BEAST Singing in Japanese? HELL YEA!

YES!!!! YES YES YES!!! THE JAPANESE VERSION OF SHOCK IS OUT!!! WOOT WOOT!!

As you can see, I'm pretty excited about the release of this music video. When the teaser came out...NOT the 36sec one with a girl sitting in the chair...the one on a japanese news show thing, I was all pumped for two things. One, I get to see another mv by Beast. Two, I wanted to see how the song will sound like in japanese. So I got a tweet from my awesome gal @CosmoQueen_ that had a link to the video...and I so conveniently have it here.

I am absolutely too lazy to look for and create gifs of certain parts of the music video I want to to talk about. I was just too excited and I want to get right to spazzing about this video with you all. So, if you want to....it would really help...go load the video first and if interested, go to time the corresponds with my comment. Let's get to it, yea?

• 0:30 - YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM THAT THEY KEPT THE GUITAR CORD BONDAGE!!!! I would have been DEVASTATED if they didn't put that in. Yoseob laying down on that glowing floor with guitar cords molesting his body is a KEY PART of the music video! I mean, INANIMATE OBJECTS such as GUITAR CORDS also want to GROPE and FEEL around his PEEN! Not just living objects like us fangirls, but normal day to day things! Do you realize this Yoseob?! You and that peen of yours are no longer safe because who knows! As you're sleeping in your bunk bed you may think that's DooJoon's hand thats creeping up your leg...but it's your cord of your cell phone charger! Sighs...this only reminds me of my longing of being that guitar cord that SLOWLY gliding up your peen. Oh to be an inanimate object....
• 0:44 - Um....Junhyung is rapping in korean. Is it just me, but did that throw you off too? I was watching it expecting japanese but Junhyung is rapping in japanese. I was like, "Wha?" Don't get me wrong, Junhyung is still spewing the SEX like always. I was just thrown off, that's all. Lol! I gotta say though, the sexual appeal of him with the mohawk and this off-to-the-side hair is different. The mohawk hairstyle gave him this badass guy who'll dominate you while the off-to-the-side hair makes him seem like a tease and a flirt. Either way though, my ovaries want his peen.
• 2:26 - You just keep on testing my ovaries, aren't you Dongwoon? Like I said two blogposts back, I just wanted to have you as my best guy friend. Then you had to flash your abs and I began to doubt myself. Well, you did it again maknae. Despite the fact that it was only a second long, I twitched down there. You just HAD to look at the camera with that LUSTFUL gaze and run your fingers down your face and lips. Well...damn you Dongwoon. Damn you for making me think these thoughts and my body ache for you. Grr...
• 2:54 - Oh hell yea! Yoseob got a small dance solo...and look at how UNF-TASTIC he is!! I truly believe that all of Beast can dance really well. So it's great to see him get a solo moment here. I also love his pose at the end of it when he pops his collar. It just screams, "Tch, forget being cute. I'm one fine piece of man candy." Yes you are Yoseob. Yes you are.
• 3:17 - FINALLY! JUNHYUNG SPOKE JAPANESE! And you know what? Junhyung sounds FUCKING HOT IN JAPANESE! Hell, they all sounded SEX-TASTIC in japanese. I don't know why....but I find myself jizzing faster this time around.
• Now...just because I didn't mention Hyunseung, Kikwang or DooJoon doesn't mean that I didn't notice them now. The three of them were as SEXY as the others. Hyunseung looked REAL GOOD in this mv. He actually looks japanese to me in the video...with that fur neck thing. SO GORGEOUS! With Kikwang...of course he's amazing in it. Thick lips and a SEX aura. He never fails me. Then with DooJoon? His arms are FUCKIN FINE! I am so happy to see that he was sleeveless in the mv....he should have been sleeveless throughout the whole video.
  

I really really approve of this music video. Shock in japanese sounds AMAZING and works very well. I also love how this music video seems to be Yoseob bias. XD There just seems to be so much Yoseob SEX in it...and I LOVE IT!! KYAA!! So all you fangirl and fanboys.....GO JIZZ IN YOUR PANTIES OVER THIS UNF FILLED MUSIC VIDEO!

[SIDE NOTE: This is for unicorn...who has commented on my blog. I just wanted to say that I've gone to your blog and I wanted to comment on a post of yours...but it seems like I can't comment. Like...the comment box doesn't show. Lol! I wanted you to know that...so you can fix it and such. I wanna comment. ^^]

KxF

Photo of the day - Marie Claire Edition 6

......I don't get it. Honestly, I really don't get it. So far, we have seen very sexy pics of DooJoon...a DooSeob pic...and a very chic Hyunseung pic. Now we get this kind of photo for Junhyung? If you all haven't realized it yet, this isn't one of my favorite pics...which is sad because Junhyung is my other bias.
All I see here is a sad and depressed kpeen. I can only assume that Junhyung is wallowing in his misery laying on that couch. Whether or not it's because DooJoon is getting more action that him with the ladies or if he saw the DooSeob pic. Whatever it is, it must have been bad for him to look like this! To me he looks pale here like he's sick or something. Maybe he's depressed at the fact that he has a cold and couldn't do some hanky panky with Yoseob. Sighs...I really don't know. OR! Maybe he got dumped and he's all heartbroken and cried his eyes out. The tissue box and his red-ish eyes would make sense then.
But after all of those less than positive opinions, I gotta say that he looks pretty good all depressed. Even after all that, Junhyung still manages to keep his good looks. So...coordinators. I wish you gave Junhyung a better concept. You're just lucky that Junhyung looks good most of the time so he was able to make this photo work in its own way...I guess.
KxF

Photo of the Day - Marie Claire Edition 5

Overall, I like how Hyunseung's photo turned out. Sure, you can't see much of his face since he's looking down and all but the glasses are a nice touch. I can only assume that he's settling himself down on the bed or getting up off of the bed. He could be sitting on the bed and watching the strip show I'm giving him. Yea, that's right. See that coat on the bed? That's mine. Hyunseung needed to get himself situated so he can be comfortable and play with himself as he watches the show in front of him. Good thing the pillow is there for him to clench onto as he's getting close. OR! It could be Hyunseung slowly trying to get out of bed trying to not wake me up. I guess he gotta make sure that the one night stand he had doesn't get into the media and become a headline. Eh~....doesn't bother me. I had a night to discover how flexible Hyunseung is, who am I to complain?
Now, I don't know about you all but seeing this picture makes me realize that Hyunseung has a nice nose. Lol! It's a great nose don't you think? Well, I think so. He's so light skinned too! Also, I think this photo has a nice artistic fell to it, yea? So, another good one coordinators. My only negative comment is not being able to see much of of our Seungie's face. But overall, I like the photo.
KxF

2010 - A Great Year for a Fangirl

Hello everyone! It's been a while huh? During the duration of the non-posting for over a month, I was studying for my finals and once I was finally on winter break I was still busy making my Christmas gifts for my family. It wasn't only till after Christmas that I was free and able to relax. So, I decided to get into the groove of blogging again with the last day of the year 2010 and just reminisce the highlights of the year as we enter the new year of 2011.

Honestly, where do I even start? 2010 could possibly be the most eventful year of my entire life. I've got closer to people, found amazing people who share the same mindset as me, and had things happen in my life that I would never have imagined to occur to me.

I believe that the friendships that I had got a bit stronger and tighter this year because of kpop. Every time I went out to eat, or go karaoke, or stalk kpeens...its always the same group of amazing gals. I know that I can spazz with them and we can chat for hours about our biases. Honestly, its always a blast whenever they are around. The group of girls being Sarah, Meggie, Judith and my cousin, Neenr. I swear, those nights of singing non-stop can be great blackmail material. Lol!

Then, there are my gals in twitter. You guys do not know how many amazing people I have met through twitter. I have gals who I can spazz with together on videos and pictures at the same time! The best part is, they share the same pervert mindset as I do! Like...I can talk as dirty as I want to and they'll join along! I truly feel like myself when I'm on twitter. I can only talk like that with a certain group of people outside of the internet...which is pretty much just my circle of fangirls. To be honest, I was someone who would have never thought that I would get into twitter. I remember that I just got one because my cousins just told me to make an account. I didn't really talk to anyone that much...but I started to get into it the beginning of this year when I started to talking to people. What surprised me was that I can find so many kpoppers on twitter from all over the world! I just wanna say to my gals, and you all know who you are....you have made being a fangirl and part of the kpop craze so much fun. You all have made an impact in my life. I just thought that I had to make that public so it's known. Twitter, thank you for allowing me to find these amazing people. If only I can meet all of you in real life and spazz together.

Now, I have to say what made this year like no other is all of the concerts that I went to and all of the kpeens I saw in person. I do not know what I did to deserve all the luck that I got the last half of this year. I got to watch my current favorite kpop idol group, B2ST perform live and have moments with them that can be considered something as close as a fan meet. I got my album signed by all of the members and a picture with half of them. I can't forget to mention getting back raped from DooJoon and the smile Hyunseung gave me. Then a month later I got to see 2PM for the second time at the Wonder Girls and 2PM concert. I got take a picture with all of them and got a chance to go up to Chansung and get his signature. Then 3 months later I got to go to SM Town and see my first kpop love perform live. SUPER JUNIOR!! To see Eunhyuk look at my sign and acknowledge me twice seriously made my year. And when I thought that was when my kpeen escapades were going to end, JYJ decided to come and perform here in LA and I got to see them live too! Lastly, this was just the cherry on top of my delicious kpeen year. I got to see Yoseob and DooJoon wear the shirts that I bought with my own money. For me, to be able to say that gives me so much joy.

Now, I know that this isn't much of a post...but I just wanted to talk about the highlights of this year. To be honest, I'm really going to miss 2010. I don't want it to end, but we all know that each year ends with a new one to come. I never thought that I would have been able to keep this blog going for this long. I'm the type of person who starts things and doesn't really end them. God knows how many journals and diaries I have with each one saying that this time I'm going to not abandon this diary. Even though I said from the beginning that this blog is just meant for me to spazz and rant my sexual urges to my kpeens....but I don't think I would have kept on blogging if it weren't for the awesome people that have came to my blog and took the time to actually leave a comment. I mean, I got the surprise of knowing that my blog was part of the Top 50 kpop blogs on this one survey! That wouldn't have happened without the people that have stumbled across my blog.

So, to all of you...thank you.

Thank you to my friends who have joined this kpop journey with me and experienced all these amazing kpop adventures together.

Thank you to all my twitter gals who have kept me company whenever we spazz about kpeens and I hope to one day I will be able to meet you all.

Thank you to the kpeens for performing here in LA and giving me moments in my life that I will forever treasure.

And thank you people who read my blog and make me smile every time I see an email saying someone commented.

2010...I'm going to miss you and it's going to be hard to beat this. So, 2011...you better up your game because it's going to take a lot for you to live up to 2010's standards.

Anyways, thanks everyone!

KxF

BEAUTIFUL MA GIRL!

All of you do not know HOW LONG I had to wait to watch this AMAZING music video. I get a tweet from one of my awesome t-list saying that the BEAUTIFUL MV came out already! I was of course in class when this happened so I had to wait 5HRS to watch it. Anyways, the long wait was totally worth it.

I am being totally honest here...it took me roughly 20mins to watch this 7min music video. It was only 2mins into the music video and it took me 5mins to keep going because I kept on stopping the video and replaying certain scenes. I really didn't know what to expect from this music video. When I watched the teaser I already had a feeling that it was going to be a music video drama because no teaser is 1:47 long. Anyways, I'm just going to rant about the epicness that is this mv. Come and join me.

Let's start off with all the dancing, yes? I was a BIT bummed that you only saw Hyun seung in the beginning...but the fact that he had a dance number that showcased his talent in dancing, it made up for it. He looked SO COOL because he was in his element. I can totally imagine Hyun seung going to dance offs like that in the video. He made the floor work seem so effortless even though I know that they must have been challenging for the AVERAGE person...but we all know that Hyun seung is FAR BEYOND average. I mean, just look at him! I can watch this guy dance like this all night long. Hyunseung never fails to amaze me. Keep doing what you're doing love. I can't wait to see more of you amazing dancing talent.

Then this happened! WTF?! I know that B2ST are great dancers and such...but this! I don't know much about dancing techniques and such...but even I KNOW that this doesn't seem like an easy task to do. Junhyung, Yoseob, and Dongwoon make it look like its such an effortless move to do. Now, not that I don't think they're great dancers but if Hyunseung or Kikwang did this I wouldn't have been that surprised or anything. Since it was these three...INCLUDING DONGWOON...I am very impressed by it. They look so fly doing this move. I can't stop staring at them get up from the floor. Lol!

But as much as that made my eyes open wide in surprise, this made my jaw drop. YOSEOB...DOING A BBOY MOVE?! SAY WHAT?! When the FUCK did he know how to do a move like this? You guys honestly do not know how turned on I was when I saw this. It takes strength to do a move like this...which means Yoseob is strong! Ok, I know what a few of you are thinking. "Yoseob is hella skinny so it shouldn't be that hard." Well....you all got a point there. I just think that any guy that can do bboy moves like this are so hot. Then the fact that it's my BIAS YOSEOB...where the thought of him going bboy on me NEVER ONCE CROSSED MY MIND...it got me a bit essited. As a Yoseob stan, I can't help myself.

And being a Junhyung stan as welll, this got me essited in my pants too. I already knew that Junhyung can do bboy moves since he's shown it a couple times. Once on Sukira with Seungho where he epically failed and on PD Shinhwa show in the BTS where he was actually successful. I just really liked him being all bboy here because I got to see skin. LOL! I mean, is there any other reason why I liked this part of the mv? Sure...I'm impressed with his legs spinning in the air. That just proves to me that despite the fact that he looks like a twig at times...he's got some strength in him. But let me be honest, I'm just staring at his flat stomach that is exposed as the shirt falls down...and believe me, that is a part of him that we B2UTIES RARELY get the chance to see. I'm sure all of the Junhyung stans out there agree with me and know what I'm talking about, right? Yeah.

One thing that I want to point out is that I think that whoever was in charge of designating the roles for each member did a perfect job. I don't know if the roles worked so well because the roles were for them to be themselves, but it just fit really well.

I truly believe that Kikwang's character was PERFECT! I can so imagine Kikwang being this nerdy and cheerful student. He'll have those black rimmed glasses and that dorky smile that you can't help but notice, despite the fact that he's a nerd. A cute nerd mind you......kind of has that student council president feel to him. Or the class representative and such. Yeah...I don't know what I'm saying now. Lol! I think I've been reading too much online yaoi that my thoughts are going straight there. A model student who is kind and only studies....but oh there's more to him. During the day Kikwang is the nice and nerdy guy while at night....he is a whole different story. At night....he comes out like this.

Nerd Kikwang? He ain't here at the moment. The Kikwang that's here is the sexy dancer that does body rolling as much as he breathes. At night he loses the glasses and straightens his hair. This whole entire dance number was UNFTASTIC! I know that I don't spazz much when it comes to Kikwang. It may be because I do enough spazzing with Junhyung and Yoseob with Hyunseung and DooJoon on the side. I just simply don't have enough for Kikwang. But after this video...I don't know now. I'm going to try to HAVE some spazz and JIZZ left for Kikwang. Maybe it's just because I'm a sucker for sexy guys that krump and Kikwang DID JUST THAT in this music video. Then he wears a white wife beater under the jacket and I don't know about you all...but I find it quite sexy when the tank crease and folds like that when a kpeen moves. Is that odd? Do you all feel the same? I seem to be a sucker for that as well. Oh Kikwang...the day when I go crazy for you and getting closer and closer...

I honestly believe that Junhyung had NO PROBLEM with the character that he had to portray since he was probably just being himself. He's that student that doesn't really care much for school and the cool guy that you want to be friends with. This was probably one of my favorite parts of the mv because Junhyung's facial expression is PRICELESS! He gets woken up because Kikwang was introducing himself and I swear...you can read the annoyance on his face. Junhyung had that face that read, "What the fuck? I don't give a shit bout a new transfer student...ruining my nap..." I can SO SEE him actually doing that! On another note, he was so hot during the whole entire music video. Everything he does is damn jizztastic. All his sighs were sextastic and even his HEARTBROKEN look was sexy. Move on Junhyung, okay? Let Kikwang get the girl ya? I'm so much better. XD

Yang Yo Seob...YOU ARE A TOTAL DORK AND I LOVE YOU! I just...I don't even know. The minute you were shown on the screen I started laughing like crazy and had to pause the video. To me...the thought of you being in a dance group and bboying is funny! You're the class clown who is hyper and full of life...which is basically how you are! I mean, the part with him and the monster mask...WTF?! It's so random...but it's SO YOU! I smiled every time he was on screen and did something goofy. I got to say that you were possibly what made me love the music video so much. I wouldn't mind having a fun guy like you around me at all times.

Dongwoon was really cute in this mv. Sure...he only had one line which was at the end...but that's okay. I thought that it was interesting that he had his blonde hair in the beginning and then dark brown hair towards the end. It kind of makes me wonder what color his hair is going to be for Part 2. Lol! I also thought that DJ DooJoon was a great choice also. Seeing DooJoon with his beats on and working the turn tables is just plain sexy. I want him to be my DJ at my party.....then becomes my stripper. Didn't I say it's my 21st birthday?

ANYWAYS....overall I really loved the music video. Sure, I really see how the music video related to the song a bit. I thought that the song is about how the guy likes the girl and no matter what he'll always want her and think of her. Now, if that's the case...why did the girl get pissed at Junhyung and break it off? I don't know...I guess they needed a reason to have another music video. Lol!! Not that I mind of course. I was just curious....just like who's going to get the girl? Is there going to be another dance battle? Are we going to see Hyunseung in the drama part of the mv again? Is there going to be a krump dance battle that includes Junhyung and Yoseob krumping??? That's what I want to know. Sighs...I guess I just have to wait for Part 2 of the music video drama. I shall end this post with this epic gif.

KxF

B2ST 1 Year Anniversary

It's been year. The rookie boy group by the name of B2ST or BEAST have reached the one year mark. It seriously feels like it was only yesterday that I read an allkpop article mentioning three new idol boy groups were going to debut; B2ST, MBLAQ, and Z:EA. Among those three, it was the group B2ST that caught my attention. I never imagined that it was going to evolve into something so much more.

I want to honestly say that I thought that I would forever love Super Junior and they would always by my current fandom. But there is a reason why it is called a first love. Super Junior will always be my first love and have a special place in my heart. Hell...without Super Junior I wouldn't have gotten into kpop. Of course...the inevitable happened and another group entered my life, and it is this group right here...B2ST.

This was your beginning B2ST. All of you have been dreaming of the day where you were no longer trainees but singers. You debuted with the song BAD GIRL and displayed a cute and playful performance. The passion that all of you exuded is different from the other idols out there. The six of you have tasted failure and know that is something that you guys do not want to experience again. This drives you guys to work harder to show a better and more improved side of yourselves to the media, your sunbae, and your fans.

I also want to say that B2ST has yet to disappoint us B2UTIES whenever they have a comeback or do their follow up song. They continue to get better and better with each song that they sing and rap. The song that got them on the charts was MYSTERY. After that song, they worked their way to reach the top. You got songs like SHOCK, Say No, Easy, Oasis, etc.

Now, what I want to do just write my thoughts about each member on how they've grown and how my outlook on them has changed as well. Sure, it might make this blogpost long but it's an important day. So I'm sure you all can understand, yea?

YOON DOO JOON. An 89-er and the leader of this awesome and talented group. I just want to point out that there is always a great responsibility when you are given the role as a leader. You DooJoon have been doing a great job as a leader. I'm not just talking about how you care for the other members, but how great you are with the fans as well. When you were here in LA, you made sure to acknowledge the fans with your smile and waves. I really truly believe that you are a nice guy. But putting aside your personality, you have the whole package. You have the voice, dance skills, MC skills, and have the gag instinct flowing through you. From when I got to try know each of the members, you have grown on me. I don't know if it's because I saw you help poverish people, being the spazz that you are, or the fact that you wore a shirt that was actually meant for Yoseob. All I know is that I can't imagine anyone else being B2ST leader and please know DooJoon that you are doing a great job. This was not given to you at randomly. You DooJoon were chosen because you have traits of a leader. Your members believe in you, I believe in you...and I'm sure all of the B2UTIES all over world believe in you.

JANG HYUN SEUNG. An 89-er who I personally believe is B2ST's best dancer. Now this guy...I am so glad that he was able to join CUBE Entertainment and be a part of B2ST. After what happened with the whole being cut from Big Bang took a toll on him and it seemed as if he lost his way. So I can say that I'm thankful that he decided to give the whole idol thing another chance. As goofy and 4D as he is, he is among one of the members that is a perfectionist. Whenever it comes to his dancing, he monitors himself and gets affected by a little mistake...so he stays up late at night dancing the same moves over and over again. When it comes to commitment Hyun seung is right up there. Truthfully speaking...I am ashamed to say this...but you Hyun Seung were the last member for me to warm up to. I blame the hair..not that I'm making any excuses. But now...man. I absolutely love you. You are one hilarious guy that can make me laugh for hours...whether I'm laughing with you or at you whenever you pull one of your odd weird moments. But that is what makes you YOU Hyun Seung. You were one of the members that flew under the radar and I am happy to see that you are getting a lot more recognition now because it's your time to shine.

YONG JUN HYUNG. An 89-er and one of the sickest rappers I have ever heard. Oh Junhyung...where do I start? With my track record, I always tend to go for the rappers. So I should have seen this coming. But months later it was more than because you were a rapper. You are one talented guy Junhyung. I still remember the day when I got my "B2ST is the Best" album and say your name next to the 'Rap by' I was amazed. This guy has written basically every rap that in all of the songs and they're not just simple raps. Nope. Read the translation and it makes you wonder how they can be so deep and passionate. It just makes me imagine that you've got a lot of experience Junhyung for you write these kind of raps. Now, even though he wasn't under that radar as much as Hyun Seung was...he had this BAMF image where he had to be serious and such. I guess it had to take a year because these last months I have been witnessing spazztic Junhyung who is going crazy and showing me his eye smile more often. I can only assume Junhyung that you are letting this side of you be known to us B2UTIES which makes me happy because I see it as getting closer to your fans. By allowing yourself to act this way for your fans to see is a privilege that I'm sure we will not disregard. Well...I at least know that I won't. So please Junhyung, continue to open yourself up more and write more of your amazing rap lyrics.

YANG YO SEOB. A 90-er and the main vocalist of the group. He is possibly the reason why I wanted to get to know B2ST more. I clearly remember when I was randomly watching their MTV B2ST show that showed them preparing for their showcase...and it was RAW mind you. There was no subs...I just watched it. One quick short scene of a guy playing around with a pen in his mouth..who pouted after getting a tap on the head for putting the pen in his mouth. Once I saw that pout, I was pretty much a goner. Also, dark hair or blonde hair...he is still the same goofy and hyper Yoseob that never fails to brighten my day. He just seems to be full of life and I would love to have that kind of energy around me. I hope you never change. Then there is the fact that he has an AMAZING voice. He can basically sing most genres which is a plus in the industry. His soothing voice makes me melt inside while his rough and tough voice like in SHOCK just drives me crazy. But one thing I know about this guy is that he has one of the worst immune systems that I have ever seen. When is Yoseob NOT sick?! So please Yoseob, drink orange juice or take vitamin C. I think I can say on the behalf of all the B2UTIES out there that we want you to be healthy and strong.

LEE KI KWANG. A 90-er and in charge dancing along with the upper body. Even though Kikwang didn't really make it as AJ, there was a reason that it did not go as planned. By putting him in B2ST and being part of a group I believe worked out better for him. This is another guy that I think has it all. He has a great body, good voice, talented dancer, MC skills, gagman instinct, and has the ability to turn on the SEXY and switch to CUTE in only a matter of seconds. Now, he really didn't make much on an impact on me. I really don't know why...but better late than never right? His laughter is so contagious that you can't help but join along...even if you don't know what the hell he's laughing at. One thing that I have to acknowledge about Kikwang here is how much of a hard worker he is. While he's doing music performance he also has to do taping for Hot Brothers and Win Win. I can't imagine when he even has time to sleep and relax. Then you see him on screen and you don't even see an ounce of tiredness or fatigue from him. I have much respect him.

SON DONG WOON. A 91-er and the MAKNAE of the group. Now I have to give this guy the MOST IMPROVED award. He was the last one to be added into B2ST and in my opinion, he still needed to work on a couple of things. Dongwoon is someone who has raw talent that just needs to be honed and polished. Comeback after comeback they gave him more lines to sing and his vocal abilities have gotten much better. You guys seriously cannot comprehend how happy I was to see this amazing development! It didn't hit me how much he has gotten better until I recently watched them on Narsha's radio show and Dongwoon sang live. I was really surprised and blown away at how AMAZING his sounded. Oh! Another development is that Dongwoon isn't under the radar anymore! Like Hyunseung, he did not have a lot of air time and you rarely saw much of him. Now he's branching out and we're getting to see him personality a lot more now! Yay! He has this awkward humor about him that you just have to love. Dongwoon, continue to grow and get better...reach that potential that I know that you have. I want to keep getting blown away by your talent. I know you won't let me down Dongwoon. Besides, we're both in the 91 line. Yea chingu?

Now a year has passed and this is how you guys look now. I sense professionalism and maturity as I look at his picture. They all have endured hardships and persevered. They have reached their goal of becoming a singer and now new goals have been created for them to achieve. B2ST, you guys have really helped me out in various moments in my life. You guys literally bring joy in my life and I have no idea how I can pay you all back for everything. I feel as if just merely cheering for you all here in the US isn't enough. Then when I go and decided to buy gifts for some of you, you go and wear them making me feel like one of the luckiest B2UTIES out there.

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSAY BEAST!

Thank you so much for existing and being who you are.

KxF

Why B2ST is my FANDOM

Yes, I know that I have given enough reasons as to why B2ST are the peens who have first dibs on my forbidden fruit. Well...Eunhyuk is an exception...but you don't need to know that for this blogpost. ANYWAYS, after watching this certain video that the awesome HAW from Prepix uploaded on his YouTube account...I was once again reminded as to why B2ST is my current fandom.

This is by far the BEST pratice video that HAW has every presented to us B2UTIES. You have to give the guy props for all the editing he did and the fact that he was the one recording them while they danced. The effects were really awesome because you got to see what the rest of the members were doing while the main person was singing. I agree with him that you don't get to see the WHOLE choreography on music shows because they usually just focus on the main person singer and only zoom out to see the full shot a couple of times. BUT...as much as I love the UNF that was shown throughout SOOM choreo...that is not why I am writing this blogpost. I am writing this blogpost because of the AMAZING gift that B2ST, HAW and Tiger Oppa gave us at the end of the video. Now, please go ahead and watch the full video if you have not done so. Or, you can just look at the gifs that I made below as I say my thoughts on each part.

[NOTE]: Because my player is so lame and nothing seems to work as I want it to be...the gifs that I created are laggy....so I apologize for that. If I'm able to find gifs of these where its the speed that I'm looking for, I shall post them up...which probably isn't going to happen because I'm too lazy to look for them. BUT! You never know...I might be up to it. So...sorry once again.

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So, let us start with the maknae, yea? He just makes me laugh. What more can I say? Sure he tried to trick me into thinking that he's going to do some cool popping and locking moves..but I know him too well. He then of course went into his 4D mode and did a move where it looked like he has an itch in his inner thigh. And you may think that I photoshopped it and added more clips to make it look like he kept on doing that move. Nope! He just kept doing it over and over and over again. I guess Dongwoon just wanted to show us how limber he is...and that he can do a variety of positions. Well...that's very promising Dongwoon. Thank you for letting me know this very important piece of information.

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Now...of course we cannot forget our truly 4D friend here, Jang Hyunseung. I believe we have no found out the reason why Hyunseung is the way he is. He is a head banger everyone...and you know what they say about head banging. You lose brain cells every time you do it. Which makes sense as to why Hyunseung seems a bit out of it at times. But you know Hyunseung that we love you the way you are, right? So keep on head banging as much as you want. Don't let anyone stop you!

Oh Yoseob...you should know that shaking your ass like that makes it so much harder for me to try to not break my laptop from me trying to jump your bones through the comp screen. And I see that look on your face and you tease me with your ass shaking left and right. You're giving me that sly look because you know that wiggling your butt is going to break through the only resolve I have and make me ravish you up against that wall. All I can say Yoseob is that you better know what you're getting into because I will molest you from the behind...and those hands of yours on the wall? Yea, they're going to be tied up behind your back. Get ready for it love because it's going to be one of the wildest moments of your life.

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There really is only one thing I can say about Kikwang here. "You slut." You took Yoseob's idea and upped it 10x with you slapping your own ass. Oh..and it's not just one hand but BOTH of your hands. You know your fucking fine Kikwang and you want us to know that is some quality ass that we're drooling over. Not just some random fangirl claiming that she loves you can grope that ass of yours. Nope. We have to be worthy of that glorious ass. Tell us what we have to do Kikwang to get a piece of that ass. Must we give you a strip tease? Blow you? Grind up against you to get Mr. Kikwang all hard and up? Just tell me Kikwang...I will do it to get some of your quality ass.

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Junhyung...oh Junhyung. You never fail to give me more reasons as to why I fucking love you so much. Every single time I see you out of your BAMF image I seriously go crazy because I don't see it enough. And look at you here. I'm not quite sure why, but you seem like you can't keep that tongue in that mouth of yours. I don't know if it's because you've got a thick tongue that it doesn't fit in that mouth of yours...but that tongue of yours is making me think of very dirty thoughts of where it can lick. Then there's those hips of yours. I have yet to see you gyrate your hips, let along thrust it like this! My brain is getting fried fantasizing about those hips snapping into me at full force that the head board is hitting the wall. This truly is one of the sexiest gifs I have ever seen of you...I don't know about you all...

As much as I love Yoseob and Junhyung, I have to say that DooJoon just stole my heart and AIR from laughing so hard in this vid. There were so many wins from this guy that I had a hard time choosing which gif to use for this because they truly were all epic. I honestly don't know if you had some alcohol before you took this video or took some drugs. Hell, you probably took nothing and this is really how you are behind that UNF image that you have. OR...maybe you did drugs and drink at the same time. BUT WHO CARES! I absolutely love this side of you YOON DOOJOON. Please continue on showing your spazztic self because it makes me happy all over.

Now...you would think that is all...but you all know that I can't pass up that opportunity to spazz about the pair part of the spazz ending...

KiSeung anyone? Even though not much is happening in here, I really dig this part. Seems like Hyunseung has persuaded the gullible Kikwang that head banging is fun and now he's doing it. Oh poor Kikwang...you already space out enough and now you're loosing brain cells. You don't even know that Hyunseung is showing his victory signs behind your back for tricking you. You truly are bad Hyunseung...but I guess you needed someone to be 4D like you and Kikwang was the chosen one. I guess it doesn't matter much if you're losing brain cells Kikwang because you still have that ass of yours.

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Oh you guys cannot comprehend how happy I was when I saw that it was JunSeob that was together here. To see my two biases being freaks with each other is like a wish come true. Everything about you Yoseob just screams DERP. I just...I don't even know what else to say. Just pure DERP. Then Junhyung! As much as I am laughing at you...you still manage to be sexy. I see you biting your lip and pouting it every so slightly. Your sexiness cannot hide from me...I can always spot it. Anyways, I just love me some JunSeob.

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For some strange odd reason, I'm not surprised to see the Leader and Maknae paired up here. There has been a good amount of Leader/Maknae moments happening lately. But what I don't know is who is luckier in this gif, DooJoon or Dongwoon? DooJoon gets to actually be on TOP and ride Dongwoon until the day the ends basically. As for Dongwoon, he basically has DooJoon's peen right behind his head. Also, that peen is rubbing all up against that head of is. So...now that I think about it, I believe Dongwoon is the luckier one out of the the of them. Don't you think? I would love to have DooJoon's peen rubbing all up on me and have it right behind my head. All I got to do is turn my head and BAM! Hello DooJoon's peen.

So, I hope by reading this you will all understand why B2ST is my fandom. Why I stay up late at night watching them on music shows, downloading every single performance and show they are on, and why I go crazy every time I see them. Now I'm going to let B2ST show my appreciation for those who read this spazz crazed blogpost.

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[SIDEBAR UPDATES]: Check out the I Wanna Do the Nasty with, My Most Proudest Moment, and Can't Stop Thinking About....I changed them.

Lastly, if you're interested to see the other gifs I made, ask me either by leaving a comment or on twitter. The gifs are kind of big and I'm too lazy to change the size because it's so time consuming. Also, it stretches out the page a bit so...that's why I'm not posting the rest up here. So, like I said. If you want to see the other gifs...just ask me.

KxF

B2ST is Coming Back

[WARNING] THIS POST IS FILLED WITH MINDLESS FANGIRL BABBLING AND JIZZTASTIC GOODNESS.

Alright. Now that I got that out of the way, let the incoherent-ness begin!

If you're part of the kpop world, there is NO WAY that you do not know about B2ST making their comeback. And for some STRANGE ODD IMPOSSIBLE reason you do not know what I'm talking about and this is the first time you're hearing this, ARE YOU LIVING UNDER A ROCK?! sighs...I guess it's a good thing I'm talking about this then. It has been a week since B2ST and CUBE entertainment have been releasing songs and teasers. So I'm going to give you a recap of the past week.

Revealing one of their songs.

So they released this song and everyone was freaking out. At first when i first heard of the title of the song I thought that it was going to be ghetto and hip hop like. It wasn't until i read Junhyung's tweet saying something along the lines of "It's best to listen to before you go to sleep." Of course, after I read that I knew that the song was going to be a ballad. I was like, "what kind of ballad song is titled 'Clenching a Fist Tight?' It doesn't make sense!" But like usual, I thought about it and then I came up with a scenario that fit into the title. Now, at the time people were assuming that this was their comeback song. I have to admit that I was among the group of people who were a BIT BUMMED that their comeback song was a ballad. I mean, I know that they're a group who can actually sing and have great voices. I just wanted to have a comeback song that was upbeat and really impacted you.

So the song came out and when I went to listen to it, I was so excited. I heard their amazingly soothing voices and amazed that Dongwoon was given more than one line! Woot! Right after I heard the jizztastic voice that is Yoseob, I was getting ready to hear the next part and then I hear NOTHING! I knew that it was going to be Junhyung rap next and then just cut it off there! I went a bit hysterical a bit. Lol! But bout 30mins later I read a tweet saying that the full song was out and I downloaded it and listened to it. I LOVE the song! There is so much Hyunseung in it and I can tell that he has improved a lot since their SHOCK days. In the whole song there are two parts that I really like the most. There is Junhyung's slow rap which is ORGASMIC to my ears. It really seems like he's speaking right into my ears and I'm seriously going to moan on the spot. The other part is when Hyunseung holds that one long not and then Yoseob comes right in. Those two harmonizing is perfect and they blend so well.

Dance Spoiler

As much as I love the fact that Prepix's Haw released this, this was a pretty frustrating spoiler. Lol! I freaked when I read that a member of Kaba Modern flew to Korea and helped Haw choreograph B2ST's comeback dance! OMG!! I knew it was going to be epic when I read the tweet about it but seeing the 5sec preview of what I assume to be the popular dance move with Haw AND Mike Song in the same song made it even MORE EPIC! The move is so COOL and totally fits with the title of the song SOOM which is breathe in korean. It's like using your hand to convey the action of breathing in and breathing out. I seriously want to see more because honestly...there really isn't much shown in the Dance Spoiler video. Now, you would think that the video is already aggravating with the very small hint of what the dance may look like...but they just had to make you MORE AGGRAVATED! In the end of the video they played a 1sec of Yoseob's voice for their title song Breath. REALLY?! You do NOT tease a B2UTY LIKE THAT!! It makes it harder for us to wait when you do things like this....

Music Video Teaser

If you told me that B2ST could possibly get hotter than SHOCK, I probably wouldn't believe you because they were fucking fine there. But like always, I AM WRONG!! I thought there was no way in hell B2ST could get any hotter but they did with this video! I mean, I didn't even RECOGNIZE one of my biases...YONG JUNHYUNG! Wanna know why? Because he's not BLONDE ANYMORE and he dyed his hair black or dark brown!

Ok. Let me tell you something about Junhyung just laying down on the ground with that totally random and unnecessary girl in the red dress. For one thing, if I was the girl I would not have used that mask thing to give him air. I would have used my OWN MOUTH to give him some air. Junhyung is TOTALLY VULNERABLE in that position. I would totally have taken advantage of him in the situation he's in....like while I'm giving him air through my own mouth I'll have one hand unzipping his pants in the process...

Of course...we cannot NOT talk about SHIRTLESS B2ST in the RAIN! I knew that the first clip of the shirtless B2ST in the rain was Kikwang. Sure, I didn't freak out that much because I've seen Kikwang shirtless so many times. Yea...not under the rain though. But of course, I still found it very sexy. But this is what happened when they showed the second clip of a shirtless B2ST.

The minute the second shirtless member come on I literally gasped and had to stop the video. It was HYUNSEUNG FUCKING SHIRTLESS IN THE RAIN!!! Like...SAY WHAT?! I literally started coughing for no apparent reason. I couldn't breathe..or in other words I couldn't SOOM. It took me like a minute or two to compose myself and CONTINUE on with the one minute teaser. Once I started the teaser again I felt myself getting light headed. Anyways, after that the rest was Junhyung getting air and then more clips of shirtless B2ST in the rain. It was Kikwang-Hyunseung-Kikwang-Hyunseung. Actually, for a while I honestly truly believe that the last shirtless part was Dongwoon. I don't know. It was the face that threw me off. It kind of looked like the maknae and it didn't help that the hair was covering the face. I mean, sure Dongwoon isn't as amazing dancer like Hyunseung but it was just a turn. Anyone can turn in a circle...but I later soon realized that it was Hyunseung the whole entire time.

So the teaser was over and I LOVED IT! Just one problem. There was NO DONGWOON-YOSEOB-DOOJOON! It was only half of B2ST....but that's alright because soon enough the released another teaser with ALL OF THEM!

Comeback Teaser

Let's go by each member, shall we?

Junhyung - Oh Junhyung, you never fail to make me wet my panties with your UNF. I was pretty upset with you when that stupid parted hairstyle that I seriously did not feel any lust for you in the performance. But you always find a way to make it up to me. I absolutely love the dark hair on you and the hairstyle you have here? I want to drag you away from that dark forest and go deep into the mist so we can get to banging where no one can see us.

DooJoon - What can I say? This man right here is just pure perfection. He's got the the messy hair that was left after he had an endless night of screwing. Because honestly, disheveled hair on DooJoon is just SEX. Then he's got that cocky look that he pulls off SO WELL! DooJoon knows that we want his peen in us and wants to brag it to the other members. Well, go ahead YUNleadah. You've got enough crazed fangirls like myself to back you up on it.

Kikwang - Now, I don't really fangirl much about you Kikwang...and I really don't know why. But don't worry, I'm getting a feeling that you don't have to wait longer for me to be all byeontae on your ass. I saw what you did in the teaser. You're all gesturing me with that hand of yours to come over to you. If it's for me to blow you, I don't know. It doesn't matter because I WILL blow you. Then when I'm all done with my task, you flick your fingers to tell me to get on my way like I was some whore because that's all you wanted from me. Well, you know what Kikwang? Hit me up again...I'll be your personal whore.

Dongwoon - Oh Dongwoon...dear Dongwoon. I'm sorry love but I really don't dig your short hair...YET! I think that I'm going to have to get used to it or just wait for it to get longer. Of course, that doesn't take away the fact that you are one hot fucking piece of man candy. I don't know how they even made it possible for you to look even MORE FOREIGN than you already do.

Hyunseung - You Hyunseung really do wonders for me. Remember that blogpost I did about you being a fling? Well, I thought it was a fling because a couple of days after I wrote that my lust high for you died done. And of course, you sensed it and came back LIKE THIS! For ONCE in your B2ST career they gave you a JIZZTASTIC and FUCKABLE HAIRSTYLE! The stylist noona that decided on giving that hair to you has to FOREVER do your hair. I just...you are just UNF Hyunseung. You truly are. I'm just glad that you finally realized it. First you willingly showed us your hot pink leopard boxer briefs..then unintentionally your body was exposed for a couple of seconds...and now this. Damn.

Yoseob - All I can say is that I totally picked right. Sure, Junhyung is my bias as well but YOU Yoseob were my ONLY bias when this whole B2ST craze started for me. Yes, you are cute. But after seeing this teaser that word is non existent. Words such as BAMF and UNF are the only words that I can think of and use to describe you. You have a fauxhawk. A FAUXHAWK! You are so BADASS and that angry look of yours just drives me crazier than I already am! I want this BAMF to FUCKING DOMINATE ME! I hope you saved the guitar chords from Shock...

Audio Teaser

Now, when you think that you can't take anymore teasers because you're so close to dying from anticipation...B2ST and CUBE entertainment believes that we need more. They released an audio teaser on Narsha's radio show. Go listen to it. It is EPIC. I want to say that the adlibs that you hear is done by Dongwoon...but it could be DooJoon too. I guess we just have to wait to figure it out. Then, after that you hear Yoseob saying "Breathe in, Breathe out." If you ask me, I can tell that this song is going to be a hit for sure. I cannot wait for the music video to come out and hear the whole entire song. All this wait is really killing me...

KxF

Got a Reply from Tiger Oppa! Woot!

Yay! I was so excited when this happened. Even though this is the second time with Tiger Oppa, I just thought it was cool that he replied to me again. I some how cannot find the screen cap I took the first time I got a reply from him. That was the day he joined twitter. Now, to those of you who do not know who the hell I'm talking about, let me just give you a quick intro to who he is.

Tiger oppa is a producer that has worked with B2ST a lot along with 4minute and others. Him and B2ST are really close and some people even say that he's the "7th" B2ST member or the biggest B2UTY out there. I say that he's both. Lol! If you have seen MTV B2ST and B2ST Almighty then you have seen him before. In MTV B2ST he was in the episode where the members gave Hyunseung a surprise birthday party. Tiger oppa was guy who was in the studio with them and who came later to the norebang room and sing with them. Then in B2ST Almighty he was in the last episode that ended up announcing the 'winners' of the categories they created and such. So, I guess you could say that he's a special person in B2ST's life, don't you think?

Now that I gave you a background on who Tiger oppa is let's go to the point of this post! Two days ago I was on twitter using Tweetdeck because my internet is blocking kpop related websites once again and for some reason Twitter wasn't working correctly. The bad thing about Tweetdeck is that if one of the kpeens that I follow among other koreans tweet all I see is either a blank tweet or something like this, " ...,,,~~" Annoying right? I was lucky though because Twitter was actually OK for a couple of minutes so I quickly took some screen caps.

As you can see in the red box, Tiger oppa tweeted. Of course on my Tweetdeck it basically showed nothing. But when I saw that he tweeted I decided to tweet to him...which you can read in the green box. If you don't quite understand what I'm talking about in my tweet, Breath is the second song in B2ST's 3rd mini album and I think it's their title song. It was produced by Tiger oppa and from what I read about this song I have a feeling its going to be epic. (I plan on doing a blogpost about the new song that was released among other things...I just have to get through Monday first since I have a test....)

After I sent the tweet I just continued to what I was doing on my laptop. So as I was watching a video on YouTube my Tweetdeck thing does that pop up thing where if someone tweets or tweets to you you'll know. I looked at the pop up and saw Tiger oppa's picture with @KpopxFanatic right next to it.

In the red box, that is what he replied back to me. The reason for the tweet in the green box is because like I said earlier, Tweetdeck does not show tweets in korean...thats why I was freaking out a bit because I didn't know what he tweeted to me!! But after I calmed down I realized that I can check it on my iPhone and see what he tweeted me. Lol! Of course common sense only comes to you AFTERWARDS. So I saw the message that you see here. Even though he tweeted me in korean I didn't mind because this was a much longer reply than the first one he gave me. I don't understand A LOT of korean but I'm assuming that that he is making laughing sounds due to the beginning and ending characters in his tweet. Also I'm guessing that he's just telling me that I'm going to have to wait for the song Breath to come out since my tweet said I can't wait and such. I don't wanna wait though! Seriously...why is September 30th so far away. Yeah, I know it's only roughly two weeks...but it's LONG to ME! But no matter....there are tons of shows that I'm going to download that has B2ST in it since they're on like, a show every day of this following week. Now if only my internet will bet me....which I highly doubt.

ANYWAYS! I got side tracked a bit. I replied back to him after that but I didn't get a reply back. Which is OK! Honestly, I think it is SO COOL that he replies to the fan and such. I went to his page and he replied back to a couple other fans as well along with B2STRISING. Now I don't know if it was just that not a lot of people tweeted him but he only replied to like....10 fans and such. So I gotta say that I'm really lucky that I got a reply from him...even when my tweet was in ENGLISH and not KOREAN! Hmm...now that I think about it, maybe it was a good thing that my internet is being lame at the moment. I think that if it was working I would have taken a couple of minutes to figure out how to write that tweet in korean and by the time I figured it out he may have gotten off of Twitter already or stop doing replies. Huh...

Well, thanks Tiger oppa! You're amazing for the music that you create and replying to the fans!

KxF