BEAST Singing in Japanese? HELL YEA!

YES!!!! YES YES YES!!! THE JAPANESE VERSION OF SHOCK IS OUT!!! WOOT WOOT!!

As you can see, I'm pretty excited about the release of this music video. When the teaser came out...NOT the 36sec one with a girl sitting in the chair...the one on a japanese news show thing, I was all pumped for two things. One, I get to see another mv by Beast. Two, I wanted to see how the song will sound like in japanese. So I got a tweet from my awesome gal @CosmoQueen_ that had a link to the video...and I so conveniently have it here.

I am absolutely too lazy to look for and create gifs of certain parts of the music video I want to to talk about. I was just too excited and I want to get right to spazzing about this video with you all. So, if you want to....it would really help...go load the video first and if interested, go to time the corresponds with my comment. Let's get to it, yea?

• 0:30 - YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM THAT THEY KEPT THE GUITAR CORD BONDAGE!!!! I would have been DEVASTATED if they didn't put that in. Yoseob laying down on that glowing floor with guitar cords molesting his body is a KEY PART of the music video! I mean, INANIMATE OBJECTS such as GUITAR CORDS also want to GROPE and FEEL around his PEEN! Not just living objects like us fangirls, but normal day to day things! Do you realize this Yoseob?! You and that peen of yours are no longer safe because who knows! As you're sleeping in your bunk bed you may think that's DooJoon's hand thats creeping up your leg...but it's your cord of your cell phone charger! Sighs...this only reminds me of my longing of being that guitar cord that SLOWLY gliding up your peen. Oh to be an inanimate object....
• 0:44 - Um....Junhyung is rapping in korean. Is it just me, but did that throw you off too? I was watching it expecting japanese but Junhyung is rapping in japanese. I was like, "Wha?" Don't get me wrong, Junhyung is still spewing the SEX like always. I was just thrown off, that's all. Lol! I gotta say though, the sexual appeal of him with the mohawk and this off-to-the-side hair is different. The mohawk hairstyle gave him this badass guy who'll dominate you while the off-to-the-side hair makes him seem like a tease and a flirt. Either way though, my ovaries want his peen.
• 2:26 - You just keep on testing my ovaries, aren't you Dongwoon? Like I said two blogposts back, I just wanted to have you as my best guy friend. Then you had to flash your abs and I began to doubt myself. Well, you did it again maknae. Despite the fact that it was only a second long, I twitched down there. You just HAD to look at the camera with that LUSTFUL gaze and run your fingers down your face and lips. Well...damn you Dongwoon. Damn you for making me think these thoughts and my body ache for you. Grr...
• 2:54 - Oh hell yea! Yoseob got a small dance solo...and look at how UNF-TASTIC he is!! I truly believe that all of Beast can dance really well. So it's great to see him get a solo moment here. I also love his pose at the end of it when he pops his collar. It just screams, "Tch, forget being cute. I'm one fine piece of man candy." Yes you are Yoseob. Yes you are.
• 3:17 - FINALLY! JUNHYUNG SPOKE JAPANESE! And you know what? Junhyung sounds FUCKING HOT IN JAPANESE! Hell, they all sounded SEX-TASTIC in japanese. I don't know why....but I find myself jizzing faster this time around.
• Now...just because I didn't mention Hyunseung, Kikwang or DooJoon doesn't mean that I didn't notice them now. The three of them were as SEXY as the others. Hyunseung looked REAL GOOD in this mv. He actually looks japanese to me in the video...with that fur neck thing. SO GORGEOUS! With Kikwang...of course he's amazing in it. Thick lips and a SEX aura. He never fails me. Then with DooJoon? His arms are FUCKIN FINE! I am so happy to see that he was sleeveless in the mv....he should have been sleeveless throughout the whole video.
  

I really really approve of this music video. Shock in japanese sounds AMAZING and works very well. I also love how this music video seems to be Yoseob bias. XD There just seems to be so much Yoseob SEX in it...and I LOVE IT!! KYAA!! So all you fangirl and fanboys.....GO JIZZ IN YOUR PANTIES OVER THIS UNF FILLED MUSIC VIDEO!

[SIDE NOTE: This is for unicorn...who has commented on my blog. I just wanted to say that I've gone to your blog and I wanted to comment on a post of yours...but it seems like I can't comment. Like...the comment box doesn't show. Lol! I wanted you to know that...so you can fix it and such. I wanna comment. ^^]

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I'm Back Bitches! Thanks BEAST!

Well, the title pretty much sums it up. Lol! As I look at the last time I blogged, I can tell that it's been a while since I've posted anything on here. Over a month to be exact and I'm sad that it happened. But do not worry, I think I have got my drive back and that is all because of the amazing kpeen group called BEAST!

Now, before I continue on to blabble about the SEX that is the members of Beast, I just need to let this out there. I don't know if I have already complained about this, but ever since my 2 week hiatus of twitter and kpop....I truly felt like I never really got back into the groove again. I used to be the kind of fangirl that knew all the latest news and one of the first few that new all the things that's happening with Beast. Lately, I've been lagging on Beast and other kpeen groups. I haven't been updating myself on fancams or pictures. And because of that...dare I say...my spazzing and fangirling over them wasn't as high as the level it was before. It's didn't die of course but the level was sub par in my opinion. Then...this morning, I felt it coming back. How you ask? Beast had their encore concert...that's how.

BAM! YOSEOB'S FUCKIN CHOCOLATE LICKIN JIZZTASTIC ABS!

THIS BROUGHT ME BACK TO SPAZZING ABOUT BEAST!! OH MY FUCKIN SHISUS!! I THANK YOU FOR LETTING US SEE THIS GLORIOUS EVENT! I am seriously just sitting here on the couch thinking of what to say but words are not coming to me! The abs on this MAN SEX is making me lose any logical thought and my carnal desires are reaching the surface and taking over. I want to rip those offensive items called CLOTHES OFF so I can see his abs, pecs and everything else in its own glory. I want to run my hands over his abs and lightly hold onto his hips....letting the crevices of his abs be engraved on my tongue as I slowly count each ab one...by...one...and when I'm done counting each ab my teeth grazes down to the top of his boxers and pull it down to his rock hard peen...

SO! It was Yoseob and his abs that brought me back and I thank him. BUT! Yoseob can't take all the credit now. This certain member played a key role in bringing the spazz back in me...and I have to say that I'm kind of surprised at who it was. Now, this is that one member that I don't really go all byeontae on his ass. Sure, I say some pervy comments here and there...but it's just for fun. It's not like Yoseob or Junhyung where I really wanna get in their pants. With this guy, I really just wanted him to be my best friend. You know, that one good looking friend of yours who you have so many crazed fun memories with? Well, that was the relationship that I wanted with this member....my sexy best guy friend. But after seeing this? I'm not sure anymore....friends with benefits?

WHEN THE FUCK DID YOU GET BEASTLY MAKNAE?!

Um...*continues to stare in confusion*...how this happened I have no idea. I am as blown away as all of you. I had NO IDEA that Dongwoon had this under all that clothing. Honestly Dongwoon, I don't know what say. You were the one that I wanted as my best friend! Then you go and VOLUNTARILY take off your shirt because you want to. Yup. You stripped in front of thousands of horny rabid fangirls and managed to not have any of them make their way to the stage and ravish you there. I just...I'm really confused Dongwoon. My heart isn't supposed to beat faster and my ovaries shouldn't be tingling when it comes to you. And I'm staring at places that I would have never thought I would be staring at....like your big pecs and what looks to be erect nipples. I CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF OF THEM! I...want to....suck...damn. What are you doing to me maknae....

I only have one thing to say after I saw this video.

JUNHYUNG BE POPPING?! OMFG!! POP MY CHERRY!!!

And that's all I gotta say. I really did miss this level of spzzing. It truly feels like I have fallen in love with B2ST all over again and it's a great feeling. I also wanna say sorry to the people that may follow my blog for not posting anything for the longest time. I shall try my best to post more frequently. And now...all that's left is for DooJoon to reveal the abs that I'm sure he has and for Junhyung to...well...show me his flat stomach. I sure hope I don't have to wait too long....

Sidebar Changes: I Wanna Do the Nasty With , Can't Stop Thinking Bout

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LETZDANCE...You Make Me Smile

I know that I said that 2011 is going to have to up its game to beat 2010 since I had an amazing year last year with all that happened to me. But I have to say, because of LETZDANCE and DooJoon, this year has started out pretty good already. If you remember, I wrote a blogpost about seeing DooJoon wear the shirt that I initially bout for Yoseob in a video. If not, then you can glance to my sidebar and you'll know. Now, one of my gals on twitter tweeted me that DooJoon really did wear the shirt you bought. I already knew that he wore the shirt because of the video and such, but what she tweeted me was a picture. This is what she tweeted.

I immediately asked her if this picture was recently released or anything since I didn't know that there were pictures out from the same day they recorded that video. The girl told me that it should be recent. I was really happy to see this! Even though this isn't anything new, I'm just glad to see that there is another way for me to see my shirt being worn. Then, when I thought that my happiness and hyperness were going to fade already...I found out that there were more pictures that LETZDANCE released!! Here are two of the few pics that they released!

Technically, you can't see much of the t-shirt in this photo. I just like this photo because of Yoseob actually. Lol! I absolutely LOVE how he pulled up his pants THAT HIGH! I mean, LOOK AT HIS LEGS! Is it right of me to say that I am TOTALLY JEALOUS of how he has NICE LEGS?! Sure, I feel as if his legs are too skinny and my arm is probably thicker than it is....but! You cannot pass the thought that Yoseob has got some sexy legs. It kind of makes you wish the other guys in the group followed after Yoseob. Dongwoon, Junhyung, and Kikwang already have it up a bit. All they have to do is pull it higher and BAM! More sexy legs to look at.

Now....this is absolutely my FAVORITE picture out of all of the ones that I saw. Want to know why? Well, here it is.
DOOJOON IS FCKIN SWEATING IN THE SHIRT! HIS ESSENCE!
Oh yea, that's right. That sheen of sweat on his neck just tells me that he must have danced and practiced REAL HARD in that shirt. I don't know about you all, but I know that DooJoon can sweat a lot with all of the pictures that I have seen. So, that means that DooJoon is SWEATING SO HARD THAT THE SHIRT COULD BE PLASTERED TO HIS SKIN!! Tell me, does it look like the shirt is stuck to his skin from the back? Please be honest so I know whether or not I'm being delusional about all of this. Seriously, I cannot STOP STARING at this picture. DooJoon's sweaty body...sweating against the shirt...MY SHIRT...the shirt I BOUGHT. I just...I don't know what to say anymore but thank you.

Thank you LETZDANCE for releasing pictures from the day B2ST recorded that video for you guys. Thank you DooJoon for wearing the shirt that I bought. Thank you kpop gods for giving me this amazing moment. To what I have done to deserve such a gift is beyond me, but I am honored. Thank you once again.
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Photo of the day - Marie Claire Edition 6

......I don't get it. Honestly, I really don't get it. So far, we have seen very sexy pics of DooJoon...a DooSeob pic...and a very chic Hyunseung pic. Now we get this kind of photo for Junhyung? If you all haven't realized it yet, this isn't one of my favorite pics...which is sad because Junhyung is my other bias.
All I see here is a sad and depressed kpeen. I can only assume that Junhyung is wallowing in his misery laying on that couch. Whether or not it's because DooJoon is getting more action that him with the ladies or if he saw the DooSeob pic. Whatever it is, it must have been bad for him to look like this! To me he looks pale here like he's sick or something. Maybe he's depressed at the fact that he has a cold and couldn't do some hanky panky with Yoseob. Sighs...I really don't know. OR! Maybe he got dumped and he's all heartbroken and cried his eyes out. The tissue box and his red-ish eyes would make sense then.
But after all of those less than positive opinions, I gotta say that he looks pretty good all depressed. Even after all that, Junhyung still manages to keep his good looks. So...coordinators. I wish you gave Junhyung a better concept. You're just lucky that Junhyung looks good most of the time so he was able to make this photo work in its own way...I guess.
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Photo of the Day - Marie Claire Edition 4

To get back into the groove of blogging again, I decided to continue on with my Marie Claire Photo of the Day commentaries with each photo within the shoot. So, let's get to it yea?

Oh coordinators of the photoshoot....THIS is how the pictures are supposed to be. I don't know if it was because you all were afraid of facing my wrath or you finally realized the concepts that WE the fangirls want. As much as I love my biases together, JUNSEOB, I'm really glad to see DOOSEOB in this picture. Before there was a JunSeob, it was DooSeob all the way. I absolutely love seeing these two together and the choice of having a picture with the two of them was perfect. Good job for doing something right coordinators.
Now, I really don't know WHO I want to be in this picture or who's luckier. Even though there is this sweet and serene aura happening in this scene...I really can't help myself.
DO YOU ALL REALIZE HOW CLOSE YOSEOB'S HEAD IS TO DOOJOON'S MIGHTY PEEN?!
Like...seriously. All Yoseob has to do is turn his head and BAM! DooJoon's popsicle is ready for licking. AND!! You cannot overlook the fact that Yoseob has his arms around the famous ROCK HARD THUNDER THIGHS! I swear, this must have been torture for DooJoon...hence his tilted head and him looking up. I bet he's trying REAL HARD to not get turned on with the visual maknae right there near his goods. I mean, I don't blame him. If I was a guy and I had a cute and adorable boy snuggling his head into my crotch and wrapping his arms around my thigh like it's his pillow...I would want to look away as well. Because once I look down and see this promising opportunity, I might end up waking the boy by poking the back of his head with my peen. So, good thing for being a girl! But...poor leader. Then again.....can you blame Yoseob? I would want to rest my head on DooJoon's crotch and "FALL ASLEEP" as I NONCHALANTLY wrap my arms around his thigh. If that's the way they cuddle in Korea, I need to find myself a kpeen ASAP!
Well coordinators, I'm happy to see that you have come to your senses and I don't have to fly all the way over to Korea and take your job.
So, that pretty much ends my DooJoon centered story? Commentary? I really don't know what it's called but all three of them sort of relate to each other. If you follow my blog and read all the DooJoon focused posts, then you'll know. If you don't, it's okay. Lol! Anyways, I hope that this was an okay blogpost. I know that it's been a while so I'm kind of rusty.
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2010 - A Great Year for a Fangirl

Hello everyone! It's been a while huh? During the duration of the non-posting for over a month, I was studying for my finals and once I was finally on winter break I was still busy making my Christmas gifts for my family. It wasn't only till after Christmas that I was free and able to relax. So, I decided to get into the groove of blogging again with the last day of the year 2010 and just reminisce the highlights of the year as we enter the new year of 2011.

Honestly, where do I even start? 2010 could possibly be the most eventful year of my entire life. I've got closer to people, found amazing people who share the same mindset as me, and had things happen in my life that I would never have imagined to occur to me.

I believe that the friendships that I had got a bit stronger and tighter this year because of kpop. Every time I went out to eat, or go karaoke, or stalk kpeens...its always the same group of amazing gals. I know that I can spazz with them and we can chat for hours about our biases. Honestly, its always a blast whenever they are around. The group of girls being Sarah, Meggie, Judith and my cousin, Neenr. I swear, those nights of singing non-stop can be great blackmail material. Lol!

Then, there are my gals in twitter. You guys do not know how many amazing people I have met through twitter. I have gals who I can spazz with together on videos and pictures at the same time! The best part is, they share the same pervert mindset as I do! Like...I can talk as dirty as I want to and they'll join along! I truly feel like myself when I'm on twitter. I can only talk like that with a certain group of people outside of the internet...which is pretty much just my circle of fangirls. To be honest, I was someone who would have never thought that I would get into twitter. I remember that I just got one because my cousins just told me to make an account. I didn't really talk to anyone that much...but I started to get into it the beginning of this year when I started to talking to people. What surprised me was that I can find so many kpoppers on twitter from all over the world! I just wanna say to my gals, and you all know who you are....you have made being a fangirl and part of the kpop craze so much fun. You all have made an impact in my life. I just thought that I had to make that public so it's known. Twitter, thank you for allowing me to find these amazing people. If only I can meet all of you in real life and spazz together.

Now, I have to say what made this year like no other is all of the concerts that I went to and all of the kpeens I saw in person. I do not know what I did to deserve all the luck that I got the last half of this year. I got to watch my current favorite kpop idol group, B2ST perform live and have moments with them that can be considered something as close as a fan meet. I got my album signed by all of the members and a picture with half of them. I can't forget to mention getting back raped from DooJoon and the smile Hyunseung gave me. Then a month later I got to see 2PM for the second time at the Wonder Girls and 2PM concert. I got take a picture with all of them and got a chance to go up to Chansung and get his signature. Then 3 months later I got to go to SM Town and see my first kpop love perform live. SUPER JUNIOR!! To see Eunhyuk look at my sign and acknowledge me twice seriously made my year. And when I thought that was when my kpeen escapades were going to end, JYJ decided to come and perform here in LA and I got to see them live too! Lastly, this was just the cherry on top of my delicious kpeen year. I got to see Yoseob and DooJoon wear the shirts that I bought with my own money. For me, to be able to say that gives me so much joy.

Now, I know that this isn't much of a post...but I just wanted to talk about the highlights of this year. To be honest, I'm really going to miss 2010. I don't want it to end, but we all know that each year ends with a new one to come. I never thought that I would have been able to keep this blog going for this long. I'm the type of person who starts things and doesn't really end them. God knows how many journals and diaries I have with each one saying that this time I'm going to not abandon this diary. Even though I said from the beginning that this blog is just meant for me to spazz and rant my sexual urges to my kpeens....but I don't think I would have kept on blogging if it weren't for the awesome people that have came to my blog and took the time to actually leave a comment. I mean, I got the surprise of knowing that my blog was part of the Top 50 kpop blogs on this one survey! That wouldn't have happened without the people that have stumbled across my blog.

So, to all of you...thank you.

Thank you to my friends who have joined this kpop journey with me and experienced all these amazing kpop adventures together.

Thank you to all my twitter gals who have kept me company whenever we spazz about kpeens and I hope to one day I will be able to meet you all.

Thank you to the kpeens for performing here in LA and giving me moments in my life that I will forever treasure.

And thank you people who read my blog and make me smile every time I see an email saying someone commented.

2010...I'm going to miss you and it's going to be hard to beat this. So, 2011...you better up your game because it's going to take a lot for you to live up to 2010's standards.

Anyways, thanks everyone!

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Photo of the Day - Marie Claire Edition 3

....I see what you did there coordinators of the photo shoot. You probably read my blogpost that I wrote yesterday and got butthurt because I just gave you some constructive criticism. So to get back at me, you go and decide this concept. The leader that is Yoon DooJoon to get intimate with the model whose lips are pretty much touching. I don't care if it's only slightly touching...the bottom line is that they're touching! Honestly coordinators, you're just making it harder for DooJoon and the model. Do you not have eyes to see that this isn't really working? You can't see it? Well let me point it out to you.

The girl is obviously uncomfortable and dissatisfied because her eyes are WIDE OPEN, glancing off to the side. She is not interested. Want to know WHY she is not even REMOTELY enjoying the kiss from the mighty DooJoon? The reason is because DooJoon ONLY lusts for Yoseob or the other members in the group. He probably half-assed it to get it over with. If his peen ain't stirring around in his pants then any passion that may have occured is gone in a flash. I already explained in my last post that girls are just irrelevant to him....basically everyone knows this already. As he's closing his eyes, I'm pretty sure that he's imagining someone else while his lips are merely gracing hers. So, not only have you failed your model and DooJoon...you pretty much caused a disturbance among the DooJoon stans out there. Even though I'm not a DooJoon stan, I'm slightly unhappy with this picture because this isn't what I told you all! I guess I have to go and take your jobs coordinators. Better prepare for me....

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Photo of the Day - Marie Claire Edition 2

First of all DooJoon, I do not get why you are clothed and have your pants soaking wet in the tub. To me, the right way to take a nice bubble bath is to be fully undressed and get rid of the clothing that is hindering the fantastic body that we all know you have. Sure, I thought that you were already in the process of taking your clothes off with your pants all unzipped. But of course, it was just my wishful thinking and my eyes playing tricks on me. It was just your damn white shirt peaking under. So....I continued to ponder as to why you aren't properly unclothed for what is meant to happen, until it hit me.

You're sad that the foot that is finding its way to your crotch isn't your dear Yoseobie huh DooJoon? I guess that's totally understandable. No one gets you hot and bothered than your favorite main vocalist. There's no point in showing your goods to the insignificant girl that is in the tub. YUNleadah wants to hear his Yoseob vocalize his desire as he pounds into him against the edge of the tub, water and bubbles splashing over the rim. That's how it's supposed to be done. It's that simple coordinators of the photo shoot. Please get it right next time, yea? I'm sure that we all would rather see a naked DooJoon in the tub with Yoseob than him all clothed with that irrelevant foot, ok? If not, then I'm going to go take your job photo shoot coordinator.

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Photo of the Day - Marie Claire Edition

So...B2ST did another photo shoot with Marie Claire. Do you all remember the first time B2ST did a photo shoot with them? Yes, it was the shoot where they were all shirtless and mighty tasty. So of course, I had high hopes when I saw the spoiler photos they released of the shoot. As I saw ALL of the photos from the shoot....well, I have things to say for all of the pictures. So, I decided that I would do a Photo of the Day - Marie Claire Edition and feature pretty much all of the photos one by one and divulge my inner thoughts and possible sexual urges on the photos. To start this off...I decided to use the sort of group B2ST picture.

ALCOHOL + DESSERT + B2ST = A FUCKING DELICIOUS ORGY

I don't know about you guys but I seriously get this HIGH CLASS GIGOLO feel from this photo. You all know what I mean...they aren't the cheap man whores that you can get out of a phone book. Hell no. These are A-list men that belong to agencies where the price of one of these guys for one night is probably in the thousands. And let me tell you, with their selection of men to choose from one might be tempted to get multiple because it's so hard for a gal to just pick one. I bet that's what happened to the girl in this photo. She couldn't make up her mind on who she wanted to pay for the whole night and ended up getting all four of them. Now mind you, these are four specific guys who are different from one another.

You've got the young face, Son Dongwoon, whose good looks and celebrity aura draws you in. You're taken back knowing that he's so young and yet, the idea of being taken by someone at his age makes you quiver in anticipation. He'll be inexperienced and wild...totally unrestrained and no control. Pure raw sex. Then you've got the BAMF business man, Yong Junhyung. There's this sense of strictness and dominance that excites you. The thoughts of being overpowered by this top class man gives you a rush that no drug can compete with. You allow yourself to submit and let him have his way with you until he's fully satisfied...and who knows how long that'll take. The next one is the cocky ladies man, Yoon DooJoon. He knows for sure how women want and ache for what is in his pants. And guess what? He takes advantage of that and teases you in the bedroom. He'll make you voice out what you want and beg him to touch you because it's a great turn on for him. The man loves knowing how amazing he is and the bigger his ego is that bigger his...well, 'you know' will be. And of course, you can't leave out the sensitive one, Lee Kikwang. Unlike the other three, Kikwang is here to whisper sweet nothings into your ear and make you feel like you're the only gal in the world. He's someone who will make love to you with so much passion that you'll feel like your heart is going to burst from so much love and affection.

Now...to be able to do all four of them in one night is the question. But I'm sure that there is a way. I know I would because with the price that I paid for the four of them, I'm going to get my money's worth and use up all of the hours until times up. So gals and guys (you may never know)...you willing to take out loans and your savings account to spend a night with either of these guys?

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BEAUTIFUL MA GIRL!

All of you do not know HOW LONG I had to wait to watch this AMAZING music video. I get a tweet from one of my awesome t-list saying that the BEAUTIFUL MV came out already! I was of course in class when this happened so I had to wait 5HRS to watch it. Anyways, the long wait was totally worth it.

I am being totally honest here...it took me roughly 20mins to watch this 7min music video. It was only 2mins into the music video and it took me 5mins to keep going because I kept on stopping the video and replaying certain scenes. I really didn't know what to expect from this music video. When I watched the teaser I already had a feeling that it was going to be a music video drama because no teaser is 1:47 long. Anyways, I'm just going to rant about the epicness that is this mv. Come and join me.

Let's start off with all the dancing, yes? I was a BIT bummed that you only saw Hyun seung in the beginning...but the fact that he had a dance number that showcased his talent in dancing, it made up for it. He looked SO COOL because he was in his element. I can totally imagine Hyun seung going to dance offs like that in the video. He made the floor work seem so effortless even though I know that they must have been challenging for the AVERAGE person...but we all know that Hyun seung is FAR BEYOND average. I mean, just look at him! I can watch this guy dance like this all night long. Hyunseung never fails to amaze me. Keep doing what you're doing love. I can't wait to see more of you amazing dancing talent.

Then this happened! WTF?! I know that B2ST are great dancers and such...but this! I don't know much about dancing techniques and such...but even I KNOW that this doesn't seem like an easy task to do. Junhyung, Yoseob, and Dongwoon make it look like its such an effortless move to do. Now, not that I don't think they're great dancers but if Hyunseung or Kikwang did this I wouldn't have been that surprised or anything. Since it was these three...INCLUDING DONGWOON...I am very impressed by it. They look so fly doing this move. I can't stop staring at them get up from the floor. Lol!

But as much as that made my eyes open wide in surprise, this made my jaw drop. YOSEOB...DOING A BBOY MOVE?! SAY WHAT?! When the FUCK did he know how to do a move like this? You guys honestly do not know how turned on I was when I saw this. It takes strength to do a move like this...which means Yoseob is strong! Ok, I know what a few of you are thinking. "Yoseob is hella skinny so it shouldn't be that hard." Well....you all got a point there. I just think that any guy that can do bboy moves like this are so hot. Then the fact that it's my BIAS YOSEOB...where the thought of him going bboy on me NEVER ONCE CROSSED MY MIND...it got me a bit essited. As a Yoseob stan, I can't help myself.

And being a Junhyung stan as welll, this got me essited in my pants too. I already knew that Junhyung can do bboy moves since he's shown it a couple times. Once on Sukira with Seungho where he epically failed and on PD Shinhwa show in the BTS where he was actually successful. I just really liked him being all bboy here because I got to see skin. LOL! I mean, is there any other reason why I liked this part of the mv? Sure...I'm impressed with his legs spinning in the air. That just proves to me that despite the fact that he looks like a twig at times...he's got some strength in him. But let me be honest, I'm just staring at his flat stomach that is exposed as the shirt falls down...and believe me, that is a part of him that we B2UTIES RARELY get the chance to see. I'm sure all of the Junhyung stans out there agree with me and know what I'm talking about, right? Yeah.

One thing that I want to point out is that I think that whoever was in charge of designating the roles for each member did a perfect job. I don't know if the roles worked so well because the roles were for them to be themselves, but it just fit really well.

I truly believe that Kikwang's character was PERFECT! I can so imagine Kikwang being this nerdy and cheerful student. He'll have those black rimmed glasses and that dorky smile that you can't help but notice, despite the fact that he's a nerd. A cute nerd mind you......kind of has that student council president feel to him. Or the class representative and such. Yeah...I don't know what I'm saying now. Lol! I think I've been reading too much online yaoi that my thoughts are going straight there. A model student who is kind and only studies....but oh there's more to him. During the day Kikwang is the nice and nerdy guy while at night....he is a whole different story. At night....he comes out like this.

Nerd Kikwang? He ain't here at the moment. The Kikwang that's here is the sexy dancer that does body rolling as much as he breathes. At night he loses the glasses and straightens his hair. This whole entire dance number was UNFTASTIC! I know that I don't spazz much when it comes to Kikwang. It may be because I do enough spazzing with Junhyung and Yoseob with Hyunseung and DooJoon on the side. I just simply don't have enough for Kikwang. But after this video...I don't know now. I'm going to try to HAVE some spazz and JIZZ left for Kikwang. Maybe it's just because I'm a sucker for sexy guys that krump and Kikwang DID JUST THAT in this music video. Then he wears a white wife beater under the jacket and I don't know about you all...but I find it quite sexy when the tank crease and folds like that when a kpeen moves. Is that odd? Do you all feel the same? I seem to be a sucker for that as well. Oh Kikwang...the day when I go crazy for you and getting closer and closer...

I honestly believe that Junhyung had NO PROBLEM with the character that he had to portray since he was probably just being himself. He's that student that doesn't really care much for school and the cool guy that you want to be friends with. This was probably one of my favorite parts of the mv because Junhyung's facial expression is PRICELESS! He gets woken up because Kikwang was introducing himself and I swear...you can read the annoyance on his face. Junhyung had that face that read, "What the fuck? I don't give a shit bout a new transfer student...ruining my nap..." I can SO SEE him actually doing that! On another note, he was so hot during the whole entire music video. Everything he does is damn jizztastic. All his sighs were sextastic and even his HEARTBROKEN look was sexy. Move on Junhyung, okay? Let Kikwang get the girl ya? I'm so much better. XD

Yang Yo Seob...YOU ARE A TOTAL DORK AND I LOVE YOU! I just...I don't even know. The minute you were shown on the screen I started laughing like crazy and had to pause the video. To me...the thought of you being in a dance group and bboying is funny! You're the class clown who is hyper and full of life...which is basically how you are! I mean, the part with him and the monster mask...WTF?! It's so random...but it's SO YOU! I smiled every time he was on screen and did something goofy. I got to say that you were possibly what made me love the music video so much. I wouldn't mind having a fun guy like you around me at all times.

Dongwoon was really cute in this mv. Sure...he only had one line which was at the end...but that's okay. I thought that it was interesting that he had his blonde hair in the beginning and then dark brown hair towards the end. It kind of makes me wonder what color his hair is going to be for Part 2. Lol! I also thought that DJ DooJoon was a great choice also. Seeing DooJoon with his beats on and working the turn tables is just plain sexy. I want him to be my DJ at my party.....then becomes my stripper. Didn't I say it's my 21st birthday?

ANYWAYS....overall I really loved the music video. Sure, I really see how the music video related to the song a bit. I thought that the song is about how the guy likes the girl and no matter what he'll always want her and think of her. Now, if that's the case...why did the girl get pissed at Junhyung and break it off? I don't know...I guess they needed a reason to have another music video. Lol!! Not that I mind of course. I was just curious....just like who's going to get the girl? Is there going to be another dance battle? Are we going to see Hyunseung in the drama part of the mv again? Is there going to be a krump dance battle that includes Junhyung and Yoseob krumping??? That's what I want to know. Sighs...I guess I just have to wait for Part 2 of the music video drama. I shall end this post with this epic gif.

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B2ST 1 Year Anniversary

It's been year. The rookie boy group by the name of B2ST or BEAST have reached the one year mark. It seriously feels like it was only yesterday that I read an allkpop article mentioning three new idol boy groups were going to debut; B2ST, MBLAQ, and Z:EA. Among those three, it was the group B2ST that caught my attention. I never imagined that it was going to evolve into something so much more.

I want to honestly say that I thought that I would forever love Super Junior and they would always by my current fandom. But there is a reason why it is called a first love. Super Junior will always be my first love and have a special place in my heart. Hell...without Super Junior I wouldn't have gotten into kpop. Of course...the inevitable happened and another group entered my life, and it is this group right here...B2ST.

This was your beginning B2ST. All of you have been dreaming of the day where you were no longer trainees but singers. You debuted with the song BAD GIRL and displayed a cute and playful performance. The passion that all of you exuded is different from the other idols out there. The six of you have tasted failure and know that is something that you guys do not want to experience again. This drives you guys to work harder to show a better and more improved side of yourselves to the media, your sunbae, and your fans.

I also want to say that B2ST has yet to disappoint us B2UTIES whenever they have a comeback or do their follow up song. They continue to get better and better with each song that they sing and rap. The song that got them on the charts was MYSTERY. After that song, they worked their way to reach the top. You got songs like SHOCK, Say No, Easy, Oasis, etc.

Now, what I want to do just write my thoughts about each member on how they've grown and how my outlook on them has changed as well. Sure, it might make this blogpost long but it's an important day. So I'm sure you all can understand, yea?

YOON DOO JOON. An 89-er and the leader of this awesome and talented group. I just want to point out that there is always a great responsibility when you are given the role as a leader. You DooJoon have been doing a great job as a leader. I'm not just talking about how you care for the other members, but how great you are with the fans as well. When you were here in LA, you made sure to acknowledge the fans with your smile and waves. I really truly believe that you are a nice guy. But putting aside your personality, you have the whole package. You have the voice, dance skills, MC skills, and have the gag instinct flowing through you. From when I got to try know each of the members, you have grown on me. I don't know if it's because I saw you help poverish people, being the spazz that you are, or the fact that you wore a shirt that was actually meant for Yoseob. All I know is that I can't imagine anyone else being B2ST leader and please know DooJoon that you are doing a great job. This was not given to you at randomly. You DooJoon were chosen because you have traits of a leader. Your members believe in you, I believe in you...and I'm sure all of the B2UTIES all over world believe in you.

JANG HYUN SEUNG. An 89-er who I personally believe is B2ST's best dancer. Now this guy...I am so glad that he was able to join CUBE Entertainment and be a part of B2ST. After what happened with the whole being cut from Big Bang took a toll on him and it seemed as if he lost his way. So I can say that I'm thankful that he decided to give the whole idol thing another chance. As goofy and 4D as he is, he is among one of the members that is a perfectionist. Whenever it comes to his dancing, he monitors himself and gets affected by a little mistake...so he stays up late at night dancing the same moves over and over again. When it comes to commitment Hyun seung is right up there. Truthfully speaking...I am ashamed to say this...but you Hyun Seung were the last member for me to warm up to. I blame the hair..not that I'm making any excuses. But now...man. I absolutely love you. You are one hilarious guy that can make me laugh for hours...whether I'm laughing with you or at you whenever you pull one of your odd weird moments. But that is what makes you YOU Hyun Seung. You were one of the members that flew under the radar and I am happy to see that you are getting a lot more recognition now because it's your time to shine.

YONG JUN HYUNG. An 89-er and one of the sickest rappers I have ever heard. Oh Junhyung...where do I start? With my track record, I always tend to go for the rappers. So I should have seen this coming. But months later it was more than because you were a rapper. You are one talented guy Junhyung. I still remember the day when I got my "B2ST is the Best" album and say your name next to the 'Rap by' I was amazed. This guy has written basically every rap that in all of the songs and they're not just simple raps. Nope. Read the translation and it makes you wonder how they can be so deep and passionate. It just makes me imagine that you've got a lot of experience Junhyung for you write these kind of raps. Now, even though he wasn't under that radar as much as Hyun Seung was...he had this BAMF image where he had to be serious and such. I guess it had to take a year because these last months I have been witnessing spazztic Junhyung who is going crazy and showing me his eye smile more often. I can only assume Junhyung that you are letting this side of you be known to us B2UTIES which makes me happy because I see it as getting closer to your fans. By allowing yourself to act this way for your fans to see is a privilege that I'm sure we will not disregard. Well...I at least know that I won't. So please Junhyung, continue to open yourself up more and write more of your amazing rap lyrics.

YANG YO SEOB. A 90-er and the main vocalist of the group. He is possibly the reason why I wanted to get to know B2ST more. I clearly remember when I was randomly watching their MTV B2ST show that showed them preparing for their showcase...and it was RAW mind you. There was no subs...I just watched it. One quick short scene of a guy playing around with a pen in his mouth..who pouted after getting a tap on the head for putting the pen in his mouth. Once I saw that pout, I was pretty much a goner. Also, dark hair or blonde hair...he is still the same goofy and hyper Yoseob that never fails to brighten my day. He just seems to be full of life and I would love to have that kind of energy around me. I hope you never change. Then there is the fact that he has an AMAZING voice. He can basically sing most genres which is a plus in the industry. His soothing voice makes me melt inside while his rough and tough voice like in SHOCK just drives me crazy. But one thing I know about this guy is that he has one of the worst immune systems that I have ever seen. When is Yoseob NOT sick?! So please Yoseob, drink orange juice or take vitamin C. I think I can say on the behalf of all the B2UTIES out there that we want you to be healthy and strong.

LEE KI KWANG. A 90-er and in charge dancing along with the upper body. Even though Kikwang didn't really make it as AJ, there was a reason that it did not go as planned. By putting him in B2ST and being part of a group I believe worked out better for him. This is another guy that I think has it all. He has a great body, good voice, talented dancer, MC skills, gagman instinct, and has the ability to turn on the SEXY and switch to CUTE in only a matter of seconds. Now, he really didn't make much on an impact on me. I really don't know why...but better late than never right? His laughter is so contagious that you can't help but join along...even if you don't know what the hell he's laughing at. One thing that I have to acknowledge about Kikwang here is how much of a hard worker he is. While he's doing music performance he also has to do taping for Hot Brothers and Win Win. I can't imagine when he even has time to sleep and relax. Then you see him on screen and you don't even see an ounce of tiredness or fatigue from him. I have much respect him.

SON DONG WOON. A 91-er and the MAKNAE of the group. Now I have to give this guy the MOST IMPROVED award. He was the last one to be added into B2ST and in my opinion, he still needed to work on a couple of things. Dongwoon is someone who has raw talent that just needs to be honed and polished. Comeback after comeback they gave him more lines to sing and his vocal abilities have gotten much better. You guys seriously cannot comprehend how happy I was to see this amazing development! It didn't hit me how much he has gotten better until I recently watched them on Narsha's radio show and Dongwoon sang live. I was really surprised and blown away at how AMAZING his sounded. Oh! Another development is that Dongwoon isn't under the radar anymore! Like Hyunseung, he did not have a lot of air time and you rarely saw much of him. Now he's branching out and we're getting to see him personality a lot more now! Yay! He has this awkward humor about him that you just have to love. Dongwoon, continue to grow and get better...reach that potential that I know that you have. I want to keep getting blown away by your talent. I know you won't let me down Dongwoon. Besides, we're both in the 91 line. Yea chingu?

Now a year has passed and this is how you guys look now. I sense professionalism and maturity as I look at his picture. They all have endured hardships and persevered. They have reached their goal of becoming a singer and now new goals have been created for them to achieve. B2ST, you guys have really helped me out in various moments in my life. You guys literally bring joy in my life and I have no idea how I can pay you all back for everything. I feel as if just merely cheering for you all here in the US isn't enough. Then when I go and decided to buy gifts for some of you, you go and wear them making me feel like one of the luckiest B2UTIES out there.

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSAY BEAST!

Thank you so much for existing and being who you are.

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Why B2ST is my FANDOM

Yes, I know that I have given enough reasons as to why B2ST are the peens who have first dibs on my forbidden fruit. Well...Eunhyuk is an exception...but you don't need to know that for this blogpost. ANYWAYS, after watching this certain video that the awesome HAW from Prepix uploaded on his YouTube account...I was once again reminded as to why B2ST is my current fandom.

This is by far the BEST pratice video that HAW has every presented to us B2UTIES. You have to give the guy props for all the editing he did and the fact that he was the one recording them while they danced. The effects were really awesome because you got to see what the rest of the members were doing while the main person was singing. I agree with him that you don't get to see the WHOLE choreography on music shows because they usually just focus on the main person singer and only zoom out to see the full shot a couple of times. BUT...as much as I love the UNF that was shown throughout SOOM choreo...that is not why I am writing this blogpost. I am writing this blogpost because of the AMAZING gift that B2ST, HAW and Tiger Oppa gave us at the end of the video. Now, please go ahead and watch the full video if you have not done so. Or, you can just look at the gifs that I made below as I say my thoughts on each part.

[NOTE]: Because my player is so lame and nothing seems to work as I want it to be...the gifs that I created are laggy....so I apologize for that. If I'm able to find gifs of these where its the speed that I'm looking for, I shall post them up...which probably isn't going to happen because I'm too lazy to look for them. BUT! You never know...I might be up to it. So...sorry once again.

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So, let us start with the maknae, yea? He just makes me laugh. What more can I say? Sure he tried to trick me into thinking that he's going to do some cool popping and locking moves..but I know him too well. He then of course went into his 4D mode and did a move where it looked like he has an itch in his inner thigh. And you may think that I photoshopped it and added more clips to make it look like he kept on doing that move. Nope! He just kept doing it over and over and over again. I guess Dongwoon just wanted to show us how limber he is...and that he can do a variety of positions. Well...that's very promising Dongwoon. Thank you for letting me know this very important piece of information.

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Now...of course we cannot forget our truly 4D friend here, Jang Hyunseung. I believe we have no found out the reason why Hyunseung is the way he is. He is a head banger everyone...and you know what they say about head banging. You lose brain cells every time you do it. Which makes sense as to why Hyunseung seems a bit out of it at times. But you know Hyunseung that we love you the way you are, right? So keep on head banging as much as you want. Don't let anyone stop you!

Oh Yoseob...you should know that shaking your ass like that makes it so much harder for me to try to not break my laptop from me trying to jump your bones through the comp screen. And I see that look on your face and you tease me with your ass shaking left and right. You're giving me that sly look because you know that wiggling your butt is going to break through the only resolve I have and make me ravish you up against that wall. All I can say Yoseob is that you better know what you're getting into because I will molest you from the behind...and those hands of yours on the wall? Yea, they're going to be tied up behind your back. Get ready for it love because it's going to be one of the wildest moments of your life.

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There really is only one thing I can say about Kikwang here. "You slut." You took Yoseob's idea and upped it 10x with you slapping your own ass. Oh..and it's not just one hand but BOTH of your hands. You know your fucking fine Kikwang and you want us to know that is some quality ass that we're drooling over. Not just some random fangirl claiming that she loves you can grope that ass of yours. Nope. We have to be worthy of that glorious ass. Tell us what we have to do Kikwang to get a piece of that ass. Must we give you a strip tease? Blow you? Grind up against you to get Mr. Kikwang all hard and up? Just tell me Kikwang...I will do it to get some of your quality ass.

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Junhyung...oh Junhyung. You never fail to give me more reasons as to why I fucking love you so much. Every single time I see you out of your BAMF image I seriously go crazy because I don't see it enough. And look at you here. I'm not quite sure why, but you seem like you can't keep that tongue in that mouth of yours. I don't know if it's because you've got a thick tongue that it doesn't fit in that mouth of yours...but that tongue of yours is making me think of very dirty thoughts of where it can lick. Then there's those hips of yours. I have yet to see you gyrate your hips, let along thrust it like this! My brain is getting fried fantasizing about those hips snapping into me at full force that the head board is hitting the wall. This truly is one of the sexiest gifs I have ever seen of you...I don't know about you all...

As much as I love Yoseob and Junhyung, I have to say that DooJoon just stole my heart and AIR from laughing so hard in this vid. There were so many wins from this guy that I had a hard time choosing which gif to use for this because they truly were all epic. I honestly don't know if you had some alcohol before you took this video or took some drugs. Hell, you probably took nothing and this is really how you are behind that UNF image that you have. OR...maybe you did drugs and drink at the same time. BUT WHO CARES! I absolutely love this side of you YOON DOOJOON. Please continue on showing your spazztic self because it makes me happy all over.

Now...you would think that is all...but you all know that I can't pass up that opportunity to spazz about the pair part of the spazz ending...

KiSeung anyone? Even though not much is happening in here, I really dig this part. Seems like Hyunseung has persuaded the gullible Kikwang that head banging is fun and now he's doing it. Oh poor Kikwang...you already space out enough and now you're loosing brain cells. You don't even know that Hyunseung is showing his victory signs behind your back for tricking you. You truly are bad Hyunseung...but I guess you needed someone to be 4D like you and Kikwang was the chosen one. I guess it doesn't matter much if you're losing brain cells Kikwang because you still have that ass of yours.

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Oh you guys cannot comprehend how happy I was when I saw that it was JunSeob that was together here. To see my two biases being freaks with each other is like a wish come true. Everything about you Yoseob just screams DERP. I just...I don't even know what else to say. Just pure DERP. Then Junhyung! As much as I am laughing at you...you still manage to be sexy. I see you biting your lip and pouting it every so slightly. Your sexiness cannot hide from me...I can always spot it. Anyways, I just love me some JunSeob.

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For some strange odd reason, I'm not surprised to see the Leader and Maknae paired up here. There has been a good amount of Leader/Maknae moments happening lately. But what I don't know is who is luckier in this gif, DooJoon or Dongwoon? DooJoon gets to actually be on TOP and ride Dongwoon until the day the ends basically. As for Dongwoon, he basically has DooJoon's peen right behind his head. Also, that peen is rubbing all up against that head of is. So...now that I think about it, I believe Dongwoon is the luckier one out of the the of them. Don't you think? I would love to have DooJoon's peen rubbing all up on me and have it right behind my head. All I got to do is turn my head and BAM! Hello DooJoon's peen.

So, I hope by reading this you will all understand why B2ST is my fandom. Why I stay up late at night watching them on music shows, downloading every single performance and show they are on, and why I go crazy every time I see them. Now I'm going to let B2ST show my appreciation for those who read this spazz crazed blogpost.

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[SIDEBAR UPDATES]: Check out the I Wanna Do the Nasty with, My Most Proudest Moment, and Can't Stop Thinking About....I changed them.

Lastly, if you're interested to see the other gifs I made, ask me either by leaving a comment or on twitter. The gifs are kind of big and I'm too lazy to change the size because it's so time consuming. Also, it stretches out the page a bit so...that's why I'm not posting the rest up here. So, like I said. If you want to see the other gifs...just ask me.

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