I'm Back Bitches! Thanks BEAST!

Well, the title pretty much sums it up. Lol! As I look at the last time I blogged, I can tell that it's been a while since I've posted anything on here. Over a month to be exact and I'm sad that it happened. But do not worry, I think I have got my drive back and that is all because of the amazing kpeen group called BEAST!

Now, before I continue on to blabble about the SEX that is the members of Beast, I just need to let this out there. I don't know if I have already complained about this, but ever since my 2 week hiatus of twitter and kpop....I truly felt like I never really got back into the groove again. I used to be the kind of fangirl that knew all the latest news and one of the first few that new all the things that's happening with Beast. Lately, I've been lagging on Beast and other kpeen groups. I haven't been updating myself on fancams or pictures. And because of that...dare I say...my spazzing and fangirling over them wasn't as high as the level it was before. It's didn't die of course but the level was sub par in my opinion. Then...this morning, I felt it coming back. How you ask? Beast had their encore concert...that's how.

BAM! YOSEOB'S FUCKIN CHOCOLATE LICKIN JIZZTASTIC ABS!

THIS BROUGHT ME BACK TO SPAZZING ABOUT BEAST!! OH MY FUCKIN SHISUS!! I THANK YOU FOR LETTING US SEE THIS GLORIOUS EVENT! I am seriously just sitting here on the couch thinking of what to say but words are not coming to me! The abs on this MAN SEX is making me lose any logical thought and my carnal desires are reaching the surface and taking over. I want to rip those offensive items called CLOTHES OFF so I can see his abs, pecs and everything else in its own glory. I want to run my hands over his abs and lightly hold onto his hips....letting the crevices of his abs be engraved on my tongue as I slowly count each ab one...by...one...and when I'm done counting each ab my teeth grazes down to the top of his boxers and pull it down to his rock hard peen...

SO! It was Yoseob and his abs that brought me back and I thank him. BUT! Yoseob can't take all the credit now. This certain member played a key role in bringing the spazz back in me...and I have to say that I'm kind of surprised at who it was. Now, this is that one member that I don't really go all byeontae on his ass. Sure, I say some pervy comments here and there...but it's just for fun. It's not like Yoseob or Junhyung where I really wanna get in their pants. With this guy, I really just wanted him to be my best friend. You know, that one good looking friend of yours who you have so many crazed fun memories with? Well, that was the relationship that I wanted with this member....my sexy best guy friend. But after seeing this? I'm not sure anymore....friends with benefits?

WHEN THE FUCK DID YOU GET BEASTLY MAKNAE?!

Um...*continues to stare in confusion*...how this happened I have no idea. I am as blown away as all of you. I had NO IDEA that Dongwoon had this under all that clothing. Honestly Dongwoon, I don't know what say. You were the one that I wanted as my best friend! Then you go and VOLUNTARILY take off your shirt because you want to. Yup. You stripped in front of thousands of horny rabid fangirls and managed to not have any of them make their way to the stage and ravish you there. I just...I'm really confused Dongwoon. My heart isn't supposed to beat faster and my ovaries shouldn't be tingling when it comes to you. And I'm staring at places that I would have never thought I would be staring at....like your big pecs and what looks to be erect nipples. I CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF OF THEM! I...want to....suck...damn. What are you doing to me maknae....

I only have one thing to say after I saw this video.

JUNHYUNG BE POPPING?! OMFG!! POP MY CHERRY!!!

And that's all I gotta say. I really did miss this level of spzzing. It truly feels like I have fallen in love with B2ST all over again and it's a great feeling. I also wanna say sorry to the people that may follow my blog for not posting anything for the longest time. I shall try my best to post more frequently. And now...all that's left is for DooJoon to reveal the abs that I'm sure he has and for Junhyung to...well...show me his flat stomach. I sure hope I don't have to wait too long....

Sidebar Changes: I Wanna Do the Nasty With , Can't Stop Thinking Bout

KxF

Music Monday: Because of You Girl - B2ST

Yay to Music Monday's again!! As you can see, I'm trying my best to update more. Even though I didn't make any new year's resolution, I guess I can say this could be one of them. And since today is monday, why not do a Music Monday? It's been too long since I've done one. So, here's the song of the week!

I absolutely love this song. As much as I loved all of the duet songs that they released, it's nice to hear a new song of theirs with all of the members in it. This song just has a very sweet tune that makes you smile. Whenever I hear this song, I unknowingly start feelings better and my mood went up. It's also one of those songs that you would want to listen to if you're outside relaxing and glancing at your surroundings. Also, this could be my bias self kicking in, but Yoseob's voice in this songs just makes me melt inside. Yes, I know. When DOESN'T Yoseob's voice make me melt? Maybe it's because I can imagine Yoseob with that smile on his face, singing this song to the girl he loves and confessing his feelings to her. Of course, I wish he would sing it to me...but it would be nice to see him and the rest of the members sing this song live.
So, if you like this song like I do you can download it here.

KxF

LETZDANCE...You Make Me Smile

I know that I said that 2011 is going to have to up its game to beat 2010 since I had an amazing year last year with all that happened to me. But I have to say, because of LETZDANCE and DooJoon, this year has started out pretty good already. If you remember, I wrote a blogpost about seeing DooJoon wear the shirt that I initially bout for Yoseob in a video. If not, then you can glance to my sidebar and you'll know. Now, one of my gals on twitter tweeted me that DooJoon really did wear the shirt you bought. I already knew that he wore the shirt because of the video and such, but what she tweeted me was a picture. This is what she tweeted.

I immediately asked her if this picture was recently released or anything since I didn't know that there were pictures out from the same day they recorded that video. The girl told me that it should be recent. I was really happy to see this! Even though this isn't anything new, I'm just glad to see that there is another way for me to see my shirt being worn. Then, when I thought that my happiness and hyperness were going to fade already...I found out that there were more pictures that LETZDANCE released!! Here are two of the few pics that they released!

Technically, you can't see much of the t-shirt in this photo. I just like this photo because of Yoseob actually. Lol! I absolutely LOVE how he pulled up his pants THAT HIGH! I mean, LOOK AT HIS LEGS! Is it right of me to say that I am TOTALLY JEALOUS of how he has NICE LEGS?! Sure, I feel as if his legs are too skinny and my arm is probably thicker than it is....but! You cannot pass the thought that Yoseob has got some sexy legs. It kind of makes you wish the other guys in the group followed after Yoseob. Dongwoon, Junhyung, and Kikwang already have it up a bit. All they have to do is pull it higher and BAM! More sexy legs to look at.

Now....this is absolutely my FAVORITE picture out of all of the ones that I saw. Want to know why? Well, here it is.
DOOJOON IS FCKIN SWEATING IN THE SHIRT! HIS ESSENCE!
Oh yea, that's right. That sheen of sweat on his neck just tells me that he must have danced and practiced REAL HARD in that shirt. I don't know about you all, but I know that DooJoon can sweat a lot with all of the pictures that I have seen. So, that means that DooJoon is SWEATING SO HARD THAT THE SHIRT COULD BE PLASTERED TO HIS SKIN!! Tell me, does it look like the shirt is stuck to his skin from the back? Please be honest so I know whether or not I'm being delusional about all of this. Seriously, I cannot STOP STARING at this picture. DooJoon's sweaty body...sweating against the shirt...MY SHIRT...the shirt I BOUGHT. I just...I don't know what to say anymore but thank you.

Thank you LETZDANCE for releasing pictures from the day B2ST recorded that video for you guys. Thank you DooJoon for wearing the shirt that I bought. Thank you kpop gods for giving me this amazing moment. To what I have done to deserve such a gift is beyond me, but I am honored. Thank you once again.
KxF

Photo of the day - Marie Claire Edition 6

......I don't get it. Honestly, I really don't get it. So far, we have seen very sexy pics of DooJoon...a DooSeob pic...and a very chic Hyunseung pic. Now we get this kind of photo for Junhyung? If you all haven't realized it yet, this isn't one of my favorite pics...which is sad because Junhyung is my other bias.
All I see here is a sad and depressed kpeen. I can only assume that Junhyung is wallowing in his misery laying on that couch. Whether or not it's because DooJoon is getting more action that him with the ladies or if he saw the DooSeob pic. Whatever it is, it must have been bad for him to look like this! To me he looks pale here like he's sick or something. Maybe he's depressed at the fact that he has a cold and couldn't do some hanky panky with Yoseob. Sighs...I really don't know. OR! Maybe he got dumped and he's all heartbroken and cried his eyes out. The tissue box and his red-ish eyes would make sense then.
But after all of those less than positive opinions, I gotta say that he looks pretty good all depressed. Even after all that, Junhyung still manages to keep his good looks. So...coordinators. I wish you gave Junhyung a better concept. You're just lucky that Junhyung looks good most of the time so he was able to make this photo work in its own way...I guess.
KxF

Photo of the Day - Marie Claire Edition 5

Overall, I like how Hyunseung's photo turned out. Sure, you can't see much of his face since he's looking down and all but the glasses are a nice touch. I can only assume that he's settling himself down on the bed or getting up off of the bed. He could be sitting on the bed and watching the strip show I'm giving him. Yea, that's right. See that coat on the bed? That's mine. Hyunseung needed to get himself situated so he can be comfortable and play with himself as he watches the show in front of him. Good thing the pillow is there for him to clench onto as he's getting close. OR! It could be Hyunseung slowly trying to get out of bed trying to not wake me up. I guess he gotta make sure that the one night stand he had doesn't get into the media and become a headline. Eh~....doesn't bother me. I had a night to discover how flexible Hyunseung is, who am I to complain?
Now, I don't know about you all but seeing this picture makes me realize that Hyunseung has a nice nose. Lol! It's a great nose don't you think? Well, I think so. He's so light skinned too! Also, I think this photo has a nice artistic fell to it, yea? So, another good one coordinators. My only negative comment is not being able to see much of of our Seungie's face. But overall, I like the photo.
KxF

Photo of the Day - Marie Claire Edition 4

To get back into the groove of blogging again, I decided to continue on with my Marie Claire Photo of the Day commentaries with each photo within the shoot. So, let's get to it yea?

Oh coordinators of the photoshoot....THIS is how the pictures are supposed to be. I don't know if it was because you all were afraid of facing my wrath or you finally realized the concepts that WE the fangirls want. As much as I love my biases together, JUNSEOB, I'm really glad to see DOOSEOB in this picture. Before there was a JunSeob, it was DooSeob all the way. I absolutely love seeing these two together and the choice of having a picture with the two of them was perfect. Good job for doing something right coordinators.
Now, I really don't know WHO I want to be in this picture or who's luckier. Even though there is this sweet and serene aura happening in this scene...I really can't help myself.
DO YOU ALL REALIZE HOW CLOSE YOSEOB'S HEAD IS TO DOOJOON'S MIGHTY PEEN?!
Like...seriously. All Yoseob has to do is turn his head and BAM! DooJoon's popsicle is ready for licking. AND!! You cannot overlook the fact that Yoseob has his arms around the famous ROCK HARD THUNDER THIGHS! I swear, this must have been torture for DooJoon...hence his tilted head and him looking up. I bet he's trying REAL HARD to not get turned on with the visual maknae right there near his goods. I mean, I don't blame him. If I was a guy and I had a cute and adorable boy snuggling his head into my crotch and wrapping his arms around my thigh like it's his pillow...I would want to look away as well. Because once I look down and see this promising opportunity, I might end up waking the boy by poking the back of his head with my peen. So, good thing for being a girl! But...poor leader. Then again.....can you blame Yoseob? I would want to rest my head on DooJoon's crotch and "FALL ASLEEP" as I NONCHALANTLY wrap my arms around his thigh. If that's the way they cuddle in Korea, I need to find myself a kpeen ASAP!
Well coordinators, I'm happy to see that you have come to your senses and I don't have to fly all the way over to Korea and take your job.
So, that pretty much ends my DooJoon centered story? Commentary? I really don't know what it's called but all three of them sort of relate to each other. If you follow my blog and read all the DooJoon focused posts, then you'll know. If you don't, it's okay. Lol! Anyways, I hope that this was an okay blogpost. I know that it's been a while so I'm kind of rusty.
KxF

2010 - A Great Year for a Fangirl

Hello everyone! It's been a while huh? During the duration of the non-posting for over a month, I was studying for my finals and once I was finally on winter break I was still busy making my Christmas gifts for my family. It wasn't only till after Christmas that I was free and able to relax. So, I decided to get into the groove of blogging again with the last day of the year 2010 and just reminisce the highlights of the year as we enter the new year of 2011.

Honestly, where do I even start? 2010 could possibly be the most eventful year of my entire life. I've got closer to people, found amazing people who share the same mindset as me, and had things happen in my life that I would never have imagined to occur to me.

I believe that the friendships that I had got a bit stronger and tighter this year because of kpop. Every time I went out to eat, or go karaoke, or stalk kpeens...its always the same group of amazing gals. I know that I can spazz with them and we can chat for hours about our biases. Honestly, its always a blast whenever they are around. The group of girls being Sarah, Meggie, Judith and my cousin, Neenr. I swear, those nights of singing non-stop can be great blackmail material. Lol!

Then, there are my gals in twitter. You guys do not know how many amazing people I have met through twitter. I have gals who I can spazz with together on videos and pictures at the same time! The best part is, they share the same pervert mindset as I do! Like...I can talk as dirty as I want to and they'll join along! I truly feel like myself when I'm on twitter. I can only talk like that with a certain group of people outside of the internet...which is pretty much just my circle of fangirls. To be honest, I was someone who would have never thought that I would get into twitter. I remember that I just got one because my cousins just told me to make an account. I didn't really talk to anyone that much...but I started to get into it the beginning of this year when I started to talking to people. What surprised me was that I can find so many kpoppers on twitter from all over the world! I just wanna say to my gals, and you all know who you are....you have made being a fangirl and part of the kpop craze so much fun. You all have made an impact in my life. I just thought that I had to make that public so it's known. Twitter, thank you for allowing me to find these amazing people. If only I can meet all of you in real life and spazz together.

Now, I have to say what made this year like no other is all of the concerts that I went to and all of the kpeens I saw in person. I do not know what I did to deserve all the luck that I got the last half of this year. I got to watch my current favorite kpop idol group, B2ST perform live and have moments with them that can be considered something as close as a fan meet. I got my album signed by all of the members and a picture with half of them. I can't forget to mention getting back raped from DooJoon and the smile Hyunseung gave me. Then a month later I got to see 2PM for the second time at the Wonder Girls and 2PM concert. I got take a picture with all of them and got a chance to go up to Chansung and get his signature. Then 3 months later I got to go to SM Town and see my first kpop love perform live. SUPER JUNIOR!! To see Eunhyuk look at my sign and acknowledge me twice seriously made my year. And when I thought that was when my kpeen escapades were going to end, JYJ decided to come and perform here in LA and I got to see them live too! Lastly, this was just the cherry on top of my delicious kpeen year. I got to see Yoseob and DooJoon wear the shirts that I bought with my own money. For me, to be able to say that gives me so much joy.

Now, I know that this isn't much of a post...but I just wanted to talk about the highlights of this year. To be honest, I'm really going to miss 2010. I don't want it to end, but we all know that each year ends with a new one to come. I never thought that I would have been able to keep this blog going for this long. I'm the type of person who starts things and doesn't really end them. God knows how many journals and diaries I have with each one saying that this time I'm going to not abandon this diary. Even though I said from the beginning that this blog is just meant for me to spazz and rant my sexual urges to my kpeens....but I don't think I would have kept on blogging if it weren't for the awesome people that have came to my blog and took the time to actually leave a comment. I mean, I got the surprise of knowing that my blog was part of the Top 50 kpop blogs on this one survey! That wouldn't have happened without the people that have stumbled across my blog.

So, to all of you...thank you.

Thank you to my friends who have joined this kpop journey with me and experienced all these amazing kpop adventures together.

Thank you to all my twitter gals who have kept me company whenever we spazz about kpeens and I hope to one day I will be able to meet you all.

Thank you to the kpeens for performing here in LA and giving me moments in my life that I will forever treasure.

And thank you people who read my blog and make me smile every time I see an email saying someone commented.

2010...I'm going to miss you and it's going to be hard to beat this. So, 2011...you better up your game because it's going to take a lot for you to live up to 2010's standards.

Anyways, thanks everyone!

KxF