B2ST 1 Year Anniversary

It's been year. The rookie boy group by the name of B2ST or BEAST have reached the one year mark. It seriously feels like it was only yesterday that I read an allkpop article mentioning three new idol boy groups were going to debut; B2ST, MBLAQ, and Z:EA. Among those three, it was the group B2ST that caught my attention. I never imagined that it was going to evolve into something so much more.

I want to honestly say that I thought that I would forever love Super Junior and they would always by my current fandom. But there is a reason why it is called a first love. Super Junior will always be my first love and have a special place in my heart. Hell...without Super Junior I wouldn't have gotten into kpop. Of course...the inevitable happened and another group entered my life, and it is this group right here...B2ST.

This was your beginning B2ST. All of you have been dreaming of the day where you were no longer trainees but singers. You debuted with the song BAD GIRL and displayed a cute and playful performance. The passion that all of you exuded is different from the other idols out there. The six of you have tasted failure and know that is something that you guys do not want to experience again. This drives you guys to work harder to show a better and more improved side of yourselves to the media, your sunbae, and your fans.

I also want to say that B2ST has yet to disappoint us B2UTIES whenever they have a comeback or do their follow up song. They continue to get better and better with each song that they sing and rap. The song that got them on the charts was MYSTERY. After that song, they worked their way to reach the top. You got songs like SHOCK, Say No, Easy, Oasis, etc.

Now, what I want to do just write my thoughts about each member on how they've grown and how my outlook on them has changed as well. Sure, it might make this blogpost long but it's an important day. So I'm sure you all can understand, yea?

YOON DOO JOON. An 89-er and the leader of this awesome and talented group. I just want to point out that there is always a great responsibility when you are given the role as a leader. You DooJoon have been doing a great job as a leader. I'm not just talking about how you care for the other members, but how great you are with the fans as well. When you were here in LA, you made sure to acknowledge the fans with your smile and waves. I really truly believe that you are a nice guy. But putting aside your personality, you have the whole package. You have the voice, dance skills, MC skills, and have the gag instinct flowing through you. From when I got to try know each of the members, you have grown on me. I don't know if it's because I saw you help poverish people, being the spazz that you are, or the fact that you wore a shirt that was actually meant for Yoseob. All I know is that I can't imagine anyone else being B2ST leader and please know DooJoon that you are doing a great job. This was not given to you at randomly. You DooJoon were chosen because you have traits of a leader. Your members believe in you, I believe in you...and I'm sure all of the B2UTIES all over world believe in you.

JANG HYUN SEUNG. An 89-er who I personally believe is B2ST's best dancer. Now this guy...I am so glad that he was able to join CUBE Entertainment and be a part of B2ST. After what happened with the whole being cut from Big Bang took a toll on him and it seemed as if he lost his way. So I can say that I'm thankful that he decided to give the whole idol thing another chance. As goofy and 4D as he is, he is among one of the members that is a perfectionist. Whenever it comes to his dancing, he monitors himself and gets affected by a little mistake...so he stays up late at night dancing the same moves over and over again. When it comes to commitment Hyun seung is right up there. Truthfully speaking...I am ashamed to say this...but you Hyun Seung were the last member for me to warm up to. I blame the hair..not that I'm making any excuses. But now...man. I absolutely love you. You are one hilarious guy that can make me laugh for hours...whether I'm laughing with you or at you whenever you pull one of your odd weird moments. But that is what makes you YOU Hyun Seung. You were one of the members that flew under the radar and I am happy to see that you are getting a lot more recognition now because it's your time to shine.

YONG JUN HYUNG. An 89-er and one of the sickest rappers I have ever heard. Oh Junhyung...where do I start? With my track record, I always tend to go for the rappers. So I should have seen this coming. But months later it was more than because you were a rapper. You are one talented guy Junhyung. I still remember the day when I got my "B2ST is the Best" album and say your name next to the 'Rap by' I was amazed. This guy has written basically every rap that in all of the songs and they're not just simple raps. Nope. Read the translation and it makes you wonder how they can be so deep and passionate. It just makes me imagine that you've got a lot of experience Junhyung for you write these kind of raps. Now, even though he wasn't under that radar as much as Hyun Seung was...he had this BAMF image where he had to be serious and such. I guess it had to take a year because these last months I have been witnessing spazztic Junhyung who is going crazy and showing me his eye smile more often. I can only assume Junhyung that you are letting this side of you be known to us B2UTIES which makes me happy because I see it as getting closer to your fans. By allowing yourself to act this way for your fans to see is a privilege that I'm sure we will not disregard. Well...I at least know that I won't. So please Junhyung, continue to open yourself up more and write more of your amazing rap lyrics.

YANG YO SEOB. A 90-er and the main vocalist of the group. He is possibly the reason why I wanted to get to know B2ST more. I clearly remember when I was randomly watching their MTV B2ST show that showed them preparing for their showcase...and it was RAW mind you. There was no subs...I just watched it. One quick short scene of a guy playing around with a pen in his mouth..who pouted after getting a tap on the head for putting the pen in his mouth. Once I saw that pout, I was pretty much a goner. Also, dark hair or blonde hair...he is still the same goofy and hyper Yoseob that never fails to brighten my day. He just seems to be full of life and I would love to have that kind of energy around me. I hope you never change. Then there is the fact that he has an AMAZING voice. He can basically sing most genres which is a plus in the industry. His soothing voice makes me melt inside while his rough and tough voice like in SHOCK just drives me crazy. But one thing I know about this guy is that he has one of the worst immune systems that I have ever seen. When is Yoseob NOT sick?! So please Yoseob, drink orange juice or take vitamin C. I think I can say on the behalf of all the B2UTIES out there that we want you to be healthy and strong.

LEE KI KWANG. A 90-er and in charge dancing along with the upper body. Even though Kikwang didn't really make it as AJ, there was a reason that it did not go as planned. By putting him in B2ST and being part of a group I believe worked out better for him. This is another guy that I think has it all. He has a great body, good voice, talented dancer, MC skills, gagman instinct, and has the ability to turn on the SEXY and switch to CUTE in only a matter of seconds. Now, he really didn't make much on an impact on me. I really don't know why...but better late than never right? His laughter is so contagious that you can't help but join along...even if you don't know what the hell he's laughing at. One thing that I have to acknowledge about Kikwang here is how much of a hard worker he is. While he's doing music performance he also has to do taping for Hot Brothers and Win Win. I can't imagine when he even has time to sleep and relax. Then you see him on screen and you don't even see an ounce of tiredness or fatigue from him. I have much respect him.

SON DONG WOON. A 91-er and the MAKNAE of the group. Now I have to give this guy the MOST IMPROVED award. He was the last one to be added into B2ST and in my opinion, he still needed to work on a couple of things. Dongwoon is someone who has raw talent that just needs to be honed and polished. Comeback after comeback they gave him more lines to sing and his vocal abilities have gotten much better. You guys seriously cannot comprehend how happy I was to see this amazing development! It didn't hit me how much he has gotten better until I recently watched them on Narsha's radio show and Dongwoon sang live. I was really surprised and blown away at how AMAZING his sounded. Oh! Another development is that Dongwoon isn't under the radar anymore! Like Hyunseung, he did not have a lot of air time and you rarely saw much of him. Now he's branching out and we're getting to see him personality a lot more now! Yay! He has this awkward humor about him that you just have to love. Dongwoon, continue to grow and get better...reach that potential that I know that you have. I want to keep getting blown away by your talent. I know you won't let me down Dongwoon. Besides, we're both in the 91 line. Yea chingu?

Now a year has passed and this is how you guys look now. I sense professionalism and maturity as I look at his picture. They all have endured hardships and persevered. They have reached their goal of becoming a singer and now new goals have been created for them to achieve. B2ST, you guys have really helped me out in various moments in my life. You guys literally bring joy in my life and I have no idea how I can pay you all back for everything. I feel as if just merely cheering for you all here in the US isn't enough. Then when I go and decided to buy gifts for some of you, you go and wear them making me feel like one of the luckiest B2UTIES out there.

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSAY BEAST!

Thank you so much for existing and being who you are.

KxF

B2ST is Coming Back

[WARNING] THIS POST IS FILLED WITH MINDLESS FANGIRL BABBLING AND JIZZTASTIC GOODNESS.

Alright. Now that I got that out of the way, let the incoherent-ness begin!

If you're part of the kpop world, there is NO WAY that you do not know about B2ST making their comeback. And for some STRANGE ODD IMPOSSIBLE reason you do not know what I'm talking about and this is the first time you're hearing this, ARE YOU LIVING UNDER A ROCK?! sighs...I guess it's a good thing I'm talking about this then. It has been a week since B2ST and CUBE entertainment have been releasing songs and teasers. So I'm going to give you a recap of the past week.

Revealing one of their songs.

So they released this song and everyone was freaking out. At first when i first heard of the title of the song I thought that it was going to be ghetto and hip hop like. It wasn't until i read Junhyung's tweet saying something along the lines of "It's best to listen to before you go to sleep." Of course, after I read that I knew that the song was going to be a ballad. I was like, "what kind of ballad song is titled 'Clenching a Fist Tight?' It doesn't make sense!" But like usual, I thought about it and then I came up with a scenario that fit into the title. Now, at the time people were assuming that this was their comeback song. I have to admit that I was among the group of people who were a BIT BUMMED that their comeback song was a ballad. I mean, I know that they're a group who can actually sing and have great voices. I just wanted to have a comeback song that was upbeat and really impacted you.

So the song came out and when I went to listen to it, I was so excited. I heard their amazingly soothing voices and amazed that Dongwoon was given more than one line! Woot! Right after I heard the jizztastic voice that is Yoseob, I was getting ready to hear the next part and then I hear NOTHING! I knew that it was going to be Junhyung rap next and then just cut it off there! I went a bit hysterical a bit. Lol! But bout 30mins later I read a tweet saying that the full song was out and I downloaded it and listened to it. I LOVE the song! There is so much Hyunseung in it and I can tell that he has improved a lot since their SHOCK days. In the whole song there are two parts that I really like the most. There is Junhyung's slow rap which is ORGASMIC to my ears. It really seems like he's speaking right into my ears and I'm seriously going to moan on the spot. The other part is when Hyunseung holds that one long not and then Yoseob comes right in. Those two harmonizing is perfect and they blend so well.

Dance Spoiler

As much as I love the fact that Prepix's Haw released this, this was a pretty frustrating spoiler. Lol! I freaked when I read that a member of Kaba Modern flew to Korea and helped Haw choreograph B2ST's comeback dance! OMG!! I knew it was going to be epic when I read the tweet about it but seeing the 5sec preview of what I assume to be the popular dance move with Haw AND Mike Song in the same song made it even MORE EPIC! The move is so COOL and totally fits with the title of the song SOOM which is breathe in korean. It's like using your hand to convey the action of breathing in and breathing out. I seriously want to see more because honestly...there really isn't much shown in the Dance Spoiler video. Now, you would think that the video is already aggravating with the very small hint of what the dance may look like...but they just had to make you MORE AGGRAVATED! In the end of the video they played a 1sec of Yoseob's voice for their title song Breath. REALLY?! You do NOT tease a B2UTY LIKE THAT!! It makes it harder for us to wait when you do things like this....

Music Video Teaser

If you told me that B2ST could possibly get hotter than SHOCK, I probably wouldn't believe you because they were fucking fine there. But like always, I AM WRONG!! I thought there was no way in hell B2ST could get any hotter but they did with this video! I mean, I didn't even RECOGNIZE one of my biases...YONG JUNHYUNG! Wanna know why? Because he's not BLONDE ANYMORE and he dyed his hair black or dark brown!

Ok. Let me tell you something about Junhyung just laying down on the ground with that totally random and unnecessary girl in the red dress. For one thing, if I was the girl I would not have used that mask thing to give him air. I would have used my OWN MOUTH to give him some air. Junhyung is TOTALLY VULNERABLE in that position. I would totally have taken advantage of him in the situation he's in....like while I'm giving him air through my own mouth I'll have one hand unzipping his pants in the process...

Of course...we cannot NOT talk about SHIRTLESS B2ST in the RAIN! I knew that the first clip of the shirtless B2ST in the rain was Kikwang. Sure, I didn't freak out that much because I've seen Kikwang shirtless so many times. Yea...not under the rain though. But of course, I still found it very sexy. But this is what happened when they showed the second clip of a shirtless B2ST.

The minute the second shirtless member come on I literally gasped and had to stop the video. It was HYUNSEUNG FUCKING SHIRTLESS IN THE RAIN!!! Like...SAY WHAT?! I literally started coughing for no apparent reason. I couldn't breathe..or in other words I couldn't SOOM. It took me like a minute or two to compose myself and CONTINUE on with the one minute teaser. Once I started the teaser again I felt myself getting light headed. Anyways, after that the rest was Junhyung getting air and then more clips of shirtless B2ST in the rain. It was Kikwang-Hyunseung-Kikwang-Hyunseung. Actually, for a while I honestly truly believe that the last shirtless part was Dongwoon. I don't know. It was the face that threw me off. It kind of looked like the maknae and it didn't help that the hair was covering the face. I mean, sure Dongwoon isn't as amazing dancer like Hyunseung but it was just a turn. Anyone can turn in a circle...but I later soon realized that it was Hyunseung the whole entire time.

So the teaser was over and I LOVED IT! Just one problem. There was NO DONGWOON-YOSEOB-DOOJOON! It was only half of B2ST....but that's alright because soon enough the released another teaser with ALL OF THEM!

Comeback Teaser

Let's go by each member, shall we?

Junhyung - Oh Junhyung, you never fail to make me wet my panties with your UNF. I was pretty upset with you when that stupid parted hairstyle that I seriously did not feel any lust for you in the performance. But you always find a way to make it up to me. I absolutely love the dark hair on you and the hairstyle you have here? I want to drag you away from that dark forest and go deep into the mist so we can get to banging where no one can see us.

DooJoon - What can I say? This man right here is just pure perfection. He's got the the messy hair that was left after he had an endless night of screwing. Because honestly, disheveled hair on DooJoon is just SEX. Then he's got that cocky look that he pulls off SO WELL! DooJoon knows that we want his peen in us and wants to brag it to the other members. Well, go ahead YUNleadah. You've got enough crazed fangirls like myself to back you up on it.

Kikwang - Now, I don't really fangirl much about you Kikwang...and I really don't know why. But don't worry, I'm getting a feeling that you don't have to wait longer for me to be all byeontae on your ass. I saw what you did in the teaser. You're all gesturing me with that hand of yours to come over to you. If it's for me to blow you, I don't know. It doesn't matter because I WILL blow you. Then when I'm all done with my task, you flick your fingers to tell me to get on my way like I was some whore because that's all you wanted from me. Well, you know what Kikwang? Hit me up again...I'll be your personal whore.

Dongwoon - Oh Dongwoon...dear Dongwoon. I'm sorry love but I really don't dig your short hair...YET! I think that I'm going to have to get used to it or just wait for it to get longer. Of course, that doesn't take away the fact that you are one hot fucking piece of man candy. I don't know how they even made it possible for you to look even MORE FOREIGN than you already do.

Hyunseung - You Hyunseung really do wonders for me. Remember that blogpost I did about you being a fling? Well, I thought it was a fling because a couple of days after I wrote that my lust high for you died done. And of course, you sensed it and came back LIKE THIS! For ONCE in your B2ST career they gave you a JIZZTASTIC and FUCKABLE HAIRSTYLE! The stylist noona that decided on giving that hair to you has to FOREVER do your hair. I just...you are just UNF Hyunseung. You truly are. I'm just glad that you finally realized it. First you willingly showed us your hot pink leopard boxer briefs..then unintentionally your body was exposed for a couple of seconds...and now this. Damn.

Yoseob - All I can say is that I totally picked right. Sure, Junhyung is my bias as well but YOU Yoseob were my ONLY bias when this whole B2ST craze started for me. Yes, you are cute. But after seeing this teaser that word is non existent. Words such as BAMF and UNF are the only words that I can think of and use to describe you. You have a fauxhawk. A FAUXHAWK! You are so BADASS and that angry look of yours just drives me crazier than I already am! I want this BAMF to FUCKING DOMINATE ME! I hope you saved the guitar chords from Shock...

Audio Teaser

Now, when you think that you can't take anymore teasers because you're so close to dying from anticipation...B2ST and CUBE entertainment believes that we need more. They released an audio teaser on Narsha's radio show. Go listen to it. It is EPIC. I want to say that the adlibs that you hear is done by Dongwoon...but it could be DooJoon too. I guess we just have to wait to figure it out. Then, after that you hear Yoseob saying "Breathe in, Breathe out." If you ask me, I can tell that this song is going to be a hit for sure. I cannot wait for the music video to come out and hear the whole entire song. All this wait is really killing me...

KxF

NOT Cool BEAST

[UPDATE] - After getting a good night's sleep....I have gotten over it. I was thinking about deleting this blogpost since I'm not so angry anymore...but decided to keep it. Of course whenever someone is angry their judgment is clouded and I am guilty for doing just that. So to those who have read this my apologies if it rubbed you the wrong way. And to the person who commented, you're right. It probably was scripted to make the show more interesting...but I don't know how favoring someone is fun...ANYWAYS! Thanks for commenting and putting some sense into me....Lol!

Ok. Before I start this sudden kpop rant, I want you all to know that this is MY personal OPINION. I do not care if you think that what I'm about to rant about is stupid because it's part of the show. Honestly, I don't give a shit because this is what I believe. Another thing, I'm always honest when it comes to my kpop guys. If I don't like something, I say it. If I'm angry at someone, I say it. So, please think about that before any of you want to bash me and such.

I downloaded Idol Maid ep 3 earlier today and I just finished watching it about an hour ago. Because of that show...this rant happened. There are two maids that clean up B2ST's dorm. Those two maids are Bongsun and Gaeun. If you see the two maids it is obvious which is prettier and seems nicer...even if the prettier one is older by 7 years. Anyways, it's the ending that got me all riled up.


One of the MAJOR things that tick me off the most is when someone gets treated better because they are PRETTIER or more GOOD LOOKING than some one else. And even if you are B2ST, my BIAS group, you guys are no exception.

Now, maybe my anger would have lessened if I knew what they were saying...but sometimes actions speak LOUDER than words. Also, because there are no subs I am just making assumptions of what is going on. Sure, I might look like an ass and feel like shit after it gets subbed and see that it wasn't what I thought I was. But this is what I think. I also know that they're boys and they can't help it...but that's just a LAME ASS EXCUSE. Anyways, here I go.

WHAT THE FUCK BEAST?! It is TOTALLY OBVIOUS that you guys are favoring Gaeun because of her looks. I mean, I don't know if you guys were just doing this for the show to make it more entertaining or if you doing that just for fun and tease Bongsun. But guess what. IT'S NOT AMUSING! IT'S NOT FUNNY! People's feelings can get hurt by that and it is UNFAIR. I began to see that it was slowly affecting Bongsun at around 1:14. What I'm seeing is that Bongsun feels left out because all of YOU GUYS are hovering around Gaeun being all friendly to her while you order Bongsun around! THEN! Bongsun goes over to the kitchen and sees the food and such that needs to be cleaned. Of course, it is a MAID's job to clean up. That IS Gaeun's job and you Hyunseung goes and stops her from doing it which makes Bongsun end up doing it!

Yoseob...Junhyung...you guys know that I love you right? You're my biases for goodness sake and I spent over $20 for the gifts that I bought you. But I have to say that I was VERY disappointed in what I saw. Yoseob...you sure let me down. I know I should have seen it coming since you seem like a puppy doing everything to look good in Gaeun's eyes...but seeing you leave the kitchen where Bongsun is to go fold the laundry with Gaeun was NOT NICE! And Junhyung...I knew it was coming. It really didn't come to a suprise to me when you added another order of things to do which I can only assume to something as clean something that REALLY smells. Nice job Junhyung...but it wasn't until THIS PART that made me want to blog about it.

YOU GUYS FUCKING LET GAEUN REST ON YOUR BEDS WHILE BONGSUN IS ACTUALLY DOING MAID WORK LIKE SHE'S SUPPOSED TO DO!!! GAEUN....REST?!!?! WHAT THE FUCK?!!!! THAT IS UNFAIR ON SOOOO MANY LEVELS. AND YOU THREE...YOSEOB-JUNHYUNG-HYUNSEUNG TOTALLY CONDONE IT AND HELP HER DO IT!!!!!!

That literally made me so angry towards those three. I almost decided to stop watching the episode because I don't want to dislike ANY member. But I absolutely love Dongwoon in those episode. Now, I don't care if you all want to say that he only stayed with Bongsun because she got him a signed Narsha album. I perfectly know that may be the only reason why. But guess what? He could have left her at any moment because Bongsun is caring and I assumed that she told Dongwoon that she was okay and he didn't have to help her with the dishes. But Dongwoon said he wanted to help noona and continued to be by her side. Also, he even told Junhyung to help Bongsun out since he knew that all the work was going to her...and of course, Junhyung just dismissed it.

This is where I actually wanted to cry. Yeah, call me pathetic and shit...but I did. Bongsun goes into the room with Dongwoon and she knew that it looked like Gaeun was laying and resting on Junhyung's bed. Of course, B2ST kept on making excuses saying that wasn't true and it seemed like Hyunseung tried to make it seem like Bongsun is the one that's wrong. Then the thing that I KNEW was gonna happen happened. You three crossed the limit and made Bongsun leave your dorm. Even if she is a gag woman and you three MAY think that she should get used to it now, you're wrong. Even if you do hear it a lot, it still bothers you! I know personally that you would think that it would lessen every time something negative comes along, but it still hurts at one point. And that was her limit B2ST. The looks on your faces made me laugh. You three honestly didn't believe that what you guys were doing would actually backfire and hit you in the face? Hyunseung...you had that typical face where one would laugh like you couldn't believe what just happened. Then a couple seconds later you have like an 'oh shit' face...yeah, oh shit is right. Then Junhyung...yeah, something troublesome happened. I can't even describe how it was like...just bothered me. I don't know about this but I'm pretty sure that the voice that said "Noona where are you going" is Yoseob's. Even if you said it all cutesy doesn't matter Yoseob...that doesn't make up for what you three did.

Now, I can't say this in Bongsun's behalf but this is what I would have reacted. I would have walked out if I was in her position and to be honest, I might have gotten teary eyed. You can see later on in the video that it looks like the three of them did gifts or prepared something for Bongsun. You would think that would make me feel better but actually, it doesn't. To me it looks like they are just DOING that just in spite of what just happened...like, to fix the situation. For me it's like, "Oh NOW you realized that you guys made me feel like shit? You're trying to show me how sorry you are?" Maybe I'm just a mean person but that doesn't do it for me. Sure, Hyunseung and Yoseob tried to show how sorry they were by massaging Bongsun' shoulders but that doesn't do shit. I would have ignored it or shake it off. I don't know...I guess I am mean. It just needs to feel like it's sincere.

So B2ST...I saw the preview of next week's episode. I saw that you guys were serenading Bongsun in the bus. It's the LEAST you can do for what you did. You guys BETTER make it up to Bongsun because she did your laundry AND cooked you food...even if it was on the 'eh' side.

....that is the end of my rant. I hope that I won't be seeing ANY more FAVORITISM in the episodes after the fourth one. Please don't get me to dislike any of you...especially my biases. All I can say is that Bongsun sure did let them off easily...it wouldn't be as easy if it was me.

Bongsun unnie...fighting!!

KxF

Shinee's Minho...A Player?

I know. Choi Minho? A player?

It's an interesting thought, don't you think? I kind of find it funny actually.

I actually don't see Shinee's Flaming Charisma Minho as a player, but that word came to mind when I watched this video.

I understand that there are no subs and such...but one can kind of deduct what is happening. But let me kind of give you the jist of it.

Minho is told to chose between all those girls until he picks his ideal one. Before this show came on, there was another episode I believe where Minho was on a 'date' with his so called ideal girl, Goo Hara. So, the thought of player came into my mind as I watched this knowing that Goo Hara was considered to be his ideal girl.

Anyways, here comes the supposed 'player' part. It was fun to see Minho having a hard time choosing between the girls. I was surprised to see that he chose 4Minute's Hyunah, but not as surprised to see that he chose Brown Eyed Girls Narsha over Goo Hara. Everyone including her were surprised to see that because of the supposed 'date' in the other episode. It seemed like he liked Goo Hara...then Narsha...then SNSD's Yuri, which ended up being the girl that he chose at the end.

Honestly, I just found the whole video funny because you rarely see Minho like this. It's obvious to everyone that he's not the most vocal member in Shinee so it's nice to see him on variety shows like this and Dream Team 2. He kept on smiling and seeing him having a difficult time with the girls was just so much fun.

If I had to choose though, I would have liked him with Narsha. She was pretty funny and really cute when she danced in between Minho and Yuri. The two of them looked good together.

Hope you had fun on that show Minho.

KxF