. I got some Taek bulge pics, one where it looks like Junsu is looking into my camera and smiling pics of Junsu and Wooyoung. I understand that there is only ONE pic of Wonder Girls but its a pretty good pic don't ya think? I truly believe that Yoobin is so pretty and I love Yenny because she looks HEALTHY! She's not a twig and I think that's awesome. I was only able to record 3 of the 5 performances that 2PM did and I only got the first two performance and the beginning of the third when it came to the Wonder Girls because my camera died. Here are my vids.




Those are the videos that I took. I have to say that my favorite video is probably 2PM's 10 out of 10 because I was able to catch the whole entire song and the Junho butt grab from Khun. I also captured the flips at the end and 2PM saying good bye. The last video with Wonder Girls dancing sexy got cut because that was when my camera died. I only really have one thing to say about these vids. Now, I love fanboys. I think they're cool because they're into kpop. But I was not a fan of the FANBOY that was in front of me. He told us that he wasn't much of a fan of 2PM so my friends and I thought that we don't have to worry about him. But no. He must of lied because the hand and video in the 2PM vids are HIS hand. I was even on a STEP which means that he was really tall. He just kept blocking my line of vision and when the Wonder Girls came on, he went crazy! He knew the choreography for all of their popular songs and danced it like he was just by himself. He was so close and the way he was dancing up on me, let's just say that the way I would let him dance like that is if he was buying me lunch the next day.

Anyways, the concert ended around 10:30PM? Honestly, I really do not remember when the concert ended. I know that we hung out at Downtown Disney for roughly an hour and arrived home around midnight. These are two things that I got.


The picture on the left is a brochure that was just laying around near the bar and I decided to take one. It was cool that you could see a picture of the Wonder Girls and 2PM on the 12th of June. Then the picture on the right was given to me after I was done taking pics with the two groups. It's kind of like a poster of the Wonder Girls that's the size of a typical printer paper.

So when I came home, I was totally EXHAUSTED! I sat on my bed and it felt SO GOOD since I've been standing for literally the whole day and it didn't help that I was enclosed in a place with people against me from every side with half of my foot on only HALF of the step for roughly an hour. As I was sitting down I looked at my feet and I saw that my veins were popping out! I have never seen that before and I was like whoa! I'm assuming that was the only time the blood was able to flow through freely. I thought it looked cool while my mom was a bit worried. Haha!


Yes. It's what you think it is. These are pics of my feet after the concert with my veins popping out. I know, it's odd to post pics of my feet and it's probably something that you DO NOT WANT to see. But you know what? Whatever...I wanted to post them.

So overall, I really had a great day with surprisingly no regrets. I'm usually someone who would have at least ONE regret and it would bother me because I would have wished that I did it. I had a couple during my B2ST encounters and Kpop idol sightings but during this concert I really didn't have any. I felt quite content. If I had to say one regret it would be that I didn't say 'Dream Team fighting' to Junho but then Neenr reminded me that he has a twitter and I can tweet it to him. After I heard that the dark cloud above me suddenly went away. Sure, the chance of Junho reading my tweet is slim but he COULD have read it. That's why I can say that I have no regrets of the concert. 2PM did say that they'll be coming back real soon and I hope it they'll perform in Anaheim again.


Here's a pic that I took right when I came home. I changed my clothes and was all comfortable. I have to say though, after all the pushing and such...the messy hair look isn't that bad. Lol! So, PEACE OUT!!

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B2ST's New Look

Okay, not all of B2ST changed their look. It's already known that Dongwoon dyed his hair to a light brown not so long ago. I was checking through my twitter this morning and read a tweet that said something like Yoseob has dyed his hair and I knew that I had to check it out. I was going to check it out on my iPhone but it was taking FOREVER to download so I was like, "Fck this. Gonna get my laptop." So I got my laptop and looked at the new hair of three of the members and I have to say that I'm okay with two of them. Let's see if you guys are okay with them.


Oh Hyunseung...what did they do? They must've hired back the stylist that gave you that totally unappealing bowl cut hair cut during the Bad Girl days. When I first saw that you curled your hair, I liked it! I really did! You looked cute and it suited you. But I thought that it was just that one show until I began to see you with curled hair every time. So, I can only assume that you had it permed. I felt like it was a little bit messy in the next pictures I saw with this curled look. But I didn't mind it much because you had BLACK HAIR at the time and now its light brown again. Now, don't get me wrong Hyunseung. I still think that you're gorgeous and want to go on a date with you. I'm just not feeling this curly top do that you have...and I'm beginning to think that I like BLACK HAIR on you. I'm not sure if I'll be able to warm up to this new hair of yours but I hope that I'll get used to it. And who knows? Whenever I dislike something from the beginning, I tend to like it later on...but we'll see.


I'm actually digging this red head look on my BAMF rapper from B2ST. *hears crickets and gets WTF looks* What? It really suits him. It's kind of the same color that Junho had...has? I don't know how his hair looks like at the moment...but I think it looks better on Junhyung. Sure, he isn't as menacing as a red head but he is still sexy. He can still make my downstairs quiver with his UNF that he seems to never run out of. And add to the mix his newly toned arms (which I have yet to blog about..but I will)...this man keeps getting sexier.


Yup! The day has come. The day that Yoseob was going to lose his light hair and have it dark once again. I kind of find it funny that this happened because a couple of days ago, I wondered on when Yoseob was going to have dark hair again and then I see this. Light or dark hair, this guy is going to still look cute. I have to admit that it's still sort of odd for me to see him with dark brown hair because I'm so used to him being blonde. But because it's Yoseob, I know that I'm going to get used to it REAL soon and I know how UNF he can be with blonde hair. I think the UNF is going to be WAY MORE enhanced with this dark hair of his...along with his new body (again, still need to blog bout that)....

So, based on my little rants on these photos you can guess which of the two that I liked and the one that I disagreed with. I'm really excited to see all these new changes and curious on if this is for their next album or something. I can't wait! I hope that I don't have to wait TOO long now...

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